my family loved each other and lived in harmony living in such a big family full

of love

I felt very happy however in the year I turned 15

the CCP government began to frenziedly arrest Christians as many people in our

village believed in Jesus we suffered persecution the most

my father was a church leader

so the police cast an escape-proof net at that time trying to find my father

and elder brother by every possible means since then my family had no peace

in order to escape being arrested by the CCP government my parents began to

escape away from home

even my older sister who's delivery time was near hit herself heavy with child

from place to place

I who was young stayed with our relatives

every time I pass my house after school I was very sad but I dare not shed tears

and even dare not take a look at the door

I always felt as if there were countless eyes fastened upon me and feared that I

would be identified by others as x.x his child because the CCP government

specially arranged for someone to shadow me

I always forced back my tears at that time it was a word said by the Lord

Jesus that supported me

the foxes have holes and the birds of the air have nests but the Son of man

has not where to lay his head

I thought of the sufferings the Lord Jesus had undergone for us sinners

having no place to lay his head being crucified to redeem us shedding the last

drop of his blood without any complaint and being obedient unto death silently

so I shouldn't have any complaint

later in the summer holidays

seeing that there was no one around I went back home to pick up some clothes

less than five minutes after I entered the house seven or eight evil cops

climbed over the wall and broke into my room

they fiercely ask me about my parents and I just refused to tell them later

the evil cops had exhausted their tricks and had to leave my house

now when I look back I realize that it was God who kept me so that I a little

child could deal with the cops calmly in that situation at the end of two

thousand to I was fortunate to accept almighty God's endtime work reading

God's Word

I was very excited my heart which had been thirsty for a long time was

moistened I felt that Almighty God was sustaining and watering me like a loving

mother

and exposing and dissecting my corrupt substance like a strict father

I also felt that God was searching my every act and move and every word and

deed at every moment i couldn't help developing a fear of god I was certain

that Almighty God is the returned Lord Jesus in the first lunar month of 2003 i

began to perform duty in China we have been persecuted because of believing in

God and we have the danger of being arrested at any time in performing duty

but with the leading of God's Word

i am not afraid at all

in September 2008

we brought more than ten college students of a christian youth fellowship

before Almighty God

however just when we tasted the sweetness of God's love we were reported

by the people from the Bureau of Religious Affairs without reason

on the evening of november four of the same year to college students and I were

walking on the sidewalk and sharing God's inspiration and enlightenment of

that day

suddenly a police car sped toward us without showing any legal credentials

the cops force the three of us into the police car in the car

- evil cops twisted my arms backwards and press them tightly

at that time I remembered that in the back pocket of my pants

there was a slip of paper with some phone numbers of the brothers and

sisters on it

I should never let the gang of evil cops find it and flip those brothers and

sisters but my arms couldn't move at all at that time I hurried to call out to

God God the paper with some phone numbers of the brothers and sisters in

my pocket

I don't know how to handle it may you help me after the prayer

I got the slip with my hands easily and I tore it up immediately

amazingly the evil cops weren't aware of it in the least it made me see that all

matters and all things are in God's hand

soon afterward the evil cops drove the car to the entrance of the residential

district where I lived

they threatened me tell us quickly which hosts home do you live in

we have checked the surveillance videos and found that you often went in and out

here if you lead us to the house you'll be fine

otherwise when we find it there will be a lot for you at those words i was very

calm in my heart because I thought of God's words

to those who were not faithful to me in the least in the tribulation

i will show no more mercy because my mercy only goes so far

moreover i do not like anyone who has ever betrayed me much less like to

associate with a person who sells out the interests of his friends which is my

disposition

no matter who he is I understood God's will

God doesn't like anyone who betrays him much less does he like to associate with

a person who sells out the interest of his friends since i'm a created being

I should do what God likes and give up what God loads

I can't be a Judas and betray God and sell out the brothers and sisters

so no matter how they questioned me

I kept silent all along at 11pm they sent me to the detention house in the 40

days that followed the evil cops interrogated me many times

every time they put heavy handcuffs on me whenever I saw their ferocious looks

I became nervous in my heart and I called to God immediately

Almighty God may you keep me so that i can be clear minded and see through

Satan's schemes

I'd rather die than be a Judas and betray you

in the interrogation they forced me to tell them things about the leaders in

the church

I said nothing so they threatened me

I tell you now it's the world of the Communist Party the communist party

doesn't permit people to believe in God

so you're believing in God is breaking the law to you believers in God there is

no need for the judicial institutions to handle you

we public security authorities can sentence you directly

we aren't afraid that you won't confess a man preaching outside his home town

