Name: 私の鼻の手術｜その2｜何がいけなかったのか、なぜ後悔しているのか (MY NOSE JOB | PART 2 | WHAT WENT WRONG & WHY I REGRET IT)
Uploaded: 2025-05-23T09:16:12.000Z
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You Tomorrow I am having rhinoplasty surgery and septoplasty surgery How do I transition into the next thing where I'm gonna have bandages all over my face again quick punch me?

明日、私は鼻形成術と中隔形成術の手術を受けますが、次の手術に移るにはどうしたらいいでしょうか？

程度の副詞

You don't look okay The right nostril is bigger than the left so I hope that this is just swelling I hope that they haven't you know, like stuffed up or something It's accidentally sent me home with this one small nostril at the other I don't know if there's something wrong.

右の鼻の穴が左より大きいから、ただの腫れだといいんだけど......詰め物とかしてないといいんだけど......。

様態の副詞

I don't know if it's supposed to be happening or what but particularly my left nostril It's actually worse than it was when I had the stent in.

そうなっているはずなのか何なのかわからないけど、特に左の鼻の穴が、ステントを入れたときよりも悪くなっているんだ。

I still can't really breathe My left nostril has been completely blocked this whole time Oh Wow Like I did mention I can't breathe through my left nostril properly and I can breathe through my right nostril So I'm guessing the left side is just a bit more swollen That's probably it but speaking of breathing look at this and then I'm just saying to myself over and over again No, it's just swelling.

左の鼻の穴がずっとふさがってるんだ。左の鼻の穴で呼吸ができないって言ったけど、右の鼻の穴では呼吸ができる。

しかし、腫れだけではないとしたら？

私の新しいビキニ、気に入った？

Hey guys, so it is Friday March the 20th now and side note the world has changed a lot It's really weird to think back to the day that I had my operation Which was a month and 13 days since my operation and so much has changed And it feels really selfish and it doesn't feel right that I'm filming this video where I'm talking about my nose For the sake of finishing the video and documenting my experience I'm going to continue on with it, but I just want to say I hope everyone is staying safe I hope my subscribers are well.

みんな、今日は3月20日の金曜日だ。さて、余談だが、世界は大きく変わった。手術を受けた日のことを思い出すと、本当に奇妙な気分だ。手術から1カ月と13日目だったが、本当に多くのことが変わった。そして、本当に自分勝手な気分で、鼻について話すこのビデオを撮影していることに違和感を感じる。

I hope your family and your friends are well this video I wasn't intending on publishing this video until April because I wanted to give myself a full two months so that I could show you What my nose looked like after one month and then after two months now, I'm not quite so sure Obviously whatever date that this ends up being published the world is going to be a very very different place I'm sure so as of today Australia has closed its borders To anyone coming in no one can leave when I do my next update about my nose I'm sure things will be very very different in the world by that point considering how much they've changed in the last two weeks But anyway update as far as the nose goes so on the 17th, which was Tuesday I had an appointment with my doctor.

このビデオを4月まで公開するつもりはなかったんだ。1ヵ月後、そして2ヵ月後の僕の鼻の状態をお見せするために、2ヵ月は空けたかったからね、このビデオが公開されるのがいつになるにせよ、世界は大きく変わっているのは間違いない。

He put a camera on the inside of my nose, and he told me looks perfect He said it's all healed inside.

鼻の内側をカメラで撮ったんだけど、完璧だって言われたよ。

I've been complaining about this the whole time since the operation, but it's actually getting worse That's my left nostril.

手術以来、ずっと文句を言い続けてきたんだけど、実際に悪化しているんだ。

I Can breathe perfectly through my right nostril?

右の鼻の穴で完璧に呼吸できますか？

I cannot breathe through my left nostril like just a little bit if I just block my right one Well hey at least at least the nostril doesn't pinch shut like it used to but Can you hear that noise?

