Name: ワイルド by シェリル・ストレイド (Wild by Cheryl Strayed)
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T06:56:33.000Z
Duration: 4 min 37 s
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when i was twenty-six years old i decided to hike the pacific crest trail or at least

a big chunk of it that time i wasn't living a life that you would guess that

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somebody uh... you know we decide to go i think this wilderness trail by herself i

was very much at what i think of as the sort of bottom of my life

about four years before she was forty five years old

it quickly uh... progressed to something that we thought was worse we never

dreamed it was cancer but um... we soon found out that indeed it was

and he died seven weeks later uhÖ till the day after her diagnosis

i was really at this moment that I decided to hit the pacific crest trail

my family had really disintegrated in the wake of my momís death

i had tried to keep us all together but i didn't really have the sort of

that uh... a mother has and that i didn't know was there until after my mom died

To someone I cared for and loved very deeply that i just was really too young

to be married and certainly too young to nurture that kind of commitment to bond

given my own grief and what was happening in my life

and catch a plane to Los Angeles and catch a ride

and it was there that I began my hike in the mojave desert

really listen to any of the warnings that that people had given me about

Weight and how is really important to just be very very very careful

so i get out there and i have you know um... ridiculous things like a saw

i could really not actually lift my backpack i couldn't lift it even

and yet i had to carry it uh... you know eleven hundred miles to the wilderness

by the end it's like day three i was literally um...

various places on my body where the backpack made contact with my with my

my feet uh... were were terribly blistered and

it was agony on what i said when i wasn't thinking about those very

immediate concerns what was really happening inside of me as i was

and things came up that were surprising uh...

huge thing uh... for me and i certainly thought about her a lot on the trail but

i also thought sometimes negative things about her you for the first time I was

and of course it doesn't make any sense that i would blame her of course my

you know later that that i needed to to do that to get to the other side

and there is no other side where you arrive on the shore and then you walk away and youíre clean

got to the other side of something so i could go on

and i think that um... the trail enabled to me to do that. i finished my trip

in a town called cascade locks on the columbia river

uh... the city of portland oregon right now live

and there's this place called the bridge of the gods that spans the columbia

All through my hike really once that this is my destination and i wasn't

hope for a look for when we take its a big journey such as the one i took

but I felt like i would never be at that bottom again

when i began now i'm forty-three I finished hiking the trail

two days before may twenty seventh birthday

and yet you know i looked back and i can see that everything that i am

everything that i gathered back uh... to myself on that trip