and you said on the show that you were nervous,

and then you-- we talked later that night.

You called and said you were nervous.

And then you posted that night...

- Yeah. - A video.

Did you see the-- from his home,

this video of how he was nervous.

Tell me about that, and tell me why

you were so nervous and why you posted that.

- Well, it was the first time I was on television

for a long time, and I just was worried about

what people were thinking about me.

Like I said last time, I did a lot of things

over the last few years that I'm not proud of.

But, yeah, I was just nervous to be in front of people again

and talk in front of them, remember?

- Uh-huh. [chuckles]

And so I thought that was really honest of you

to say it here, but then when you were at home,

what made you-- like, what was the impetus?

You were sitting at home, and you thought,

"You know what, I got to get this out there,

and I'm gonna do this, and"--

What made you do that?

- I thought I just looked really extra nervous,

and I kind of just wanted to explain myself.

- Okay. All right.

I understand that, and I think people appreciate that too.

But I think it's hard for people to understand--

like, Portia was telling me this--

people think that all celebrities are never nervous,

that we're just comfortable, this is--that we're--

and it's not true.

- Well, I--I am a human, right?

- Yes, you are a human being. - People often forget that.

Even with some of their comments and stuff,

they think that it doesn't get to me,

but it gets to me, you know?

Things that people say bothers me,

and I got to be strong enough to just keep pushing, but--

yeah, that's why I just wanted to make the video,

to just let people know that I'm human.

I love people. I love love.

I love-- I'm passionate about things,

and I'm passionate about being better and growing.

So I think that this is gonna be an awesome chapter in my life,

and I'm so glad that I have you guys supporting me.

[cheers and applause]

Thank you.

- So, see, you won't get so nervous.

It's just that it had been so long

since you were in front of people.

So if you do this every week--

if you come on every week, you won't get nervous.

- No, no.

- So come on every week, okay? - Can I come on every week?

- Every week. - All right.

- All right. - Cool.

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