Name: 強迫性障害治療BBCストーリー (OCD Treatment BBC Stories)
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T08:27:59.000Z
Duration: 14 min 53 s
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I lie on my bed and think I've killed  someone, and I can lie

on my bed for three months at a time, four months at a time.

様態の副詞

The realisation that I actually  haven't done anything

how long can you battle, you know, how long can you fight these intrusive thoughts.

Well the outcome of OCD if  it's left untreated varies.

But for most people it will   become a chronic condition

and it could go on for many years to come if you don't do anything about it.

The feedback that we've had from patients is that it has changed their life.

It is available in the NHS as well as private, but this is for only depression disorder.

I'm doing this film primarily to raise  awareness for people with OCD

especially men, that may think talking  out makes them less of a man

and I think that's completely the opposite. I think talking out makes you stronger.

I feel like this is the only option I've got left.

I'm just living, just living an existence. It's not a life to live.

I revert to the occasion when  he was going to get confirmed

and he wouldn't because he said "I'm a bad person, I'm not good enough to be confirmed"

so he knew at that time perhaps the  intrusive thoughts he was experiencing.

The first time I remember having it  I was about four years old.

It's just progressively got  worse as I've got older

to the point now where  it's just unbearable really.

Obsessive compulsive disorder  is an anxiety disorder

and that means it consists of  both obsessions and compulsions.

So an obsession is an intrusive  thought or image or

sensation, urge which is extremely distressing to the individual.

They reflect usually the person's values. So if you're a person who is generally

peace loving and want to be able to help people in the world, then you tend to get

or they could be sexual, or  they could be violent.

It's about me being a bad person, and how much I don't want be a bad person.

In this picture here this is sort  of around the age

I think that the OCD was  taking a hold of his life.

He'd come into my room and he'd talk about this incident that he thought had happened

in his head it had escalated and  become something that it wasn't.

So my first girlfriend, I remember we  were waiting for the bus

and there were some bushes at  the back of the bus stop

and I remember I got this intrusive thought

about people getting sexually assaulted in bushes and stuff like that.

And then obviously my girlfriend was next to me so I started panicking

thinking like "why would I think that when I'm with my girlfriend?" kind of thing

These sorts of thoughts are of course extremely shameful

And it's the things that they would hate to happen worst of all.

People hopefully will not take Connor's intrusive thoughts as Connor.

They are something that he  doesn't want in his life.

Otherwise he wouldn't  be striving to erase them.

When I get the thoughts  the anxiety makes me panic.

Every time I bat off a thought it'll come back and the intensity will be a little bit higher

and then I'll bat that off and it'll get a little bit higher, and I'll bat that one off and

the intensity just goes up and up and up, to the point where I just can't cope with it.

The other flipside to obsessions is the compulsions and these are

things which have to be  done over and over again.

they know that this is senseless and absurd. But because they are full of doubts they

believe well it could happen and  I've got a sense of responsibility

The key compulsions for me are, I get my phone out and I'll record my every move.

So in my car I've got a dash camera  in the front which records

a 180 degrees so it gets pretty  much both sides of the car.

When I've got my phone camera I'm always recording my other hand

so when I leave the house I know I haven't hit anyone with this hand.

That's the bottom melody, that's the middle melody, that's the top melody.

When do you reckon your  first track will be released?

The last family holiday we went  on all together

I think it was about three or four years ago.

We all went on this night out and he was convinced something bad happened

We were all sitting outside the nightclub and one of the reps said to me

that I'd done some sexual stuff  with him in the toilets.

After that, once we'd flown home, and then my girlfriend came to visit me.

then about 10, 20 minutes later I just  cracked, burst out crying.

Although I was there on the night out with him and I reassured him that nothing

bad happened, he genuinely believed, there was no telling him otherwise.

unfortunately when I got to the nightclub the owner said they don't have CCTV.

I went to the hotel where the reps were staying and they were all like

"Connor, he's just joking" and the guy himself said he's just joking

then I just went to sleep on a bench that night slept for about six or seven hours

I'd only been told about this sort of level of depression that you can get to

through my mum, but this time  I witnessed it for myself.

Yeah I wouldn't wish it upon anyone  really to be honest.