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Ok, hi guys!

My name's Shannon

and this

is my beautiful best friend Cammie

who I want nothing but every good thing in the world for

That was so cute

I didn't know what you were gonna say

I love you

Don't cry!

Oh my gosh, sorry

I didn't mean to make you cry, I'm sorry

I think a little bit of crying is normal

A light cry

Just a light cry

Thank you

Ok, wow

I started that off with a burn

I cry everytime I laugh

I'm just so funny

Ok, so basically

Basically

this isn't a fun video to make

not necessarily a video we would love to make but

in some level we've realized

Cammie: we need to make

We need to make, so we're making it

so now we're making it

So basically

we broke up

The end! Ok!

There we go

See you later!

Do we...continue?

As much as we love

wholeheartedly each other

and want the absolute best for each other

the most important part of life is self happiness

and we drive that into you guys

I feel like (and I hope you feel like)

in most of our videos we were always talking about

your personal happiness is the most important thing in the world

and Shannon and I both came to a point that

even though we love each other

we were not feeling happy

within ourselves and with our personal growth

and the only way to discover that

and to reach that personal growth

was individually

and...

that's ok

And I know you guys are heartbroken

and we were and are heartbroken

and it was a really hard thing to accept

However I'm so insanely proud of both of us

for recognizing that and doing it

not just for ourselves but for each other, like

I knew Shannon wasn't totally happy with where she was

and she knew that the same with me

and we decided that

being on our own and having to figure out ourselves separately

was the best way for us to grow as individuals

To be the best us

Exactly

I can't say anything better

Yeah

I just think it's important for you guys to know like

we care about each other so much and will obviously love each other forever

Like I will do anything for you

And viceversa, always

But it's just...

Sometimes

that's not like enough

which sucks

That's like- there's really nothing more to say

The thing is there's not some big crazy drama to tell you guys

or some like woah!

Like Cammie just nailed it completely

That's what it is and that's like

I know you guys have been speculating and wanting to know

wanting us to tell you but like

we needed to figure this all out on our own

Yeah

Which we've been doing

It would've been easier if we had some big thing to tell you

Yeah

But we didn't and that's why it took so long

'cause we needed time to ourselves and to really think about things

before we brought you guys into that and I know

that you guys...since the breakup have been like

"Oh, you guys are being fine" or like

whatever, all this stuff just so many speculations

You feel like we've been lying to you for all these years that we've been together and

how you make it look like "you guys are fine"

One, you don't see every aspect of our life

We don't share every thing

But also

We were ok

but that's the thing; we were just ok

like we knew that we could be better

so that's what we're gonna do

That's what we're working on now

I regret nothing of our relationship

I wouldn't change anything for the world

I'm so happy

Shannon will always hold such a special place in my heart

and I cherish every second with her

and I'm still gonna continue to know who Shannon is

I will always be a part of her life and she will always be a part of mine

We support each other so much

and I hope you guys can do the same

I love that you guys supported us and our relationship

but I hope you can also support us as individuals

So that being said

This channel 'nowthisisliving'

is going to be Shannon's channel

Shannon started this like

'Nowthisisliving' is Shannon

and I was part of Shannon

so I was part of this journey

so is gonna continue to be Shannon

and I'm so excited to see what that brings

I've personally wanted you to make videos by yourself for so long

She's so much to share

Shut

She has...she has so much to say like

when we discussed video ideas that you had

Oh my gosh! You were so excited for them

You guys saw the video from Bonnaroo like

that was so badass!

and I'm so excited to watch your content

Number one fan

So I hope you guys can do the same like

you shouldn't stop supporting us just because

our "relationship" holds a different title now

But like...

We've always been Shannon and Cammie as well

Yeah!

Shannon and Cammie

And we're still Shannon and Cammie

And we still support each other

so you guys can support-

Like there's no like...

We don't need to pick sides, there's nothing

There's literally nothing wrong

that's- I was gonna say with either one of us

There's nothing wrong with either one of us!

But like there's nothing

No one did something wrong

This is all good we're all...this

*both* This is fine

And you guys should be fine

If I can support her then you should support her

and that being said as well

Everyone who follows this channel should go and follow Cammie's channel

She has her own channel where she's gonna be creating her own content

that she's already been doing for a long time

but she's gonna continue to do

and I want you guys to support her and follow her and

be there with here the same way that I want you to be with me

because she makes great content

and like look at her face

Look at her face

You should follow her

*mouthing* Stop it, so cute

They ship it

Too soon or...?

Never too soon

That's basically it, right?

Yeah, and like I don't wanna leave you guys unsatisfied but

that's all it is

and I know it feels like more in

just...you gotta not read into things

Like I know you guys wanted it to be something

Yeah, maybe we should've said this sooner so you could...

but we had to figure it out first so

And we needed to be ready to do this as well

'cause

Yes

Yeah

'Cause obviously

So...

But we also wanted to tell you guys what we're saying now 'cause we do think like

it's...you should hear it

Yeah!

And you could hear it from us and you hear from our mouths

and this is us telling you and then

that's really all that there is

Yeah

And like we're friends so like

You'll se us together

We're gonna post pictures I'm sure at some point like

There's things...will be...

I will like her tweets, she'll probably like mine every once in a while

Don't freak out about it

I mean you can get excited but I'm saying like

If we ever do get back together you guys will know

It won't be...please don't...

Yeah...

Please, don't think every little thing is like "woah, woah, woah"

Yeah

And just because this was

mutual and amicable

that doesn't mean we aren't sad and we aren't hurting

this is a big life change for us and that

That was...

Big is an understatement

Every aspect of mine and Shannon's life

were intertwined

and that was a huge problem

That was a problem, yeah

We didn't have our own identities

and now we're discovering them and we're gonna take some time

I don't know who I am right now, Shannon doesn't really know who she is right now

But it's fun discovering ourselves

And we will discover those things and

those new people will still be friends like

Don't think that like "Oh, they are so fine, that was so easy for them"

This has been very difficult but at the end of the day

we know it's what both of us need

It's the best thing for both of us

And I know it hurts you guys

and you guys are losing out on like...

being a part of this

But like...

As hard as you are hurt

This is...

Probably shit was harder for us

Our whole life is changing so like

Please...You guys have been great, you really have been really

for the most part so understanding and nice and awesome

But like

Just kn- we know you're hurting and we appreciate and we...

I understand and you deserve to hurt

we did- we brought you along in this journey

but be respectful the fact that we are also very much so hurting

Cammie: And we never wanted to hurt you guys Shannon: And that's ok

If we could have made this unhappen we would've but

Life happens, it really does

and I know I personally have always said and lived by

it's not about the things that happen to you, it's how you react to them and handle them

And I'm really proud of how both of us are handling things

And how you guys are handling things

and I hope that we can all keep handling things and that's all gonna be good

It's all gonna be great

So if you wanna see a club in the future- just kidding!

Like, subscribe!

If this gets 40k thumbs up...

40 million, thousand trillions...

Thumbs up!

We'll do a making out video!

Joking

Yes!

Oh my god...

Ok

That's really all there's to say, right?

Yeah

We nailed it

I think we nailed it

I love you

I love you

Hi

Oh, this is sad though

This is real sad

Oh, sad