Yeah.

How How much of that informs who you are in this world?

I mean, I think for so many people have just seen you on social or in movies.

And it was I feel like I know you better now.

Um, yeah.

So when did that spiritual journey start for you?

Young?

I was very, very young.

Um, I didn't grow up religious or really even have, ah, spiritually parent or anything that I just always loved it.

And I always sort of felt a connection to something mystical.

I would talk about it a lot I would gravitate towards, even at one point was begging my mom to take me to church.

She's, like, Why?

Like none of us go to church?

This is such a strange request.

But I just like to the idea of what I think is a connection, and I'm I wouldn't say I'm religious, but I've always just sort of had that, um, inclination.

And then, as I write about in the book, when I was in my twenties, I was dancing with Janet on tour and the rennet Jack Jan Jackson.

Jack is so another Janet, I just wanted to clarify.

Yes, Yeah, yes, I know for the young'uns air.

Like who?

Like Janet Jackson.

Um, so she had a masseuse on tour that was very spiritual and sort of saw that side of me and opened it up.

Said Read this book.

And maybe like this and it became this like it was like, I just Pandora's box was opened and I was like, remembering a lot of this going, Yes, that's what I've always thought, or that's what I felt And it's always been a huge priority, a major value in my life.

And I'm happiest when I'm connected in that way, and I just I call it the flow I like to stay in the flu.