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  • TEDxTaipei invited me to speak in thisBreaking Throughsession.

  • I thought I might as well share my own story.

  • Among all the physicians in Taiwan,

  • I am probably the one ER doctor who has seen the most cadavers.

  • I've seen many cases of life and death.

  • Perhaps that's why I'm suited to share such stories on this stage.

  • There's a joke about

  • the most famous physician -- Dr. Yeh

  • here in Taiwan.

  • After Taichung First Lady's car accident,

  • a patient went to Chi-Mei Hospital in Liu-Ying city

  • to seek a doctor named Yeh.

  • The staff in the hospital said

  • that there's no Dr. Yeh.

  • "There is, " said the patient.

  • "I was told that his name is 'Yeh Ker-mo' (ECMO: Extra-Corporeal Membrane Oxygenation).

  • This Dr. Yeh was the one who saved the first lady's life!"

  • Speaking of ECMO, its concept is quite easy to understand.

  • Blood flows from femoral vein

  • and passes through a pump,

  • also known as an artificial heart.

  • The blood then passes through membrane oxygenator,

  • which acts as a pair of artificial lungs.

  • Afterwards, the blood re-enters the body.

  • So, ECMO is a temporary substitute of a human's cardiovascular system.

  • From another perspective,

  • it is a host that represents an artificial heart

  • that pumps blood to the oxygenator and back to the body.

  • As a matter of fact, ECMO technique

  • was already available and widely used

  • at the National Taiwan University (NTU) Hospital

  • since 1994 prior to the first lady's car accident.

  • It was only since her incident that folks in Taiwan are aware of the ECMO technique.

  • It's similar to the saying: "One can spend decades painting in relative obscurity,"

  • "but the world only sees the artist's finished masterpiece."

  • That's just my personal opinion.

  • ECMO became a household term due to its overexposure from Taiwan's media press.

  • There's no doubt that ECMO technique has its relatively successful cases.

  • One prominent example is the case of singer Jay Chou's backup dancer.

  • One day, this patient was admitted with fulminant myocarditis,

  • and was undergoing cardiac arrest.

  • I would like to show you a photo of her at the time,

  • with the patient lying on her hospital bed.

  • The eyes of this patient were wide open,

  • and were staring straight,

  • reading the flat lines showing on the ECG screen.

  • As a result of fulminant myocarditis,

  • the patient's heart stopped beating.

  • She suffered a cardiac arrest.

  • This is a biopsy of her cardiac muscle

  • magnified 100 times under the microscope.

  • Even under this type of magnifying power,

  • it's still quite hard to see.

  • However, magnified 400 times will be much clearer.

  • Those blue spots are lymphocytes.

  • From here, we can see a serious case of fulminant myocarditis.

  • Lymphocytes infiltrated her entire heart,

  • which caused sudden cardiac arrest.

  • The patient stared at the screen,

  • as it displayed no signs of a working heart.

  • After the ninth day,

  • after a heart and a kidney transplant,

  • She returned to dance in less than one month's recovery.

  • It was a great miracle in modern medicine.

  • In modern medical records,

  • this patient holds the longest record for CPR survival:

  • 4 hours.

  • CPR was performed on her from Cathay General Hospital to NTU Hospital.

  • When physicians tried ECMO technique at the NTU hospital,

  • they found that over 100 doses

  • of cardiotonic drugs

  • were already given to her.

  • When an incision was made

  • to insert an ECMO tube,

  • the patient's veins and arteries were too narrow.

  • Therefore, CPR had to be conducted again

  • until she was in the operating room.

  • Surgeons had to saw open the patient's chest

  • to insert ECMO tubes from the top.

  • The entire procedure sounds surreal right now.

  • Every time I recall this case, I always say it's a modern medical miracle.

  • The fact that a person's heart had stopped for 9 days.

  • And after enduring heart and kidney transplants,

  • a 4 hour CPR,

  • she could still survive.

  • Here is another patient case.

  • The headline readsWorld's First:

  • Miracle of Taiwan".

  • Man without heart for 16 days.

  • In this case, the patient is a 56-year-old man.

  • He had a tooth decay.

  • Bacteria from the cavity went into the blood,

  • and spread to the portions of the heart.

  • It caused a pus buildup.

  • The patient went to a different hospital

  • where the surgical team opened up his chest,

  • and began to eliminate

  • infected tissues of the heart.

  • The team continued to remove

  • more affected tissues

  • until not much of the muscular organ was left.

  • So what can the team do now?

  • Transfer this patient to NTU hospital.

  • It seems that NTU hospital is the last line of medical defense in Taiwan.

  • NTU hospital has to take patients in.

  • In the first case, the case was cardiac arrest.

  • This case is more extreme.

  • This is a man with not much of a heart left.

  • It was almost all surgically removed.

