That's another year of my life that I'll never get back in.

A few title attempts to make time seem slightly less leading.

Here is a recap of what happened in my year because you guys kind of seemed to care about my life for some reason that I may never understand.

But thank you.

Last January, I started out in kind of a weird place.

I very depressed sometimes.

First of all, I had this hair, which was a mistake.

It So we're looking back at videos and photos of this time last year because I feel like I don't even recognize myself.

But why am I fake?

Smiling so fucking hard of camera?

Why are my eyebrows doing nothing way May never know.

In February, I auditioned enjoined a theater company on campus because France and stepping out of your comfort zone.

I don't know.

I learned that acting just hoard improv is way harder.

That is so scary.

Get a heart attack every time I do it here is like super awkward headshot for your company.

I'm still not sure what my hair is doing.

I want also my petition to graduate in three years instead of floor.

Gotta prove which is awesome because out of state tuition is a bitch.

In March, I download tinder for the first time.

That was a mistake.

I met a guy.

Relationships are thing.

I listened to a lot of each year in and walk around campus smiling like also at this point, I was interning at a production company where basically Sanibel closet and read scripts for free fun times.

The only photos I have of me there are this one of me considering getting banks.

Honestly, this is a rough year for my hair.

Guys, let's just agree on that move on and this delightful one of me trying to be flirty on Snapchat and failing.

In April, I started a new quarter in school with a good feeling about this whole Los Angeles and life thing in general.

I should be photos on the game of Thrones, Thrones or Geek week with my friends, where you're trying so hard to be badass.

But we look ridiculous still listening to a lot of edge here in still a lot of stupid smiling.

In the beginning of May, things took a fun turn.

I sent my 18th birthday feeling like I want to throw up crying on the floor of the bathroom clinic because I was afraid I was pregnant.

Welcome to adulthood, Ashley.

Good news On the hair front, I finally realized that no matter how many times I dye my hair platinum, I'm not gonna look like an Instagram model.

So I went back to my natural color.

I went to TFT Problem, which is basically just an apartment party where they charge you $5 on the door.

And there are a disproportionate number of insane theater kids.

My boyfriend was not there, and I was no longer listening to Ed Sheeran.

But I discovered that night there's nothing unlimited pancakes and good friends can't fix and like three months of crying myself to sleep over the summer, and I wrapped up my first year in college, finally spending time with the people who had supported be along, of course, with more pancakes.

And I made my first film ever in film school, which is awesome but also slightly concerning because I'm kind of getting old at this point.

I need to learn how to actually make things.

I shot it on R E s, which is like a super archaic actual film camera from, like, the seventies that breaks down like every five seconds.

But somehow my film turned out here is a super shitty like recording of a recording, so the quality's really bad, but I'm gonna get properly digitized sometime soon and then share it with you guys because I think you'll really like it.

Hopefully, I also found out that I didn't get an internship that I thought I had nailed the interview for.

And I really, really wanted over this summer, I thought that once I moved to L.

A and started college, you know, I'd be like doing big things in Hollywood or whatever, but you I was flying back to Maryland to work the same minimum wage job at a nice cream shop that I've been working since, like, 10th grade.

So anyways, I flew back to Maryland to spend the summer with my high school friends.

We actually ended up having a blast.

This was probably the best summer of my life.

I'm not gonna put up pictures or anything for legal reasons, but I will tell you that we had an excellent summer I did take a brief break from my degeneracy in August to get my wisdom teeth out during my recovery.

In order to feel like slightly less of a lump, I went drifting for the first time, willingly, not dragged along by my sister.

Um, and it turns out that I liked it.

I did my first drift hall and I started selling the clothes online, which is like a huge part of my life right now.

A two end of September, I moved into my first apartment, will not mind trying to leave a publisher with five of the rules because right and I also bought my first car, and I kind of becoming an adult by doing this right.

Baby.

October was a blur of thrusting adventures, spooky shenanigans and learning how to buy groceries, fix my car, which promptly broke right after I bought it, and trying not to completely die in L.

A.

Traffic.

Also at this time I dropped my phone in the toilet for the second time in the back hammer broke, so photos are kind of limited from here on out in November, I acted in my first play.

I'm not sure that I was any good, but I tried in December final slap me right in the balls.

I didn't leave my apartment for, like, two weeks straight and was pulling on laters all the way until my flight that took me back home to Maryland.

That pretty much brings me full circle to present a Mi 28 teams.

Kind of appeared out of nowhere like this sneaky little motherfucker that it is.

But welcome, friend.

I hope we have a good time to be.

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