右の鼻をふさぐと、左の鼻の穴からちょっとだけ息ができなくなるんだ。

That's like what used to happen before the operation if I block the left side There's no sound so when I went for my one month follow-up.

左側をふさぐと、手術前と同じようなことが起こるんだ。

I said to the doctor I'm really concerned about my left nostril so when he put the camera in there He's like it looks perfect, but I can see that it's smaller, and he's like that is kind of concerning I'll just show you close up the tape so the doctor told me I don't need to tape it anymore He told me to tape it for one month to help reduce the swelling And he said you don't need to tape it anymore But I slept for one night without the tape on and woke up and my nose was so big So big so I don't think it really hurts to keep taping it, so I've been taking it It's excruciatingly painful to peel this tape off because obviously you're so sensitive there.

先生に左の鼻の穴が気になるんですと言ったら、カメラを入れて、完璧に見えますが、小さくなっているのがわかりますねと言われた、テープを貼っているところをアップで見せると、先生はもうテープを貼らなくていいと言ってくれた、テープをはがすのは耐え難いほど痛いんだ。

It really really hurts to peel it off Now Archie's still interested in the nose He hasn't quite come to terms with mother's new beak and mother hasn't come to terms with her new beak either You know I witnessed the doctor's visit, and he was like so how you feeling and I was like oh, yeah You know it's a very swollen at the front And he said let me have a feel and he started touching my nose He's like hmm.

アーチーはまだ鼻に興味があるみたいで、お母さんの新しいクチバシとまだ折り合いがついていないし、お母さんも自分の新しいクチバシとまだ折り合いがついていない。

There is a bit of swelling there and there that may or may not go down, and I was like sorry May or may not he was like yeah, you know the shape of the nose will continue changing But also you need to be massaging it every day And he said because it can possibly form and stay like that for a start I'm still having this issue where it looks like it's curving this way here is a lump and Also up here is a lump and if I kind of press it that kind of straightens it up a little bit He said to me 20 to 30 times a day I need to be doing this I was doing it three times a day before because that's what he told me he was like three Times a day you need to massage your nose Then when I went in for the follow-up appointment And he saw these lumps he was like you need to do it 20 to 30 times a day because it could stay like that You need to basically massage the lumps away, or otherwise the nose could just shape itself like that I was expecting that he would have some confidence and when I went in for the follow-up He would be like now your nose is still very swollen.

鼻の形は変化し続ける、鼻の形は変化し続けるから、毎日マッサージする必要がある。1日に20回から30回、鼻のマッサージをするように言われた。しこりが残っている可能性があるから、1日に20～30回マッサージする必要がある、そうでないと、鼻の形が変わってしまうかもしれない。

That'll come down, but his exact wording was hmm You're quite swollen more so than I thought you would be I really hope that comes down for you I was like you you hope you're not gonna.

でも、彼の正確な言葉は、うーん、思っていたよりかなり腫れているね。

Tell me like oh, that's going to come down You're gonna say that you hope it comes down.

