and, I felt like while I had learned really a lot academically,

as a person I hadn't really learned a lot. I was still the same person that I wasn't pursuing any passion as in growing. I was just kind of, you know,

being me, and reacting to the world around me. And I was not happy with this

So I made a video about that and then

I also decided there's a new year's resolution

that I was gonna reading 52 books in 2018.

One book every week.

And I'm about twenty books in and

I'm gonna be real it's changing my life. When I was a kid

I was a big book worm, I read books all the time.

You know, Harry Potter, Series of Unfortunate Events,

Enders game that whole series, I just

I love them, and I can thank my mom for that because she is a published author

and, you know, this lasted

pretty much my entire elementary school career

and all of a sudden

I fell out of love. Its not anything that changed in,

me but I kind of blame

the school system for this.

okay ! and here is why : so the problem

with the way reading is

approached in school is that

it associates a reward with the act of reading.

that is, if you read a book, then you

do well on your presentation or on your test or on your essay.

It turns it into a transaction.

so now when you take away that reward of grades,

well, you are doing what feels like work! ugh,

because previously you exchanged it for a reward,

but now there is NO reward. So when it comes to

choosing between, yOu KnOw, reading or going

your phone or something else that is pleasurable

you are gonna choose going or your phone or doing something else.

because reading is a chore. It's work.

There is no reward for that work, so when I Started of

reading a book every week,

it was tough, it felt like a chore with no reward, duh,

because that how i've been trained

by school.

so i defined two issue is one motivation

which the fix honest doesn't matter the time

i just have to read a few books before

i started to think ,hey this is very impactful

this is really fun ,this is a kind of starting to

change my life of seeing the world a little bit different ,for last lesson

i'm learning ,i'm actually started to apply to my life

i should keep doing this

this is pretty fun.

and then kind of be keep of addictive

so them is came to the question

how do i find out the time

and what i learn is that

if i can cove* out

blocks of time through of a day

so little bit time i wake up

sometime before you go to bed

sometime i'll take a around after

eatting meal with my friend

i'll take a round for after ten-fifteen minutes

you known if i take a bus somewhere.

and i'll greeting on the bus. just finding those little moment

thought of the day , they really do act up , and you can

end up spending what an hour half, two hour every day

just like picking those ten minute here, fifteen there

and spending them reading at the post to being on your phone or whatever

so i twenty weeks and then

i feel like different* some of the twenty best week

in my life some of twenty week for as change the most *

dissaperson , i mean what i say

like feel like a different person and that is changing my life .

because the way what i've looking at the world is complete different

the way i look at myself and in the mirror is different

the way i look at myself and in the mirror is different

and that is really excited to me

beacause twenty weeks is not very long time

and a grand give things so where am i get another twenty weeks

and another twenty weeks, and another twenty weeks

that can keep this happened up keep this personal develop going

that is really excited to me

and then become