Tired of sleeping

Get in the shower

And make my bed alone

I put on my makeup

Talking to the mirror

Ready for a new day

Without you and

I walk steady on my feet

I talk, my voice obeys me

I go out at night

Sleep without the lights

And I do all of the things I have to

Keeping you off my mind

But when I think I'll be alright

I am always wrong 'cause

My hands

don't wanna start again

My hands

No, they don't wanna understand

My hands

They just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find

My hands

They only agree to hold

Your hands

And they don't wanna be without

Your hands

And they will not let me go

No, they will not let me go

I talk about you now

And go a day without crying

I go out with my friends now

I stay home all alone

And I don't see you everywhere

And I can say your name easily

I laugh a little louder

Without you and

I see different shades now

I'm almost never afraid now

But when I think I'll be okay

I am always wrong 'cause

My hands

don't wanna start again

My hands

No, they don't wanna understand

My hands

They just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find

My hands

They only agree to hold

Your hands

No, they don't wanna be without

Your hands

And they will not let me go

No, they will not let me go

Sometimes I wake and see them reaching out for you

Quietly break

whatever shields I spent so long building up

I cannot fake 'cause when they cry, I'm unspoken

They miss holding my baby

My hands

No, they don't wanna understand

They just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find

My hands

Your hands

They don't want to be without (Your hands)

And they will not let me go

No, they will not let me go

My hands

don't wanna start again

My hands

No, they don't wanna understand

My hands

They just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find

My hands

They only agree to hold

Your hands

No, they don't wanna be without your hands

And they will not let me go

No, they will not let me go

No, no

No, they will not let me go