ああ、それは降ってきそうだ、降ることを願うと言うんだろう。

I hope it comes down to sir Anyway, like I said this all feels very trivial to be talking about given the state of the world at the moment I'll catch up with you guys again in two weeks, and I'm really nervous to see what happens not with me with the world hey guys, so it's now the 4th of April and I have had a Time since I last spoke to you, so it's been two weeks since my last update the world has Gone mad there's now 1 million cases of coronavirus over 50,000 deaths Australia is on lockdown like total lockdown or not total lockdown But you should basically only go out for groceries and medical assistance and not very much else just want to say it feels very strange Talking about my operation and everything when there's so much else going on in the world But you know I want to see this video through and in a couple of days It'll be two months since my operation and by this point I was really hoping that things would be a lot better nose wise, but they're not I will show you some pictures so basically after I spoke to you within a couple of days of that last clip my nose started to get bigger and Bigger and bigger, and you know last time I was complaining that it was looking a bit uneven, and then it just got so much worse Here's a here's a comparison photo for you, so the image on the right was Immediately after the operation and you can see that it was nice and straight the image on the left was when I was talking to You guys in that last clip, and you can see that it's lost all of its shape like it was really straight And it looked beautiful, and now you can see that It's kind of like lumpy then when I turned my face to the side This is what it looked like so the nose on the right was the nose at the three I think that was the three-week mark like three weeks after the cast came off my nose looks like that from the side the left Image is what my nose looked like exactly one week ago very sad for me to see and really Concerning I know that a lot of people are going to be like I'm not seeing what you're talking about it looks fine But to me I can see it very very clearly where it kind of like dips down and then it kind of comes out like That so I was really concerned and I emailed my doctor And I wanted to see him but because of the lockdown laws in Australia any non-essential medical things Doctors can't see you so my doctor said that is concerning you're coming on two months now post-op And it shouldn't be like that he said yes There should be swelling it's you know expected to be swelling, but the swelling should be going down It shouldn't be getting bigger.

とにかく、今言ったように、世界の現状を考えると、この話をするのはとてもつまらないことだと感じている、オーストラリアは封鎖され、完全封鎖されているような、されていないような状態だ。しかし、基本的には食料品と医療補助のためだけに外出すべきで、それ以外のことはあまりしてはいけない、前回のクリップから2、3日で私の鼻はどんどん大きくなり、前回は少し凹凸があるように見えると訴えていたのに、さらにひどくなってしまった、右の画像は手術直後のもので、きれいでまっすぐなのがわかると思います。左の画像は、最後のクリップで皆さ

He said Unfortunately I can't see you normally he would ask the patient to come in he would see them He would poke at it, and maybe even give a steroid injection So apparently you can put steroid injections where the swelling and the scar tissue is forming because it could be swelling But it could also be scar tissue developing and that's gonna stay like that permanently swelling will subside But scar tissue won't so what they do is they put a steroid injection and that Removes the scar tissue, and he said I can't see you And I don't think I'm gonna be able to see you for months, so He was like look.

彼は、残念ながら診察できません、と言った、腫れや瘢痕組織が形成されているところにステロイド注射をすることができるらしい。

There's nothing we can do He said it's concerning I hope that it goes back to the way that it was but You know if it takes six months before I can see you again before all the lockdown things are lifted and everything then you know We'll reassess when I see you and he said if it's still like that then we'll either have to consider reoperating or Just the steroid injections or something so it's been a whirlwind for me But also with the pandemic going on it's kind of like there's so much else happening in the world that I don't want to be Moping about the shape of my nose because there's nothing I can do I'm gonna try and not focus on it So I haven't actually looked at my nose side on For the past week.

でも、もしまた会えるまでに6ヶ月かかるようなら、そのときは再手術を検討するか、ステロイド注射か何かで様子を見ましょうと言われた。でも、パンデミック（世界的大流行）が起きていることもあって、自分の鼻の形について考え込んでいる暇はないんだ。

I've made a couple of changes So the doctor suggested maybe stop massaging it because he was telling me 20 to 30 times a day I was supposed to squeeze and apply pressure and all that sort of thing he was like maybe stop doing that There's a lot of stitching in here apparently so potentially from doing the massaging some of these stitches that are holding everything together on the inside Maybe they haven't dissolved and maybe by pressing it.

