There is a voice that says

Do you believe a world of happy endings?

Even when the road seems long,

Every breath you take will lead you closer to

A special place within

Your Neverever...

I wake up

A siren keeps beating at my eardrums

I stifle this scream to death

Without knowing anything

I hold on to only my heartbeat

And fall into the trap of reality

I won’t regret

I gaze at the piled up, torn apart picture of the future

I hold my breath

In my head

The hands of my rusted memories

Turn

Round and round

As I close my eyes

There is no mark left behind, no noise spilling out, no destination

I know that this is what I want, this is what I need

The afterimage that is repeating even now

We who have a wounded past

Are, without being healed

Already shutting away

Such uselessly revolving, unchanging days

So now

This is what I desired

My Nevereverland

I wander around

Words that pierce like knives

Laugh at my pain

Without being able to do anything

I swallow back my trembling voice

And fall into the trap of solitude

These footsteps that have gone astray

Stumble, lose their presence

And are dyed in tears

In my heart

The stage of tragedy maniacally

And unsteadily

Dances

As I take your hand

I run past you from behind, my heart’s memories fade away

I know that this is what I want, this is what I need

The afterimage that will repeat tomorrow as well

The distorted world that suddenly appeared

Is, without disappearing

Already shutting away

Such uselessly revolving, unchanging days

So now

This is what I desired

My Nevereverland

I wake up

The sunlight shining through the trees like after a dream

Pierces through to the other side of my eyelids

Even though I think, “All of it should have come true”

Again, I fall

As I close my eyes

There is no mark left behind, no noise spilling out, no destination

I know that this is what I want, this is what I need

The afterimage that is repeating even now

We who have a wounded past

Are, without being healed

Already shutting away

Such uselessly revolving, unchanging days

So now

This is what I desired

My Nevereverland