will be sentenced to at least three to five years and if longer seven to eight

years

I advise you to cooperate with us otherwise you will suffer a lot at such

times i would refute them

doesn't the Constitution say that everyone enjoys freedom of religious

belief

how come we break the law and believing in God moreover in believing in god we

don't do evil things but love each other and try to be men who truly have

conscience incense

what's wrong with it you don't arrest those who indulge in drinking gambling

and prostitution and who steal and Rob but arrest us

I think you're unable to differentiate between good and evil

are you the people's good policeman after hearing that they were rendered

speechless

i thank god for his keeping I pulled through every interrogation successfully

40 days later without any evidence they charged me with using an evil cult to

disrupt the enforcement of the law and sentenced me to two years of

imprisonment

when I first heard the judgment

my heart sank at once

I felt sad for my being sentenced

and also felt very indignant for the CCP government's act of persecuting

believers in God by foul means i could only come before God and pour out to him

god you're the Creator all mankind should worship you

you save us from sins

and asked us to pursue to live out a meaningful life

why doesn't the CCP government permitted then God's words inspired me

the filthy land of thousands of years is so sorted that one cannot bear to see

and miserable states are all over the land

ghosts run them up everywhere swindle and blood make groundless accusations

and strike vicious blows mercilessly

so that this fortress of demons is trodden on so severely that corpses are

everywhere and the rotten smell fills the air over the whole land and it is

heavily guarded who can see the world outside the sky

The Devil's bind man fast all over

blind man's eyes and seal man's lips tightly the king of Devil's has been

running a muck for thousands of years and even today it is still guarding the

fortress of demons so tightly that it is like an impregnable palace of the demons

and this gang of watchdogs stare with angry eyes deeply fearing that when they

are not on the alert

God will capture them all in one net and they will have no comfortable place

anymore

how could people in such a fortress of demons have ever seen God how could they

have enjoyed God's amiable pneus and loveliness

how could they know the things of the world who can understand God's anxious

heart it is no wonder that God is incarnated in an extremely hidden way in

such a dark society where Devils are brutal and inhuman

how could the murderous king of Devil's allow the existence of the lovely kind

and holy God

how could it clap its hands and cheer for God's coming

this gang of lackeys they require evil for good

having long taken God likely they mistreat God in the most atrocious way

having no regarded all four god they committed assaults and robberies casting

off all feeling and ignoring the conscience and lure the innocent mankind

to be unconscious God's words make me suddenly come to understand that the CCP

government is Satan the devil in substance and it's God's enemy by nature

it doesn't allow a man to believe in God and follow God wanting man to perish

together with it then I made a resolution inwardly god I'll never allow

satan schemes to succeed no matter what tribulations I'll encounter in the

future I'll firmly follow you then they sent me to a women's labor camp

every newcomer to the labor camp must have a serious look and mustn't smile

otherwise they would consider that she thought her sentence was too mild and

they would torture her

on my first day there

I was punished by facing the wall and repenting and was ordered to strip

myself naked and doing squats with my hands holding my head in the cell at

night

the prisoners forced me to wash my hair and body with cold water

in the first three days the evil cops ordered us to practice standing in a

military posture our arms must be kept close to our body and mustn't be torn

away from it

our knees mustn't bend and the evil cops would share it if our knees made a move

when being stricken they would give us a violent kick

we have to stand from 630am - 11:00 p.m. every day the next day my heart couldn't

bear it

I felt suffocated and difficult to breathe and fainted on the ground all

the other prisoners dared not speak not knowing how long had passed

I in a daze heard one prisoner call a prison guard and tell her someone

fainted

the guard said irritably wake her up and let her continue to stand

I could only keep calling to God

may God make a way out for me thank god for his keeping

seeing that I really couldn't hold on they didn't let me stand any longer

three days later a month of military training began we were required to obey

their orders in all our actions

we also needed to recite the rules and regulations of the labor camp decree

number 23

if anyone couldn't recite them the evil cops with striker palms hard with a

ruler and she would even be made to stand while others slept at night if

anyone marched out of step with others or couldn't March in a straight line

they would order her to stand with her legs 1 meter apart until she said I'll

March well or they would give her other punishments like walking like a duck or

jumping like a frog

the most unbearable one was to jump with two legs crossed

after the one month of training i was assigned to a workshop where lights were

made

we threaded light bulbs and link them with wires and in the end connected them

to be bunches or strung them together to be finished products every day we

arrived at the workshop at 6am but didn't get off work until 8pm the task

was very heavy

if anyone couldn't finish the quota they required that day she had to work

overtime till 1030pm if she still couldn't finish it

she would be punished whether in spring summer autumn or winter and whether it

was windy or rainy she had to endure it in winter because there was no glass in