  • When the patient was transferred to NTU hospital,

  • because of the state he was in,

  • our medical team had to use two ECMOs.

  • Look at this slide.

  • There are two ECMO devices.

  • This one is even more unbelievable.

  • Since he didn't have a heart left,

  • so the ECG displayed a completely flat line.

  • There's not much to explain here.

  • This is his CT scan result.

  • Theoretically,

  • there should have been a heart in his thorax.

  • However, the heart is missing here.

  • There are only tubes.

  • After 16 days,

  • our surgical team performed a heart transplant surgery on this patient.

  • Cardiologist surgeon Dr. Wan showed me this.

  • Dr. Wan said during the surgery,

  • he opened the patient's chest

  • and had expected a heart in the thorax.

  • However, there were only plastic tubes

  • connecting to the ECMO.

  • The patient had no heart at all.

  • And after 16 days, the heart transplant surgery was completed.

  • The patient was discharged later.

  • Here is the Straits Times of Singapore.

  • A vendor I know sent me an e-mail from Singapore.

  • He told me that we were featured in the Straits Times.

  • 16 days without heart

  • A person had lived for 16 days without a heart.

  • But after receiving heart transplant,

  • he still went home in good shape.

  • This is a third case.

  • He's a 26-year-old aboriginal Taiwanese.

  • He went swimming even when he was seriously drunk.

  • Jokingly, he probably thought he was Li Bai the poet.

  • The pond he swam in was really unsanitary.

  • He choked on water.

  • As a result,

  • he caught a severe case of pneumonia.

  • He'd relied on ECMO for 117 days.

  • Look at his lungs.

  • After he ingested unclean water,

  • his condition worsened to a severe case of pneumonia.

  • This is called acute respiratory distress syndrome.

  • The lungs became abnormally white.

  • He lived on ECMO for 117 days.

  • We can see clearly from this slide.

  • For one entire month,

  • the patient's ventilation volume

  • did not exceed 100 c.c.

  • But the patient still recovered.

  • In short,

  • in the these three medical cases,

  • the patient without a heart,

  • the patient undergoing cardiac arrest,

  • or the patient with lung failure,

  • with the help of ECMO,

  • no matter whether 9 days later

  • or even 100 days afterwards,

  • after a heart transplant

  • or lung transplant,

  • their lives were saved.

  • It is really incredible.

  • To be honest...

  • In recent history, ECMO has retained

  • a high level of awareness

  • thanks to the media presses in Taiwan.

  • The reason why folks know about ECMO,

  • is because of past success cases,

  • and also because of the first lady in Taichung,

  • and famed astrologer Nick Yen.

  • However,

  • the media usually

  • only reports on the successful stories.

  • Reporters don't write failed cases.

  • Hidden from the public eye.

  • As a critical care physician,

  • I am certainly glad to encounter successful patient cases.

  • However, there are cases that are not as successful.

  • This baby was one and half months old.

  • He suffered from a congenital heart disease.

  • After undergoing a heart surgery,

  • the baby still could not live without a heart-lung machine.

  • So, we hooked the baby up to an ECMO.

  • The ECMO was inserted in the baby's heart.

  • After the procedure,

  • in three days,

  • the baby's feet turned black.

  • Let's zoom in.

  • Look at his tiny, blackened feet.

  • So now, as a physician,

  • you have to make a decision.

  • Should you amputate his tiny feet

  • to try to save his life?

  • Or should you just give up

  • and let him go?

  • These types of decisions are incredibly stressful to make.

  • But if you can't make the call,

  • then the next case is more difficult to gauge.

  • Here is a 7-year-old boy

  • suffering from streptococcus pneumonia.

  • His condition worsened to acute respiratory distress syndrome.

  • So the medical team decided to employ ECMO technique.

  • After using ECMO, however,

  • there were complications.

  • His limbs all turned black.

  • His adorable eyes would look at you,

  • his conscious in a clear state.

  • He could even ask for water when he was thirsty.

  • But as a doctor,

  • you have to make incredibly hard decisions.

  • If you want to save him,

  • you have to cut off his limbs first,

  • and continue with further medical treatment.

  • And if you give up,

  • you have to turn off the ECMO.

  • Now think of this:

  • Between life and death,

  • when the patient is in a conscious state,

  • of course, the doctor's mind is clear, too.

  • How would you ask the boy?

  • "Hi dear"

  • "If you want to live"

  • "I will need to amputate your limbs."

  • "Or you'd rather give up,"

  • "and rest in peace?"

  • How do you communicate this type of life and death decision

  • with a 7-year-old?

  • This is the line of work I have to deal with

  • as a critical care physician.

  • In the beginning, I made decisions rather logically.

  • I identified everything by patients.

  • Gradually,

  • I targeted diseases, not patients.

  • A diseased heart, for example.

