and we're going to go through my life in looks so far.

[lively music]

Oh, I'm nervous.

Oh, it's bad, just so bad.

I don't know.

I'm sure,

I thought I was so cool, you guys.

It's so embarrassing.

But in my defense,

it was very Paramore, Ashlee Simpson days

and I'm like not apologetic about that phase in my life.

I just don't want to see it ever again.

Well at that age, I actually did dress myself

and did my own hair and makeup,

which you can tell.

I don't know why, I felt cool at the time

and I didn't have all this fancy stuff around me

and I thought that made me pretty edgy too.

I don't know what the hell I was doing, you know?

Ooh.

Yeah, this was fun with me and my stepdad.

We got into a little bit of an argument. [laughs]

There was a lot of boobs.

Oh, he's just protective, it's fun.

I was 18 years old.

This was "Love You Like A Love Song",

the video that we did for it,

which to this day, honestly,

is still one of my favorite songs.

I thought it was my time to cross over

and become a pop star,

whatever that was to me then.

It just was really fun.

I think that was the first time I tried to be high fashion

and you can laugh at that

because that's not high fashion.

To be honest, when I was younger,

Taylor inspired me a lot

when it comes to wardrobe and stage outfits.

No, you're never gonna see me wear that again.

Okay.

Well, this was such a fun chapter of my life.

I was shooting a movie called "Spring Breakers".

What I loved so much about this era

is that I really stepped into performance

as far as an actress.

I feel like it was so challenging.

And it wasn't the element of, oh, I'm being sexy.

It's actually, when you watch the movie,

my characters were in bathing suits.

Essentially we're on spring break.

But I really wasn't as scared as maybe

I thought I was gonna be stepping into

something that was a bit a lot.

It was just plain and simple to say

this is what it's like on spring break.

Yes, we're elaborating and glamorizing it a bit,

but it was a new chance for people to see

that I'm capable of other things.

Obviously, there was nothing wrong

with growing up on Disney,

but it was a totally separate world.

And it just opened my eyes to so much.

I have never had a spring break.

Do I feel like I've experienced it through this movie?

Yes.

Will I go on spring break again?

Nope.

This is Versace in 2013.

It was at the VMA's.

I loved this dress.

I remember feeling for the first time like a woman.

I had said many times,

I look like a little kid.

I feel like I look like a kid still.

I remember trying this dress on

and the first thing my stylist said was like,

"Is this too sexy?"

And I didn't have any doubt in my mind.

I said the dress isn't about being sexy.

The dress is a statement.

It's going to feel like

I'm carrying this Versace piece of art down a carpet.

So this was one of the first times where I was like,

"All right. I'm feeling it. Feeling myself."

Ah! Vera Wang. 2015 Met Gala.

I fluctuate a lot with my weight.

And I remember this night specifically,

I didn't feel good about my body.

So what was really amazing was that I actually got a chance

to work on the dress that fit my body.

I had such a beautiful time

shaping this dress.

I think that we came together

and built something really beautiful

and something that fit me really well.

That was one of the moments where I was like,

I don't have to be that 19 year old body shape anymore

because I'm not.

This was [laughs]

at the American Music Awards 2015.

Givenchy. This was one of the looks

that I felt like I got it.

Everything worked so well.

I performed one of my songs,

"Same Old Love" that night as well.

Okay. Let me just be honest 'cause television

and live music is hard.

Will I do it?

Absolutely. Because that's the opportunity

to share what I love.

So I just go into it saying,

"All right. I'm gonna convey my message.

And I don't care how my voice is gonna sound.

I'm just gonna do the best I can."

Ahhh! Louis Vuitton.

2016. This was probably top five

of my favorite looks.

It was almost that simpleness

with a bit of edge that made it amazing.

The slip to me felt very 90's.

The top had this leather feel to it

and the boots looked so different than high heels

but added that grunginess

and it was also very comfortable.

And I felt like this outfit didn't need anything.

As far as my hair and makeup,

this was one of my favorite looks

because I felt like I was wearing something

that was fashionable,

that needed its own moment

and it wasn't over the top.

