字幕表 動画を再生する 英語字幕をプリント a lot of you guys asked me about my modeling career needless to say I was very very insecure at 16 I'm like five seven almost I feel like it was also a great opportunity for me to escape all I wanted to do is call my mom I can't get out of it there's so much more to modeling than like being super beautiful hi guys welcome back to my channel I wanted to make this video about my time living in Paris as a model because a lot of you guys asked me about my modeling career and I do share bits and pieces here and there but I decided to do this story time about my time living in Paris so to give you a little back story I started in the modeling industry when I was about 15 but I really started working when I was 16 I actually got my first like big campaign that was shot in London UK I was this huge a kiss ready company and that was my first big job after Dad it kind of started moving for me I was going to a lot of castings back in Israel but I would never went anywhere internationals my first kind of breakthrough to the international market was when elite models who was my modeling agency in Israel they held a casting with IMG Paris I'm G is a huge modeling agency around the world and their Paris office came to Tel Aviv to scout some girls and I was scouted I can't even explain to you this feeling because I am a very short for a model I'm like five seven almost and for me the fact that anybody noticed me from an international market was just like mind-blowing to me needless to say it was very very secured 16 as most girls are I feel it was a huge huge victory for me I didn't come from a household that could afford to send me and like my mother there I would didn't have kind of the financials to support that decision my mom had to stay and work when Paris called it they're like we'll get you a visa come and stay for a month I was really excited I feel like it was also a great opportunity for me to escape because it was at a time when my parents were going through a divorce it wasn't a time where I actually wanted to be home so if a lot of people like asked me sometimes weren't you scared to leave home at 16 and move to like a different country you don't speak the language nothing I think that I was so determined to just kind of escape the chaos of divorce in the house that that fear wasn't even a factor so I arrived to Paris it was very liberating and very scary my mother was calling me four times a day you know she was obviously very worried and I think that she really did a great job in hiding fear and who our talk on the phone just to remind me of like the values that she kind of instilled in me and Who I am so I guess that was kind of her way of making sure that I don't steer to the wrong direction if you're a model and an agency scouts you in a different country you go there they provide you with an apartment usually it's a model apartment you share it with a lot of other girls from other countries and then they give you a map to the subway they'll give you a cell phone and they give you some allowance but that allowance you pay back when you start making money two jobs not only do we not have a subway system in Israel I don't know how to read a freaking map of a subway I just remembered I like walked in being like I'm an independent woman 16 and then they gave me a map be like okay go and I'm just like looking at them and my eyes are starting to like swell with tears I was literally just like this small little frightened kitten all of a sudden it hit me I'm like oh my god this is I'm the this is it like I think I made it to one casting out of like five I got lost and I just remember I was like running through these streets with the stones and I was wearing heels and it was just like carrying this book back in the day was this heavy like portfolios back then you literally had to log this like huge thing the day was like so overwhelming I'll just never forget all I wanted to do is call my mom and be like I decided not to call her because I knew that if I'm going to call her and cry she will make sure that I'll be back home I called my best friend I remember I was like a lot on the phone and like on skype and stuff and that really helped me I think that living anywhere in the world I mean throughout my years of traveling I always felt very lonely and there were advantages and disadvantages to it I mean obviously feeling lonely when you were going to something when you have a bad day of no one to talk to so you really like get down and it's hard to get out of that mood but also being alone taught me so much about myself and exposed a lot of sides that I wasn't aware I have it also made me kind of suck it up buttercup moments I went through those a lot because I was kind of looking around and there's no one there to help me sound like okay you you're gonna save yourself today again I have to say I had a very like pink romantic idea of Paris I was thinking about romance and Eiffel Tower and people playing music in the streets and you know offering me baguettes while I walk that wasn't the case I always tell everybody like I was meant to be French like something happened and I was just like was born in the wrong place but I was meant to be French that trip it was mainly to get a lot of tests shoot the agencies trying to kind of build your portfolio you go to a lot of castings everyday were between three to six or seven castings and the more castings you have the better because otherwise I just remember we would like be sitting in the apartment doing nothing the weekends were like super boring we would go somewhere with the girls like walk around Paris I would just kind of go and get lost I loved walking around and feeling the culture I wasn't the person that would go to the museums or like the more touristy places that's why I literally been to Paris maybe six times before I've even came close to the Eiffel Tower or close to no to them I kind of like to experience that differently than most