一日に20回から30回、圧迫するように言われていたので、マッサージをやめたらどうかと言われたんだ。

I'm not massaging it anywhere near as much I've gone back to taping it every single day He said to me be really careful when you remove the tape so you guys might remember last time I spoke to you I had the tape on and I pulled it off he was like you need to make sure it's a hundred percent wet and really Because as you peel the tape off what could be happening is it could be kind of like creating little tears on the inside So he's like make sure that there's no resistance when you pull off the tape So I've been having to soak it either in the shower or soaking it with alcohol, so I actually get some vodka I'll show you in a sec third change stopped wearing glasses and the other thing is I'm also like sleeping upright now I'm using that pillow again because I've gone back to sleeping more flat, so I'm using a pillow now propping myself up So with those changes I'm hoping that the you know like in this image how you can see it curves, and then it kind of goes like that I'm hoping that that has subsided a little bit so I'm gonna go get the vodka and everything and I'm gonna show you how I'm gonna remove this tape if I sort of dip my Finger in and then I can just rub it all over the tape the vodka basically dissolves the glue straight away Coming off like a dream turning my head this way I can see there's a lump here if I press that it's really squishy looking this way I can see that there's still the downward turn Looking this way was a little bit better when I run my finger down this side of the nose I also have a lump here that never used to be there like a really big lump And there's like a lump here and a lump here that I never used to have before either if next month It looks a little bit better, and then the month after that it looks a little bit better It's easier to be like now every month It's gonna start to look better and better and better, but as it gets worse It's so hard to imagine that it's ever gonna get better, so anyway.

マッサージはしていないけど、また毎日テーピングをするようになったんだ。テープをはがすときは本当に気をつけて、と言われた。テープをはがすときに、内側に小さな裂け目ができている可能性があるから、テープをはがすときに抵抗がないことを確認するようにと言われた、3つ目の変化は、眼鏡をかけなくなったこと。もう1つは、平らに寝るようになったので、枕を使うようになったこと、ウォッカを買ってきて、テープを剥がす方法をお見せしましょう。ウォッカに指を浸して、テープの上をこすると、糊がすぐに溶けます。指で鼻の横をなぞると、以前

I'll see you guys in a month's time Hey guys, so it's the 7th of June now, so Didn't do a May update mostly because there was no difference at all between April and May My nose actually got a little bit worse I mean I have a couple of pictures of what my nose looked like in May there was definitely still a lot of swelling around The tip there I got in touch with my surgeon again and sent him some update photos still And I was like it's still really swollen up here sent it to my surgeon And they were like yeah, you're only at like three months of course It's still swollen and they basically were telling me you really need to wait a full five months before you can sort of get an idea of what It's going to start looking like and then even from that point It's meant to be like full 12 months or even 14 months before you have the actual nose So last month.

5月のアップデートをしなかったのは、4月と5月の間に全く変化がなかったからなんだ。5月に鼻がどうなっていたかの写真が何枚かあるんだけど、確かに先端の周りはまだかなり腫れていた、まだ3ヶ月しか経ってないし、もちろんまだ腫れてるし、基本的には5ヶ月は待ったほうがいいって言われた。

I didn't even care much about the nose to be honest.

正直なところ、鼻はあまり気にしていなかった。

There's so much else happening in the world It's just very wrong.

世界で起きていることは他にもたくさんある。

You know to go posting something like this at a time like this so anyway Let me give you the update for June the nose is finally Finally from the front starting to lose those little bumps that I had around here There is still a lump here, and there's still a lump here, but it's nowhere near as bad But I'll tell you the worst part about it the absolute worst thing is the smell There's no way to explain the only way that I can explain it to you If you've ever had a piercing of any sort anywhere on your body you might know what the piercing smell is you know like if you get your ears pierced and they're pierced for a little while, and then you take out the earring and It's a little bit gooey because it's healing a little bit pussy, and then you take out the earring and it smells really bad There's just this Bacteria smell that smell the dead skin or bacteria smell whatever it is if you've had a piercing you know the repulsive smell that I'm Permanently in my nose.

このような時期にこのような投稿をすることは分かっていると思うので、とにかく6月の近況を報告させてほしい、ピアスを開けたことがある人なら、ピアスの臭いがどんなものかわかるかもしれない、そしてピアスを外すと、ちょっとネバネバしている。

It started a couple of weeks ago It's truly truly vile and there is no escape from it either the smell only Started when the lumps started to disappear So I haven't contacted the doctor out of concern because I kind of feel like I noticed that the lumps were starting to subside But then that's when the smell started happening and what I would do I was like massaging my nose and when I massaged it The smell would get more intense and like white liquid would come out of my nose.

