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  • a lot of you guys asked me about my modeling career needless to say I was

  • very very insecure at 16 I'm like five seven almost I feel like it was also a

  • great opportunity for me to escape all I wanted to do is call my mom I can't get

  • out of it there's so much more to modeling than like being super beautiful

  • hi guys welcome back to my channel I wanted to make this video about my time

  • living in Paris as a model because a lot of you guys asked me about my modeling

  • career and I do share bits and pieces here and there but I decided to do this

  • story time about my time living in Paris so to give you a little back story I

  • started in the modeling industry when I was about 15 but I really started

  • working when I was 16 I actually got my first like big campaign that was shot in

  • London UK I was this huge a kiss ready company and that was my first big job

  • after Dad it kind of started moving for me I was going to a lot of castings back

  • in Israel but I would never went anywhere internationals my first kind of

  • breakthrough to the international market was when elite models who was my

  • modeling agency in Israel they held a casting with IMG Paris I'm G is a huge

  • modeling agency around the world and their Paris office came to Tel Aviv to

  • scout some girls and I was scouted I can't even explain to you this feeling

  • because I am a very short for a model I'm like five seven almost and for me

  • the fact that anybody noticed me from an international market was just like

  • mind-blowing to me needless to say it was very very secured 16 as most girls

  • are I feel it was a huge huge victory for me I didn't come from a household

  • that could afford to send me and like my mother there I would didn't have kind of

  • the financials to support that decision my mom had to stay and work when Paris

  • called it they're like we'll get you a visa come and stay for a month I was

  • really excited I feel like it was also a great opportunity for me to escape

  • because it was at a time when my parents were going through a divorce it wasn't a

  • time where I actually wanted to be home so if a lot of people like asked me

  • sometimes weren't you scared to leave home at 16 and move to like a different

  • country you don't speak the language nothing I think that I was so determined

  • to just kind of escape the chaos of divorce in the house that that fear

  • wasn't even a factor so I arrived to Paris it was very liberating and very

  • scary my mother was calling me four times a

  • day you know she was obviously very worried and I think that she really did

  • a great job in hiding fear and who our talk on the phone just to remind me of

  • like the values that she kind of instilled in me and Who I am so I guess

  • that was kind of her way of making sure that I don't steer to the wrong

  • direction if you're a model and an agency scouts you in a different country

  • you go there they provide you with an apartment usually it's a model apartment

  • you share it with a lot of other girls from other countries and then they give

  • you a map to the subway they'll give you a cell phone and they give you some

  • allowance but that allowance you pay back when you start making money two

  • jobs not only do we not have a subway system in Israel I don't know how to

  • read a freaking map of a subway I just remembered I like walked in being like

  • I'm an independent woman 16 and then they gave me a map be like okay go and

  • I'm just like looking at them and my eyes are starting to like swell with

  • tears I was literally just like this small little frightened kitten all of a

  • sudden it hit me I'm like oh my god this is I'm the this is it like I think I

  • made it to one casting out of like five I got lost and I just

  • remember I was like running through these streets with the stones and I was

  • wearing heels and it was just like carrying this book back in the day was

  • this heavy like portfolios back then you literally had to log this like huge

  • thing the day was like so overwhelming I'll just never forget all I wanted to

  • do is call my mom and be like I decided not to call her because I knew that if

  • I'm going to call her and cry she will make sure that I'll be back home I

  • called my best friend I remember I was like a lot on the phone and like on

  • skype and stuff and that really helped me I think that living anywhere in the

  • world I mean throughout my years of traveling I always felt very lonely and

  • there were advantages and disadvantages to it I mean obviously feeling lonely

  • when you were going to something when you have a bad day of no one to talk to

  • so you really like get down and it's hard to get out of that mood but also

  • being alone taught me so much about myself and exposed a lot of sides that I

  • wasn't aware I have it also made me kind of suck it up buttercup moments I went

  • through those a lot because I was kind of looking around and there's no one

  • there to help me sound like okay you you're gonna save yourself today again I

  • have to say I had a very like pink romantic idea of Paris I was thinking

  • about romance and Eiffel Tower and people playing music in the streets and

  • you know offering me baguettes while I walk that wasn't the case I always tell

  • everybody like I was meant to be French like something happened and I was just

  • like was born in the wrong place but I was meant to be French that trip it was

  • mainly to get a lot of tests shoot the agencies trying to kind of build your

  • portfolio you go to a lot of castings everyday were between three to six or

  • seven castings and the more castings you have the better because otherwise I just

  • remember we would like be sitting in the apartment doing nothing the weekends

  • were like super boring we would go somewhere with the girls like walk

  • around Paris I would just kind of go and get lost I loved walking around and

  • feeling the culture I wasn't the person that would

  • go to the museums or like the more touristy places that's why I literally

  • been to Paris maybe six times before I've even came close to the Eiffel Tower

  • or close to no to them I kind of like to experience that

  • differently than most people I didn't build any relationship with the girls

  • that were there on my first trip because a lot of the girls were always like come