  • Fortunately, when I turned fifty,

  • I gradually realized that I should treat patient as a whole again.

  • To be quite honest,

  • I consider myself academically inclined.

  • When I reached my 30s,

  • heart transplants,

  • lung transplants,

  • ECMO technique,

  • youngest chief physician in NTU hospital,

  • chief physician of the Surgical Intensive Care Unit,

  • Initiated the Organ Registry and Sharing Center project,

  • Associate chief physician of the Trauma Unit.

  • All these were accomplished by my 30s.

  • During this journey,

  • I believed that medical knowledge was incredibly powerful.

  • Medical knowledge can cure everything.

  • But in my forties,

  • there were many unsuccessful cases

  • with the use of ECMO.

  • Sometimes the families of the patients asked me,

  • How come the First Lady of Taichung survived,

  • but my family member didn't make it?”

  • I don't know how to answer such questions.

  • I couldn't say because he or she was not the First Lady, could I?

  • Others ask me,

  • why do his limbs turned black?”

  • If I'd known the answer,

  • I would have definitely prevented it from happening.

  • I have to admit that I don't know.

  • So when I was in my 40s,

  • I thought that

  • why couldn't this patient be saved?

  • Finally, when I was reached my 50s,

  • the concept dawned on me.

  • There's a Chinese poetry that says: "I've searched high and low for her."

  • "It's only when I turned around,"

  • "The woman I seek is just standing behind me near a lantern."

  • That day,

  • it dawned on me that

  • doctors are people, not God.

  • Doctors can only try our best.

  • That's it.

  • I began to reason this philosophy out.

  • Let's look at seasons.

  • There's spring, summer, autumn, and winter.

  • Medicine has its limit.

  • No matter how advanced science is,

  • with today's technology,

  • a person without a heart,

  • or lungs,

  • or liver,

  • or kidney,

  • can still live.

  • But can we replace our organs with devices or gadgets

  • forever?

  • Medicine still has its limits.

  • So I came to a conclusion.

  • Can gardeners change the seasons?

  • Of course not.

  • Gardeners can only make flowers

  • grow prettier in the four seasons.

  • As a doctor,

  • am I capable of changing nature's rules to birth, aging, sickness or death?

  • Well,

  • it's very difficult.

  • As a doctor,

  • all we can do is to enable people

  • to go through life a little easier when they're alive.

  • That's all.

  • So gradually,

  • I came to realize that

  • doctors are just the gardeners in the life's garden.

  • As a gardener,

  • when faced with the withered plants,

  • how to treat them is a great question.

  • As an expert in critical care,

  • how do I face death?

  • From a scientific aspect,

  • or more precisely, from molecular science,

  • a system undergoing physical reaction

  • on a molecular level

  • will tend to minimize energy

  • and maximize entropy.

  • So delta S (entropy) should be greater or equal to zero.

  • Some may ask how delta s is greater than zero.

  • Some believe it's from the Big Bang theory,

  • as it describes the state of ever-expanding universe.

  • So that's how delta S is greater than zero.

  • Or you may ask,

  • is anything constant in the laws of this universe?

  • Honestly,

  • I don't have an answer to this.

  • There's an old saying

  • "A blind man is no judge of colors."

  • Visually impared folks

  • can't distinguish colors

  • so it's pointless to ask them to judge.

  • Does constant apply

  • to the laws in this universe?

  • Does eternity exist

  • in space and time?

  • Frankly,

  • I don't know these answers.

  • But at least,

  • within the realm of our discussion

  • delta S is still positive.

  • What does it mean when we say delta S is positive?

  • In theory,

  • objects tends to be in minimum energy and maximum entropy,

  • creating greater disorder.

  • My existence

  • would mean a delta S less than zero,

  • which defies molecular science.

  • Then how should we view life and death?

  • Actually,

  • we often see ourselves only.

  • We don't realize that we are in the universe.

  • The universe is the combination of us and the environment.

  • So total delta S

  • equals to delta S system and delta S surrounding.

  • So

  • this is an important concept.

  • Any organized group

  • is always in an unstable state.

  • The group disrupts its surrounding.

  • So even if delta S for the group is negative,

  • because the group disrupts its surrounding,

  • delta S total is greater than zero

  • to make the equation positive.

  • So my existence

  • is to disrupt my surroundings

  • until one day

  • when I can no longer do so,

  • that's when I disrupt myself

  • so Delta S total can remain positive.

  • In essence, our existence is to disrupt.

  • When you're unable to disrupt the surrounding,

  • you end up disrupting yourself.

  • That is the meaning of death.

  • It's death from a molecular science aspect.

  • However,

  • as a doctor,

  • I understand molecular science.

  • But what about the meaning of life?

  • One day, when I was in ICU

  • making my rounds

  • I came to realize

  • that humans only have two types of ending.

  • One is with inserted tubes.

