Pop this, take that 'till I feel numb

All I ever wanted was to be yours

All I ever wanted was to feel love

But I'm 6 pills in and I feel fine

Can't stop thinking 'bout when you were still mine

I just don't know what to do now

Guess I'll take another one to kill time

Can't feel my face and I can't move

But they say you can't love what you can't lose

So I'm sitting here trapped in my own thoughts

Now I can't feel all 'cause of you

You ever so lost that you feel alone

You ever scared to end up on your own

You ever get hurt till you can't feel

I ain't never had a place I can call home

I ain't never had a home I can come to

I ain't ever have nobody really love me and

that's probably why I don't know how to love you