But as a matter of fact,when you go to the castings or jobs

People always ask you to have absolutely no makeup on.

Today my makeup look is a brown smokey eye and nude lip and some shimmer on my cheeks

I'm wearing a nature,soft look but with a strong brow

cat eyes, couple shadow, and metallic lips

I'm wearing a really gringy, rock chic make up. Really dark eyes.

Clean skin, full brows, slight contouring and a bold lip

A lot of people, in fact, think that we are not real people

Also people don't realize that there is a huge team behind that picture

It'd be up to 20 people on set

And I'm just talking about photo shoot.

The show, could be a hundred.

That's a BIG process, and it is not only up to me

It thanks to all this people who are so talented

So,yeah,there is a big work behind all of these pretty pictures.

A hard thing in this industry is comparison

But really, it can applied to everyone especially this age with social media being what it is

A lot of girls get skinny shamed

Some girls are naturally skinny

You just have to remember that everyone is different

some people think I'm too skinny and tall. But they think I don't have pimples.

When I grow up, my mom says that it's not makeup who makes you beautiful but what is inside.

From modeling, I start to learn English so can with people and I enjoy every second.

They're all thinking that modeling life...

You're wearing all these amazing clothes,did champagne all the time

For some of the girls it is like this,but not for everyone.

When you waking up around six or seven o'clock in the morning,and you have to be at work already

Then you're shooting all day,and then you going home

some of the girls are working out,and some of the girls, just you know, like spend their time with their family.

That's basically the daily honestly.

I don't feel beautiful everyday

Sometimes I have bad skin days,

Um, when I travel a lot or work a lot

sometimes I have bad hair days and I just wanna cut a lot of ends under my shave

and just watch Netflix the whole day.

We have our own insecurities and we're not perfect.

Because of my work I have to stay in certain shape,

which is very slim, you know, very fit

But um... it's not considered to be sexy

In the society what sexy is big boobs, big butt, you know

some curves. But I don't have them and

Sometimes I wanna have them because I wanna feel sexy like other girls on the beach

But I am just like this flat girl.

When I wanna feel sexy, I put on high heels. I don't care what everybody think

I am tall as the building!

There is one quote that I always really love it.

It's called "Comparison is the thief of joy."

And, it's very true. And I think that it took me a little bit of time to realize

because it's really easy to get down on yourself being older than a lot of models who I work with

Over time, you kind of just learn to roll with the punches more

.But I think you have to embrace who you are and what you bring to the table

because I think that will ultimately make you a more successful and happier model in person

Finally I change my hairstyle because I was wearing my long hair

With extension 3 years ago. To a black model wearing extension is a daily struggle of this job.

Now I think that my country's more open to use your own hair

They actually now they love a lot.

That's why I change and they will show my nature hair and everyone loves it.

Now I grow up and I know that every kind of hair, they can be beautiful

In the beginning, when the kids are young, they can say lots of things

But when they're gonna grow up, a lot of people will be jealous that you're redhead

.a lot of people would be so jealous of your freckles.

Every different person, every different shape of face, it requires completely different makeups

Like good makeup completely depend on a good makeup party

As a kid, I always got made fun of being too tall, too skinny, and I just wanna to fit in and look the same

I really hated my eyebrows, because they were so dark and so thick

But today, this is what's in right now so works perfectly for me

Basically all my friends in the industry has similar experiences.

so so happy when I first started my modeling to realize that there were other people in the world going through the same thing

.Maybe when I'm done, no modeling I'm just gonna take out some dye, get some boob and ass and just walk

That's good.