  • The other is without.

  • Both represent death.

  • Death is every person's final journey.

  • So

  • what does death mean to us?

  • I'd like to share a contrasting viewpoint on this.

  • If you ask me what death is.

  • I will ask you:

  • what does it mean to be alive?

  • Everyone here in this audience

  • came to hear a lecture.

  • I hope you can do one thing when you leave.

  • Before falling asleep tonight,

  • when you're lying on your bed,

  • ask yourself this question:

  • "What does it mean to be alive?"

  • Because

  • this question

  • leads us to contemplate

  • on the meaning of life.

  • My answer to the question is this:

  • "When you're searching for the answer to the question,

  • it is the answer to the question."

  • Everyone dies eventually.

  • No one will set death

  • as his or her goal in life.

  • Therefore, life is just a process.

  • In this process

  • during one's entire lifespan

  • we keep searching for the answer

  • to the meaning of existence.

  • So when you're searching for the answer to existence

  • that is the very answer to the question.

  • Death is not the goal of life.

  • Life is just a process.

  • Recently, I've been sharing the story of feces.

  • My teacher was going to retire,

  • he said,

  • "I am going to retire,

  • treat me to somewhere fancy."

  • I said of course.

  • So my teacher, schoolmate, and I

  • went to the Sheraton

  • to celebrate in a French restaurant.

  • The three of us spent 26,000 NT dollars.

  • I was astonished when I got the bill.

  • How could I eat something so expensive?

  • I'd never been to the restaurant before.

  • We ordered

  • some random unknown dishes.

  • When I saw the bill,

  • 26,000 NTD, I was too shocked to speak.

  • The next morning, in the toilet,

  • I examined my feces carefully.

  • I thought in my mind,

  • I'd spent 9,000 NT dollars producing this.

  • After careful examination, I concluded that

  • this "poo" looks the same as meals in the NTU hospital cafeteria

  • which cost 70 NT dollars per meal.

  • I couldn't tell the difference.

  • On the toilet, I came to realize that

  • all the wealth one desires

  • turns out to be crap.

  • Confucianism is the most important philosophical system in the Chinese culture.

  • The advantages of Confucianism are that

  • its philosophy is about human virtues.

  • Let's take a look at

  • the Analects of Confucius.

  • "How does one understand death

  • if one does not even know

  • how to live?"

  • "While alive,

  • one must respect others;

  • so that

  • upon death,

  • one's body will be respected."

  • Confucianism refused to talk about life and death.

  • Instead, Confucius gave answers to

  • sacrificing life for justice

  • and how man holds no regret

  • once he understands "the way".

  • To Confucius, death is

  • a topic to be avoided.

  • He offered no direct answers.

  • So

  • optimistic viewpoints

  • opposes Confucianism philosophy

  • and instead focuses on

  • individualism and self-reliance.

  • This approach also

  • doesn't address death as well.

  • The following is what I think.

  • In Chinese culture,

  • Confucianism is the most crucial philosophy.

  • But back then our forefathers didn't discuss life and death.

  • Such matters were greatly avoided.

  • There's a saying from Sun Tzu's Art of War:

  • Force soldiers to see the face of death; they will fight to stay alive.

  • Only when we face death,

  • or when we begin contemplating death,

  • that's when we can reflect what life is.

  • We will all die one day.

  • Life is just a process,

  • process of searching for the meaning of existence.

  • That's my humble opinion.

  • Actually, I consider myself a smart person.

  • My physical strength is pretty good too.

  • I've biked around the entire Taiwan island on my first attempt.

  • Because I'm a smart person

  • in active shape

  • can I use these blessings

  • to bully

  • or to take advantage of others?

  • Definitely not.

  • So

  • those who are blessed

  • should be grateful.

  • Those who are capable

  • should help others.

  • Acts of kindness will make bring meaning to your life.

  • Life is about gratitude.

  • When I went to Dharma Drum Mountain,

  • the Dean, Guo Dong, spoke to me

  • about gratitude.

  • Being grateful.

  • Give kindness instead of complaints.

  • “I know you are misunderstood,” he said,

  • but you can't complain.

  • Channel the energy to help others instead.”

  • Lastly, let me share a concept

  • called “a to the power of n.”

  • If a is greater than 1,

  • a to the power of n is infinity.

  • If a is less than 1,

  • a to the power will approach zero rapidly.

  • What does that mean?

  • If what I give to the society

  • is greater than what I get from the society,

  • a is greater than one.

  • Our society will become better and better.

  • If what I get from the society

  • is greater than what I give to the society,

  • a will be less than 1

  • Our society will become worse.

  • I end the my speech,

  • with these words.

  • "The most difficult thing

  • isn't facing setbacks and frustrations

  • but facing them

  • Thank you very much.

TEDxTaipei invited me to speak in thisBreaking Throughsession.

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