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  • - [Female] And when you're ready, close your eyes.

  • - It is 2020 and this is the first New Year's Day

  • where I haven't been hungover.

  • I don't know why I'm getting all emotional

  • but like I'm really proud of myself for not going out.

  • It feels really, really refreshing

  • to wake up so clear on New Year's Day.

  • I feel like in the past years,

  • I felt this pressure to go out on New Year's Eve

  • and I'm really happy that this year

  • I just spent it with Ben.

  • I went to bed at like nine o'clock.

  • This really feels like a good restart,

  • especially because I got back from England not too long ago.

  • Off the bat for 2019,

  • it was not my favorite year.

  • I would like to have a dry January,

  • like not even a glass of wine.

  • That thought like really weirds me out

  • because I use alcohol a lot as like a,

  • I don't know like a social crutch

  • and a social lubricant.

  • Let's see if I eliminate it,

  • if something happens.

  • Today is January 1st.

  • I will get into my resolutions for 2020 a little bit

  • after I've had some time to reflect

  • because right now I actually have to go.

  • We're doing the usual tradition

  • of us going to my grandparents house.

  • We're gonna have the whole New Year's Day celebration

  • with dduk guk and games

  • and I have to rally up a bunch of stuff

  • to bring as prizes for bingo especially.

  • (gentle music)

  • (clapping)

  • (chill music)

  • (speaking in foreign language)

  • Thank you.

  • Oh my God.

  • (mellow music)

  • All right guys, this is the finished face.

  • I wanted to go for something a little big glam but preppy.

  • Okay so underneath I'm wearing

  • this sheer button-down from Unif.

  • I've had this for so many years

  • and I just love it to layer underneath things

  • because it's so slinky and it feels good on the ski.

  • And my sweater is from Eggie.

  • It's called the Guysie

  • and this is made in a sustainable fabric

  • and I am wearing extra small.

  • And for my pants I'm wearing my just black denim

  • and honestly it's hard for me to get out of these jeans

  • because they're so comfortable

  • and they just like fit me really nicely.

  • And then for my earrings,

  • I'm wearing these ones by Seryn Project.

  • My friend Ashley made these earrings.

  • So I just want to support and they're so cute.

  • Why does it hurt so bad

  • So bad

  • To lose something I never had

  • Never had

  • Are you a memory or lucid dream

  • Pinch me

  • Will you come back

  • Will you come back

  • - It is Friday night, 9:44 p.m.

  • Usually I'd be out and about hanging out with friends,

  • drinking, maybe bar hopping, maybe dancing.

  • It's kind of crazy.

  • It's only January 3rd

  • and every day I have been tempted

  • with the possibility of having a drink.

  • It's like something I didn't really notice

  • how prevalent it is in my life.

  • In December, I actually started to get

  • all these random ads on YouTube

  • about this master class concept.

  • It was so much Gordon Ramsay with his knife going

  • and him just basically showing you how to cook.

  • And then I clicked on it

  • and then I ended up buying a whole year.

  • It's such a cool website

  • where there's just a bunch of classes that you can take

  • where the instructors are just people that you know.

  • Natalie Portman has one about acting,

  • Gordon Ramsay has one about cooking,

  • there's like Steph Curry has one

  • it's probably about basketball

  • and tonight I'm doing my first lesson.

  • It is with Sarah Blakely

  • who is the founder of Spanx.

  • It is a very popular undergarment.

  • I've seen her on Shark Tank a couple of times

  • and I also listened to her episode

  • on How I Built This with her

  • and her class is about self made entrepreneurship.

  • I didn't go to business school

  • and I am figuring out everything along the way

  • just like a lot of people are.

  • I don't know, I just thought any type of advice

  • or mentorship I can have,

  • even if it's digital can help me.

  • I'm on the second course right now

  • which is Developing Your Big Idea

  • but I'm feeling like fired up

  • and this is really exciting

  • so this is what I'm doing,

  • my sober night in.

  • - To mostly be able to show the value

  • and use it as a marketing tool.

  • Then, you have a decision on if you want to defend it

  • if people start knocking you off.

  • - Good morning.

  • It is Saturday,

  • oh hey James.

  • I'm working out with my brother today

  • and I'm also giving his Christmas gift.

  • Killing two birds with one stone.

  • Wow, those are huge gifts.

  • Those look so ridiculous.

  • - I like this gift exchange

  • in the middle of the street. - Mine looks so pathetic.

  • This is me and Ben's combined.

  • I guess we're doing gift exchange first.

  • (laughing)

  • It's a DNA test

  • - That's awesome.

