MyfirstprofessionalrolewasatmyfirstBulgarianmovietransgressionswhen I was 19 and I wascastedbythedirectorandtheproducerfor a fewcities, whicharekindaextreme, actually, andthen I gotitin.
Um, fromthefirstdayofscreentestsinEngland, when I metSashainpersonandwewerewiththesweetestcouple, probablymylastauditionwasAm I gonnabeabletohandle a scenealonelikeisarethesepeoplegoingtobelievethat I'm a realperson?
Sotheyletmeleading a fewsceneswith a fewdifferentpeoplebymyself, and I wassostinkybecause I created a smellthatitwaslikevinegarandoldeggsandoilandthatkindofthings.
Thatwasprecode, andtheyneverrealizedthat I'm anactor, soitjustkindofokay, I thinkthenightoftherelease, I wenttoseemyincredibleproducer, MonikaLevinson, andtwootheroffherfriendsandhave, like a smallsecretpremier.
But I washappywiththeresult, becausepeople I have a feelingtheyarereadyforstandingupagainstmisogynyandagainstsubjugatingwomenbecauseweshouldnotlivein a patriarchyworld.
Because I feelmyteamaspartofmyfamilyandalso, allofthisincredibleawardsonourhonorsandallofthemessagesthat I'm receivingfrompeople, howtheirhopeshasneverbeenstronger, thatthingsairthatarepossibleandespeciallyactorsfrommyregionoftheworldcangetthere.
I'm notquitesurethat I madeitbecauseyoucanalwaysgohigher.
いつでも上に行けるから作ったとは言い切れません。
Youcanalwaysgobigger.
いつでも大きくなれる
Youcanalwayslike.
いつでも好きになれます。
Teachyourselfmore.
もっと自分に教えてあげてください。
Youcanalwaysexploremore.
いつでも探せます。
Youcanalwaysdevelopmore, so I definitelycannotsaythat I madeit.
もっと発展させることはいつでもできるので、絶対に作ったとは言えません。
But I madethefirststep.
でも、最初の一歩を踏み出しました。
I thinkformylifeinthisworldand I willkeepgoinguntiltherestofmylife.
この世界での自分の人生のために考えて、残りの人生のために死ぬまで続けようと思います。
I'm notsurethat I have a dreamrolebecause I'm morepassionateaboutprojectjustingeneralthathavestrongmessagesandallofmypreviouscharactersthat I'veplayedinmyentirelifehasbeanstoriesofstrongwomen, howwecanovercomeanythingbecausewomenarestrongandbeautifuljustthewaytheyare.