So this is 2016 on my Revival Tour.

All right. It's so hard to tour

and when you're a female because you have

all of this pressure to add multiple looks

throughout the show and you want it to pop

but you have to make it comfortable for yourself

and realistic to dance in or to perform in.

This one, we did for the opening act.

I'm not gonna lie.

Britney Spears inspired it from "Toxic'

so I wanted to find a moment where

that could kind of have its place.

Still have the outfit.

Do I put it on and try to sing?

Sometimes.

Tour is hard

and it's very difficult for me because

I tend to just get into a place

where I'm not filling myself up with self-love

so how am I going to give it to all these people.

But every moment of it,

if you put me on a stage right now,

it is the best feeling in the whole world.

Hmm. This is fun.

Ooh! This was at the AMA's and I was wearing Prada.

The reason why this is probably my favorite outfit

I ever wore was because I took a break

from a little bit of the craziness I live in.

And I remember I was stepping to literally

fresh off of me,

really taking care of myself

and then knowing that this was the first time

people were actually gonna get to see me.

I said, I wanna think very Audrey Hepburn.

Simple.

My makeup's not over the top.

There's really barely an accessory.

It was just like, once I put the dress on,

I was like, I'm ready to be me.

I'm ready to step into this world and reclaim my name.

It was one of those moments,

like what she gonna do?

And I knew that people were talking in that manner.

And when I put this dress on, it was like

this is the moment I wanna have.

And I loved it so much.

2017. I loved this Coach sweater.

It was so adorable.

I over wore it.

It was one of those outfits that I felt,

that's my every day look.

I was so surprised that people were like,

the dinosaurs.

And then I was like,

"Well, then I want more dinosaurs and stuff."

People were freaking out and it was so cool.

I think my everyday life is classic

but I'm also such a character.

So it depends on what character I am that day.

Yeah, no, I can be a bunch of different people.

This is 2017 Vogue Cover.

This was with Mert & Marcus.

I'd felt so confident in that look

and they helped me feel that confidence.

They pulled it out of me.

They were just like, yes. Love this.

This is great.

Do that more. Do it all.

And it was such a huge moment

and I remember saying to myself,

please don't make me look like I'm eight.

Like 15 or 18.

I remember saying that

and I didn't feel that at all.

It was classy, but it was really sexy.

This is definitely framed.

I don't framed a lot of stuff, I get embarrassed.

But I framed this one

'cause it will always mean so much to me.

And I went on a cute date that night.

I was feeling it 'cause I had my hair and makeup done.

2019. "The Dead Don't Die" premiere in New York.

I was wearing Celine.

So this was also a moment in my life

where I had fluctuated in weight.

And I'm very honest with the people on my team

so I didn't wanna wear anything tight.

And then I tried this dress on and I felt so beautiful.

It definitely highlighted this area a lot.

I felt like a Barbie doll.

Making this movie was a riot.

It was so fun.

Bill Murray was like, Ugh, I loved him so much.

He called me Gomez.

He had no idea who I was the entire show.

It was awesome.

And then I met some really great people.

It was really fun.

Oh yes. This is Leset, 2019

and it was kind of a pajama look.

So as I got older, I'm trying to mix fashion with comfort.

So I remember I wore sneakers

with this outfit and went to dinner with my friends.

And I remember I felt beautiful.

I'm so happy.

I'll change into seven different outfit.

It's just for one night

and it's just like,

who do I wanna be tonight?

It's in here guys.

2019. Versace. AMA's

Gotta say, I have some great moments at the AMA's.

This I felt so good in.

I actually had a whole idea for this outfit.

I tried it on, we made it a bit shorter,

which was fine.

I loved it that way.

And I felt like I wanted to try something,

a look that was so vibrant.

And when I came in with my team,

we designed this together.

Clearly I liked the boobie pics.

I love that one from "The Dead Don't Die"

and I love this.

Ooh yeah. 2021.

Did we have a good year?

Hmm. So far.

This was from my music video

for "De Una Vez".

I'm wearing Rodarte.

This video was going through an old house,

maybe the house you grew up in,