  • - So we can figure out what we are

  • 'cause you have both the chromosomes, James.

  • You can find out all the lineage of the Im family.

  • - Thank you.

  • Wow, this is sick.

  • - It's from Stone Island.

  • Look, it has the--

  • - Wow, this is awesome.

  • - It's so heavy.

  • - You're gonna like what you see.

  • (laughing)

  • - Oh my God.

  • Is this your rice cooker?

  • - No, this is a little better.

  • - Really?

  • - It's a little more advanced.

  • - What?

  • It's fine. - It's just a rice cooker.

  • Oh sorry.

  • (laughing)

  • It's really nice. - Oh, I love it.

  • Dude, I think this is the one that Oma has.

  • - It might be

  • but it's super nice dude.

  • - Oh my God, it looks so nice.

  • All right, now it is time to work out.

  • (gentle music)

  • They say you don't gotta go home

  • But you can't stay here

  • And no I don't want to be alone in the world out there

  • ♪ I try this, try that, tried everything

  • Coming right back, right back, don't you wait for me

  • ♪ I need you to stay right there

  • ♪ I'm coming right away, my dear

  • (gentle music)

  • - I'm really drenched in sweat.

  • The rice cooker is installed,

  • AKA I just took it out of the box.

  • I'm gonna try to make rice with it.

  • The other rice cooker has been officially retired.

  • Honestly, I do not recommend that rice cooker at all.

  • It's still like pretty pricey

  • but it just made the rice really dry

  • and you could never like leave it in the device to stay warm

  • because then it would just get even drier.

  • So that's not a way to live.

  • This has been a very generous present from James.

  • Use another container to wash the rice.

  • I'm gonna wash the rice in this.

  • In this pot, I have put two cups of brown rice.

  • I have thoroughly washed it

  • but I washed it in this container,

  • like I don't understand why I'm not allowed

  • to wash the rice in the rice container

  • and I'm too lazy to look up why I can't do that

  • so if you guys know the answer to that,

  • please write it in the comments.

  • Here we go, okay.

  • (beeping)

  • I guess that's it.

  • I will let you guys know how the rice comes out.

  • Wow.

  • Oh, this looks good.

  • Let's have a bite.

  • This looks already miles better

  • than the other rice cooker.

  • Mmm.

  • Oh my God.

  • We've been wanting to incorporate more art

  • back into the walls.

  • I mean they are bare.

  • We just need that extra spark.

  • I love this poster of Ben's dad's band.

  • The band was called Trampoline.

  • So cool.

  • Look at their freaking outfits, man.

  • The platforms, amazing.

  • We're also gonna frame this Flying Lotus and Friends poster.

  • I got this 10 years ago when I was at,

  • I was at Low End Theory

  • and I saw this poster

  • and I was like, oh my gosh,

  • it would've been so cool to see Flying Lotus.

  • Now it's just like a relic.

  • We're framing this Sarah Boba print.

  • I'm gonna put this in my room.

  • - [Ben] I'm so scared of

  • - Denting it, yeah.

  • (mellow music)

  • Wow, these plates are out of control.

  • - [Ben] These plates are so good, they're almost bowls.

  • - Oh, these bowls are out of control.

  • - [Ben] These bowls are

  • - [Both] Out of control.

  • - Hawkins, New York is one of those stores

  • when you walk in,

  • you just immediately want everything.

  • We're easing into it.

  • We've got four of these gorgeous bowls.

  • - [Ben] Gorgeous.

  • - Gorgeous.

  • I like how the rim is slightly uneven.

  • It's like kind of got these ridges.

  • Look at these plates.

  • Oh my God.

  • It's so thin

  • and then I always like to eat from a smaller plate

  • so I got a small one for myself.

  • - Let's see how it looks on the table, you know?

  • Oh you wanted a, you got the pasta dish

  • so that's a bowl there for you.

  • Anything else you need?

  • Okay great, thank you.

  • - All right, bon apetit.

  • Mmm, mmm.

  • - The veggie burger's great.

  • - It is, isn't it?

  • It's like made to be paired together.

  • - It really is.

  • - For breakfast I'm having the last of my veggie

  • and chicken fried rice.

  • (blowing)

  • (hiccups)

  • God damn.

  • (mellow music)

  • Good morning, it is Tuesday

  • and I'm actually taking a break.

  • I'm doing a pause from my usual routine

  • because today I am going to therapy.

  • This is my first session of 2020

  • and I'm so excited to go

  • because if I don't go to therapy for a couple of weeks,

  • I feel like there's a lot of like buildup,

  • if you know what I mean?