  • and leave it's usually not the same girls for the whole month it was very

  • like hard to really build any friendships so it was very lonely but

  • again it was better than being back home I got the opportunity to escape it also

  • kind of exposed me to reality and I was so like you can do it and you do it and

  • you book something amazing and I think that that trip really taught me that

  • it's such a process there's so many things I need to work on and there's so

  • many things that I have to figure out about myself and fix it and because that

  • trip I didn't have any friends and I didn't really have anyone to talk to I

  • was observing a lot and I think through that observation of you know just people

  • walking down the street to the book rosette the agency to the girls that

  • were staying in the apartment with me I really learned a lot about how I want to

  • present myself and how I want to carry myself the things that I'm interested in

  • music and books and I just really let my curiosity bloom there and I followed it

  • a lot which was really exciting and although it was kind of a sad time in my

  • life I look back at that trip and I just remember it to be so lonely but in a

  • very beautiful way if that makes sense for new faces for girls that just

  • started you know it was first like the initial trip was more about getting

  • acquainted with like the clients and go to as many castings as possible and

  • build your portfolio and that was kind of really it I didn't really get any

  • confidence my first trip in Paris I think that I also didn't book anything

  • because you can tell by the way I was carrying myself you know just like my

  • eyes that I was so insecure and I think that there's so much more to modeling

  • than like being super beautiful because you are in competition with so many

  • different girls personality and the way you carry yourself and how you present

  • yourself is so important at the end of the day it's human interaction it's like

  • the castings the Booker's the clients will remember you over someone else

  • because you made them think or smile or laugh or you made a joke like there's a

  • whole thing behind it right so it's just like human interaction like I was not at

  • all at a place where I knew who I was and I just was just trying to kind of

  • survive and kind of hiding in my room hoping that the Booker's not going to

  • call me be like you know what we made a mistake you should go back home that was

  • my first trip to Paris I came back I felt defeated but I was ready to get

  • back to it and like do it again I went back to Paris four more times after that

  • I already started booking jobs actually and I felt like I was kind of growing

  • into myself and that's when I also discovered the personality aspect and I

  • feel like the job that I did book was because I just like kind of left an

  • impression a memorable impression and I was already in an apartment that was

  • kind of independent from the Booker's there was no book her living there so it

  • was just like girls and I actually had a chance to build relationships another

  • thing that is very memorable for me that happened in Harris was I think my first

  • sexual harassment with the sexual harassment I just remembered I stopped

  • in Paris for a couple of days because I was actually going to Tokyo for work for

  • like three months I was going to see another agency because I switched an

  • agency and I was wearing like a dress it was summer with heels and holding my

  • book and I was going to see that agency and I was like I felt so happy because I

  • was going to Tokyo Tokyo it was always like a place I was so excited to visit

  • and I was really excited to meet that agency because they were like super

  • interested in me so remember I took the metro and I went up the stairs and when

  • I was walking this one guy behind me just like touched my butt like under my

  • skirt I just remember that I turned around and he was just account

  • he just like kept walking and I was just standing there and I was shocked and I

  • was looking around and no one like did anything or notice or a store like

  • nothing I just remembered I felt so violated my mood completely like crashed

  • I felt really gross I just wanted to go back to the apartment and like just be

  • by myself and I changed this dress and heels but I had to go and see cuz I had

  • a meeting with this agency and when I walked in i obviously like felt

  • disgusting and you could sense like my energy was completely off that meeting

  • did not go well that's really all I could remember I

  • never told my mom dad I never told anybody that because it just felt like

  • what is it gonna do like I don't know the guy is I just remembered how

  • violated I feel and I'm sure that a lot of girls experience it in the modeling

  • industry from photographers from people that they work with I think today it's

  • much better because today a lot of models have more voices you know there's

  • social media that just like really put a lot of transparency on people a lot of

  • people have the platform now to talk about issues this story time really took

  • us a turn but I still have very fond memories of Paris it so reminds me of

  • how much beauty and goodness and amazing music and food and appreciation for

  • different little things that I wasn't exposed to before it exposed me to a lot

  • of it my goal is still to learn French one day

  • it's literally like on top of my French and Spanish I have to concur that I

  • wanted to share what I experienced in Paris if you guys have any questions you

  • let me know I wonder if I should keep doing these story times about my

  • modeling experiences just living in different places in Spain and in Tokyo

  • and like other places that I've been to and working with some big brands so let

  • me know if you are interested in hearing any of this thank you guys so much for

  • watching I'll see you next time

a lot of you guys asked me about my modeling career needless to say I was

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    林宜悉 に公開 2021 年 01 月 14 日
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