people I didn't build any relationship with the girls that were there on my first trip because a lot of the girls were always like come and leave it's usually not the same girls for the whole month it was very like hard to really build any friendships so it was very lonely but again it was better than being back home I got the opportunity to escape it also kind of exposed me to reality and I was so like you can do it and you do it and you book something amazing and I think that that trip really taught me that it's such a process there's so many things I need to work on and there's so many things that I have to figure out about myself and fix it and because that trip I didn't have any friends and I didn't really have anyone to talk to I was observing a lot and I think through that observation of you know just people walking down the street to the book rosette the agency to the girls that were staying in the apartment with me I really learned a lot about how I want to present myself and how I want to carry myself the things that I'm interested in music and books and I just really let my curiosity bloom there and I followed it a lot which was really exciting and although it was kind of a sad time in my life I look back at that trip and I just remember it to be so lonely but in a very beautiful way if that makes sense for new faces for girls that just started you know it was first like the initial trip was more about getting acquainted with like the clients and go to as many castings as possible and build your portfolio and that was kind of really it I didn't really get any confidence my first trip in Paris I think that I also didn't book anything because you can tell by the way I was carrying myself you know just like my eyes that I was so insecure and I think that there's so much more to modeling than like being super beautiful because you are in competition with so many different girls personality and the way you carry yourself and how you present yourself is so important at the end of the day it's human interaction it's like the castings the Booker's the clients will remember you over someone else because you made them think or smile or laugh or you made a joke like there's a whole thing behind it right so it's just like human interaction like I was not at all at a place where I knew who I was and I just was just trying to kind of survive and kind of hiding in my room hoping that the Booker's not going to call me be like you know what we made a mistake you should go back home that was my first trip to Paris I came back I felt defeated but I was ready to get back to it and like do it again I went back to Paris four more times after that I already started booking jobs actually and I felt like I was kind of growing into myself and that's when I also discovered the personality aspect and I feel like the job that I did book was because I just like kind of left an impression a memorable impression and I was already in an apartment that was kind of independent from the Booker's there was no book her living there so it was just like girls and I actually had a chance to build relationships another thing that is very memorable for me that happened in Harris was I think my first sexual harassment with the sexual harassment I just remembered I stopped in Paris for a couple of days because I was actually going to Tokyo for work for like three months I was going to see another agency because I switched an agency and I was wearing like a dress it was summer with heels and holding my book and I was going to see that agency and I was like I felt so happy because I was going to Tokyo Tokyo it was always like a place I was so excited to visit and I was really excited to meet that agency because they were like super interested in me so remember I took the metro and I went up the stairs and when I was walking this one guy behind me just like touched my butt like under my skirt I just remember that I turned around and he was just account he just like kept walking and I was just standing there and I was shocked and I was looking around and no one like did anything or notice or a store like nothing I just remembered I felt so violated my mood completely like crashed I felt really gross I just wanted to go back to the apartment and like just be by myself and I changed this dress and heels but I had to go and see cuz I had a meeting with this agency and when I walked in i obviously like felt disgusting and you could sense like my energy was completely off that meeting did not go well that's really all I could remember I never told my mom dad I never told anybody that because it just felt like what is it gonna do like I don't know the guy is I just remembered how violated I feel and I'm sure that a lot of girls experience it in the modeling industry from photographers from people that they work with I think today it's much better because today a lot of models have more voices you know there's social media that just like really put a lot of transparency on people a lot of people have the platform now to talk about issues this story time really took us a turn but I still have very fond memories of Paris it so reminds me of how much beauty and goodness and amazing music and food and appreciation for different little things that I wasn't exposed to before it exposed me to a lot of it my goal is still to learn French one day it's literally like on top of my French and Spanish I have to concur that I wanted to share what I experienced in Paris if you guys have any questions you let me know I wonder if I should keep doing these story times about my modeling experiences just living in different places in Spain and in Tokyo and like other places that I've been to and working with some big brands so let me know if you are interested in hearing any of this thank you guys so much for watching I'll see you next time
A2 初級 16 そして一人で、パリでモデルをしています。 (16 And Alone, Modeling In Paris | Storytime) 5 0 林宜悉 に公開 2021 年 01 月 14 日 シェア シェア 保存 報告 動画の中の単語