数週間前から始まりました。本当に本当に下品で、逃げ場もありません。臭いが出始めたのは、しこりが消え始めてからです。だから、しこりが消え始めていることに何となく気づいたので、心配で医者には連絡していません。でも、その頃から臭いが出始めたのです。私がしていたのは、鼻をマッサージすることでした。鼻をマッサージすると、臭いが強くなり、白い液体が鼻から出てくるのです。

Sorry I know that's way too much information but I have a feeling it's probably just part of the healing process because it's all just Like everything that was all the fluid and gunk that was kind of held up in there I think my body is finally releasing it and letting it go Anyway, it was truly horrifying the first time that I started to notice the smell aside from that There's not really very much pain anymore aside from when Daniel goes to give me a kiss And he forgets that I've had a nose job and he just goes bonk.

ごめんなさい、情報が多すぎるのはわかってるんだけど......たぶん、治癒のプロセスの一部なんだと思う。

I still can't move my top lip It used to be much worse.

My top lip was really stiff It slowly started to regain a little bit of movement.

私の上唇は本当に硬かったが、少しずつ動きを取り戻し始めた。

You might like roll your top lip into your mouth like I can't even do it It's just really annoying.

上唇を口の中に巻き込むような感じで......僕にはできないけど......。

I mean it means that I go out a lot with coffee mustaches aside from that It's still really crusty inside and occasionally little bumps form I actually have a picture where you can see this lump and then it went away after a couple of days and then it came back and I don't know if it's something to do with the internal stitching or what but there is like crustiness just Where my fingers are here There's like little crusty bits that just won't go away and I've tried to clean them out with cotton buds But they just won't go so I don't know if that's just it's scabs and scars and things like that And obviously that's there's a lot of work done here because I had the turbinate bones Removed or whatever he did to them reduced them.

それはさておき、コーヒーの口ひげをつけたまま外出することが多いってことなんだ。内部はまだカサカサしていて、時々小さなぶつぶつができる。この指のところに小さなカサブタのようなものがあって、それが消えないんです。綿棒で掃除しようとしたんですが、どうしても消えないんです。かさぶたや傷跡のせいなのか、そういうものなのかわかりません。

I don't know There's a lot kind of going on just here.

ここだけで、いろいろなことが起こっているんだ。

The shape is slowly starting to come back It's actually just been in the last week that the terrible shape that it was the last two months had started to go away I'm starting to get a bit of definition back here.

この2カ月間、ひどい形だったのが、ここ1週間で少しずつ戻ってきたんだ。

I'll try and give you guys a view from the side Am I too pale?

横から見た写真をお見せしよう。 顔色が悪すぎるかな？

I'm blending in with the wall if I turn does my nose disappear Just Here when I touch here, there is a huge lump it is so big it feels like You took the shape of and size of my finger and put it under my skin.

壁に溶け込んでいるんだ。向きを変えれば鼻は消えるのかな。ただ、ここを触ると大きなしこりがあって、まるで私の指の形と大きさを取って、皮膚の下に入れたような感じなんだ。

That's what this lump feels like It's like there's a finger under my skin.

このしこりは、皮膚の下に指があるような感じなんだ。

It's very hard to but I know it It can't be like a permanent thing because it just popped up out of nowhere So hopefully it'll just go away too, but it's very strange that it's fun Like it's not squishy, but I don't actually know what it is I would say it goes from there to there and it's like that wide and my left nostril last month My my left nostril was so bad.

突然出てきたものだから、永久的なものではありえない。だから、このまま消えてくれればいいんだけど。でも、ふにゃふにゃしているわけでもないのに、楽しいというのがとても不思議なんだ。

I actually couldn't breathe out of it And that's what prompted me to email my doctor.

