Name: 04-24-14 Are You My Mother?- BBCコーナー (04-24-14 Are You My Mother? - BBCorner)
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So continuing with our mini-series on working with grief and the loss of a loved one, particularly

through death, but some people have written in and said that they're dealing with grief

of all kinds of things and I think all of these tips apply.

So, of course, my own personal situation is immediate in terms of not just the death of

a loved one but of a parent, which I think has a special quality of...something.

But continuing from the previous talk where we were speaking about how the feelings are

the feelings, you know, we have the feelings. To deny them is not the point. But as Buddhists,

to investigate them. To really learn about them, attend to our feelings. There's a lot

So going right on from that I wanted to just talk about: What is the pain about? I think

we have in our culture -- maybe it's spoken, even -- but an unspoken idea that the more

pain I'm in the more it indicates my love for the person that I've lost. That somehow

those two things correlate. But, you know, actually why do we hurt? Love doesn't hurt.

Compassion can have a feeling of tenderness, but compassion doesn't hurt. So eventually

I think we have to just look and go: Wow, this is what attachment feels like. This is

what attachment feels like and so to use the opportunity to really investigate: What is

attachment? What's the difference between attachment and love? And to use that to also

help us move through the pain. And it may not just be hurt that we're feeling. We may

feel angry. We may feel depressed. We may feel confused or scared. There's all kinds

of colors of emotions that come up with we lose someone. But I think if we examine, what

we'll look for, is that attachment is behind it. Clinging to something that should have

been different, could have been different. Clinging to memory or an idea of our security,

or happiness comes from this person. So that's really what's bringing up the pain for us.

So as I said at the beginning, and this has been my theme throughout, our grief is a head-on

collision with the four distortions. So in this case, I think when we're looking at the

pain and looking at our attachment, it's like beginning to recognize: Wow, I had a lot invested

in my happiness or my security coming from this person.

You know when Venerable Jigme an I were talking recently about losing a mother and there's

somehow about, wow, the very body that bore you. You don't even know that you have this

attachment, and yet, hmm, it's gone. Not only is the body that bore me gone, but as I was

talking with others here, too, when you look at the corpse of your parent you know you

are next in line. Whether that comes up in a clear external way, or whether it's just

an unconscious feeling, but there is also that thought, so there's lots of kinds of

So what are the antidotes to attachment? First of all, I want to recommend that if people

are dealing with a loss that you go to http://www.thubtenchodron.org, put in the search engine on the home page

"Taking the Ache out of Attachment" and download that series of meditations. There's another

handout called "Antidotes to Attachment." Put that in the search box, download the antidotes

and spend some time on our cushion really meditating on these.

Here's the ones that I've found the most helpful. One is, as we've already talked about, but

I think we need to look at it again and again and again, is to really reflect on impermanence.

Everybody dies. Every body. Everybody. 151,600 people on this planet - approximately - die

every day. Since my mother has died, 24 days ago, 5 million other people have died. In

a year 55.3 million people - approximately - die. So the loss is personal, but when I

start to think about, wow, 5 million people just since my mother passed. The question

starts to become: Why did this happen to her? Why did this happen now? Why did this happen?

It's like, well why not? It's going to happen to everybody. Everybody. And has happened

So to move beyond the deep, personal, solitary, "my" pain to understand that this is the nature

of reality. Our bodies are impermanent. Our minds are impermanent. Everything around us

is changing moment by moment by moment and so to cling is only going to bring us suffering.

And when he was teaching the Four Noble Truths the Buddha says to us: We must know, we must

understand dukkha in order to get ourselves out of cyclic existence. So here we have an

opportunity to get some understanding about this.

So the next step might be, then, if 151,600 people have died today, right this minute

I know how that feels, to be one of the people left behind. Can I cultivate my motivation

for today's activities to be of benefit to every one of those 151 thousand people's families

-- let's say they have six living relatives. Most people have more. That's getting us close

to a million people today who are suffering because they've lost someone. It becomes a

much bigger, shared experience when we spread our mind to that larger group of people , and

that's human beings alone. Think about all the animals who have lost someone. Think about

a baby animal who loses its mom. What happens when a little fawn loses it's mother? What

happens when a hawk gets the chicken and all the little chicks are around. Those kids suffer

a lot more than this one. So to really use the opportunity to develop our compassion,

I think, makes the pain meaningful. Makes it useful. Helps us understand how to practice

the Dharma. Then we can do the taking and giving meditation as well. And if that's not

something familiar to you, go onto thubtenchodron.org, put in the search box on the homepage "taking

and giving" and it will come up. But it is the practice of then imagining taking on the

suffering of all the beings -- in this case it might be all the beings who have lost their

mother, all the beings who have suffered the loss of a loved one. Let all of that pain

really shatter the self-centeredness that's making us cling to our own sense of self and

create an open space where we can give love and compassion to all of those beings. And

this really flexes our heart and helps develop our bodhicitta, which is of course our aspiration,

our highest aspiration, to become a Buddha for the benefit of all these beings.

One practice that I have found extremely helpful in dealing with attachment is to offer the

object of attachment -- in this case the loved one -- to the Buddha. We can visualize beautiful

mandalas of that person, hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of them, millions of that person

dressed in their finest, at their most beautiful, youthful, happy phase -- Offering that to

the Buddha. Because who is a better protector of that person at this point? Not me. I can

dedicate merit. That's about the best I can do right now. But if I can offer and just

offer that person to the Buddha, Dharma, and Sangha -- May the aggregates however they

re-format, may this be of benefit to you and to sentient beings, you take them. You take

them. This is helpful. It helps to relive, like, the personal feeling of "what can I

We can do virtuous actions and dedicate the merit of those for the good rebirth of the

person that we've lost. So we can make offerings in their name, we can do our daily practice

with a wish for the merit to be of benefit to them. Any thing that you can think of,

actually, that would be virtuous and maybe even relates to what they're interested in,

what they cared about. And dedicate, dedicate, dedicate that merit so that they will have

a good rebirth or that all beings in this condition will have a rebirth, you know, to

make our experience as big as we can give us fuel for developing our renunciation and

Now, I want to say... I got some advice from a teacher some years ago when I was doing

lots of meditations on attachment, and I would have the experience where I was in great pain

and I would sit on the cushion, I would get on the cushion, I would maybe do the taking

and giving meditation and feel this great expanded heart, and really feel relieved.

I would get up from the cushion and within minutes I was wracked with pain again. And

I was complaining about that. Said this Buddhist teacher to me, "Have some humility," she said.

"You have been living with attachment since beginningless time. You think a few sessions

on the cushion is going to take that away from you? Forget it." So the point is not