This is festive.

Yes.

It's not your house, but it's festive.

All right, so there's just lots of white, fluffy tree type

things all over the house, because everything

in your house is cream or white.

Yes, yes.

We did this theme of kind of an all white Whoville

was the theme of our Christmas Eve party last year.

So we got this artist from Australia to make these things.

And I kept them, obviously.

They were like, you know, a lot to make,

and so I kept them in storage and that'll

be our theme every year until they--

well, this year my kids are old enough

to where they're now climbing on them

and ripping them and breaking them and all that.

So I don't know how long they'll last.

I don't know how--

I mean your whole house, like I said is--

how is that possible that you have children and a house that

looks like that?

You know--

Do they live in that house?

They do.

If I had children in that house, they

would be in a ball like that could crawl around.

And the ball would move and they would just be inside of that.

They'd see the house, they'd be part of the family,

but they would just be in a plastic ball.

Their rooms are really festive and wild,

and everyone has a theme.

Oh, really?

And so I let them go crazy in their room and the playroom.

That's smart.

That's great.

So they respect it.

They respect the space everywhere else.

Well, that's amazing for kids, because they don't normally

understand that.

And you know what?

It's just stuff.

Like I actually don't really care.

If she took a--

I got this table made and Chicago took a Sharpie

and wrote on the table.

And I was like freaking out at first and then Kanye came home

and he's like, it makes it even better.

It's art and now she just-- we're

going to keep this forever.

And I'm like, OK.

I would have freaked out, but it's just stuff.

It's a lot of stuff.

So your Christmas card this year was just your family.

Usually it's the entire family and this year you

did just your family.

Yes.

And what I've realized through this process is, no matter--

first of all it was just a time thing.

I saw online like they, you know, they're feuding

and they won't do a card together and all this stuff.

No matter-- it was just a time thing

of why I couldn't wrangle everybody.

And I was like, this isn't my job.

I'm not going to sit here and try

to get everyone to do a card.

I'm going to do one with my kids and my husband and my family.

And even that was so dramatic.

It's the most anxiety to get four kids together smiling

in a room.

So North was having a day, so she refused to be in the shoot

and she just was crying because she

wanted her specific hairstyle, whatever.

So the next day-- so I said, fine.

You're not going to be in the card.

That's the decision, you're not going to be in the card.

I'm just going to take the family card without you,

and she was fine with that.

The next day she woke up and was like,

mommy, I really want to do a card.

Thank God the photographer was still

in town, so she said I just want a photo shoot with just you.

So I said, perfect.

I called the photographer, had her come over and I said,

I have no makeup on now.

I look totally different.

And I said, let's just pretend.

Shoot us but cut me out and you'll Photoshop her in.

And it looks like a beautiful card.

Yes.

She's photoshopped into that card?

Absolutely.

She wasn't sitting on Kanye's lap?

That's Chicago.

North is--

Oh, sorry.

I don't know if that--

I can't keep up with the Kardashians.

00:03:26,930 --> 00:03:31,700 OK, so North is right across from me, the oldest.

And I would have rather done it this way

than the anxiety of what I went through of trying to get--

I mean, Chicago has a cookie in her hand.

I was really holding Psalm there.

Saint was really there.

The rest of us were there, but North--

Right.

It was a lot.

She's in.

She's there now.

There's always one.

But to teach her a lesson, I would've just left her out.

That's what I would have done.

That's why I don't have kids.

So OK, so I know the rumors were that the family's feuding

and that's why.

But the family is feuding.

I mean, Kourtney is now-- right, is it Kourtney?

Yes.

You know, Kourtney and I, we just went to Japan together.

It's-- we've really taken the time to hear each other out

and listen.

What sucks is that season 18 will come out soon,

and it gets worse before it gets better.

So her and I have healed and talked about everything

and really come to an understanding.

Just so you understand if you're not

understanding what we're talking about,

Kourtney doesn't want to be a part of it anymore.

She doesn't like getting photographed,

she doesn't like her privacy exposed.

And she's saying she doesn't want to be so--

Well, she likes it, but only she wants to film

just when she feels like it.

I see.

So if you're getting--

if one family member goes on vacation a lot

or takes time off a lot, the other family members

have to step in and take over those hours.

So for the past year, Khloé and I have been taking over her

hours working, because we need content to make the show.

So her and I--

Khloé and I have been really frustrated that we've been

working longer, and we have kids and a lot of stuff going on.

And so it's been exhausting for us

when she hasn't taken that into consideration

without making a decision of what she wants to do.

Stay on the show, not.

But to be in this limbo and have us do this for so long

is frustrating.

So we've come to the conclusion that she'll

film a little bit and--

I don't even know if we have a conclusion, actually.

It's always like, you know, up in the air.

But we're in a good place about respecting each other's space

and, if someone doesn't want to be on the show,

we obviously want them to have that mental break

and live their life exactly the way that they want.

All right, well-- are you OK, Andy?

I'm the one that's usually choking.

All right, we'll take a break and then--

but it's good that--

that's the thing about shooting a show.

Because what we're seeing was shot a long time ago,

so y'all are in a better space now.

Yes.

Yep.

All right.

We'll take a break.

More with Kim after this.