それで主治医にメールしたんだ。

I was like help me You know, I came to you for improved breathing and now I can't breathe on my left nostril and they were like I Think my biggest fear is that like two years down the track.

呼吸を改善するためにあなたのところに来たのに、左の鼻の穴で息ができないんです。

I'm gonna be like, excuse me doctor I can't breathe and they'll be like But it never does and they just keep telling me it'll go away that's my biggest fear He's hoping that the next time I update you guys I can breathe Perfectly through my left nostril as well as I can breathe through my right nostril So, um, anyway with that that is the four month update.

先生、息ができなくて......」と言うと、「でも、そんなことは一度もないし、そのうち治るって言われ続けている。

I will see you guys at the five month update.

Well guys Today Is Wednesday the 24th of June and I just got back from an appointment with my doctor and As you may be able to see Things are looking a little bit a little bit different So what you're looking at right now is my nose after having a steroid injection Basically, I went for this follow-up appointment and I walked in and he was like That's um Your nose is looking a bit a bit fat He was like it should not look like that and I was like I'm guessing it probably shouldn't smell like this either and he was like smell like what and I was like it smells like you Know if you leave a band-aid on for like a month and then you peel the band-aid off and it's wet inside and it smells Like bacteria like it smells like that all the time and it's leaking like a clear juice and it's stinky and he was like You are going straight on antibiotics.

今日は6月24日（水）で、診察から帰ってきたところなんだ、経過観察の予約をして、診察室に入ったら、医師は、君の鼻はちょっと太ったみたいだね、と言った。バンドエイドを1ヶ月くらい貼ったままにしておくと、バンドエイドをはがしたときに中が濡れていて、バクテリアのような臭いがするんだ。

So he prescribed me with antibiotics I have to take them morning and night for a week and then Upon the end of the week if it's not any better I have to renew the script and then do it for another week He said if the smell goes away after the first week I don't need to stay on them and then he was like now aside from the smell which implies that maybe there's some sort of Infection or something going on inside.

それで抗生物質を処方され、1週間朝晩服用し、1週間経っても良くならないようなら、処方箋を更新してもう1週間服用することになった。

He said it shouldn't look that big around the second month when I emailed him about it He said he wasn't concerned and then when I emailed I think it was in the third month.

2ヶ月目くらいには、そんなに大きく見えないはずだと言われた。

He was like, hmm Give it a bit more time But that doesn't sound right and then he said because of Corona I wasn't able to actually see him I couldn't go to See the doctor in person and he was like it's difficult Just looking at the pictures Not being able to put the camera up the nose and all that and he said, um, you know As soon as I can accept patients again, I'll have you come in.

彼は、うーん、もう少し時間がかかるけど、それはおかしいと言ったんだ。それから、コロナのせいで実際に診察を受けることができなかったから、直接診察に行くことができなかったと言ったんだ。写真を見るだけでも難しいのに、カメラを鼻の穴に入れることもできないし、彼はこう言ったんだ。

So that was that was today, you know It's at the end of June now.

So, um, he was finally able to see me He put some numbing spray in put a camera up my nose.

それで、ようやく診てもらえたんだけど、鼻にカメラを入れて、麻酔スプレーをかけたんだ。

He was like it's healing Fine visibly, but the fact that it is so immensely fat and swollen It should not be like that and he was kind of explaining to me something about the healing process about how there's these Gaps and they fill with fluid and then the fluid drains away and they fill with fluid again Depending on what you're doing and he's like by this point those gaps should have sealed No more fluid should be pooling and he said but the fact that there's all of this fluid in this section here Implies that maybe it's not healing properly So then he said we can put in a steroid injection and he said now people with thin skin So I'm a thin skinned person and he said people with thin skin like me He doesn't normally like to do steroid injections because he said it can be so powerful and so strong that it can deflate the skin and he said imagine if you have like a piece of meat and you put plastic over it and then you Vacuum seal it and it kind of like shrinks like shrink wrap if you put steroid injections into someone with thin skin It can shrink the area so much that it looks really tight and taut and almost like bony He said he was a bit hesitant, but he was like your nose is not healing.

目に見えてきれいに治っている、でも、すごく太って腫れているということは、そんな風になってはいけないということで、治癒の過程について説明してくれたんだ。隙間ができて、そこに液体が溜まって、その液体が排出されて、また液体が溜まっていく。皮膚の薄い人はステロイド注射をしたがらないんだ。ステロイド注射を皮膚の薄い人に打てば、シュリンクラップのように縮んでしまう、でも、あなたの鼻は治ってないみたいだった。

So I think we do need to do the steroid injections.

だからステロイド注射は必要だと思う。

He's like maybe in 12 months time It'll finally start to settle we can either do the steroid injection with the risk that maybe it might Shrink a little bit too far and you could have like a bony looking nose or You can have the lumps for the next 12 months or more and then at the end of the 12 months if it still hasn't gone Away, we would need to do the steroid injection Anyway, and I was sitting there and I was like, do you have any pictures of like steroid injections gone wrong?

12ヵ月後にようやく落ち着き始めるだろうから、ステロイド注射をするか、あるいは12ヵ月以上しこりを残して、12ヵ月後にまだ消えていなければ、ステロイド注射をするか。

Like have you got photos of someone that had the steroid injections done and their nose looks bony?

ステロイド注射をして鼻が骨ばったようになった人の写真はありますか？

He's like, I don't have any pictures because it's never happened to any of my patients and he's like It's just something that I have seen it basically like it kills the tissue that's there So normally you need a bit of tissue padding the skin and then tissue and then bone and he's like it basically kills the tissue And then it's just like skin on bone and I was like, so if you do it and it goes badly How do you fix that and he's like that would then be another operation and probably having to put a graft Or like a cartilage graft and I just sat there and I was like, what do I do?

私の患者さんには一度も起きたことがないから、写真はないんだけど、ただ、私が見た中では、基本的には、そこにある組織を殺してしまうようなものなんだ。だから、普通は、皮膚を少し覆って、次に組織を覆って、それから骨を覆っていくんだけど、彼は、基本的には組織を殺してしまうんだ、そうしたら、また手術して、おそらく軟骨を移植することになる。

Like I could say no to the steroid injection But he literally said to me a couple of months ago before Corona Well right when Corona happened and he wasn't allowed to see me He's like normally I you know, if seeing as your nose is looking like this in pictures I'd be getting you in and giving you a steroid injection right now, but you can't come see me because of Corona So my thought process was well, he was going to give me the steroid injection If it weren't for Corona like two months ago, I would have had the steroid injection It still hasn't naturally gone away and he's like if it hasn't gone away by this point It probably isn't gonna go away or even like it might take 12 months or more So he was like, I'll give you the injection, but I'll give you a very small amount so he put 0.4 mil of the injection in my nose and That's what my nose looks like like see how it It's ridiculous, especially from the side and so he said it's going to be fat and inflamed like this for a day and then the steroid will absorb and then he said It'll be six weeks and then he wants me to go back in six weeks.

ステロイド注射を断ることもできたんだけど、コロナが起こる数カ月前、コロナが起こって診察ができなくなったとき、彼はこう言ったんだ、もし2ヶ月前にコロナのことがなかったら、ステロイドの注射を打つつもりだった。4ミルの注射を私の鼻に打ったんだけど、これが私の鼻の様子で、特に横から見ると、とんでもないことになっている。

So that ends up being the 5th of August Hey guys, so it is July 21st now.

だから結局、8月5日になるんだ。

It's a Tuesday So I was supposed to go back and see my doctor on August 6th And then on Friday just the other day this random little lump appeared just on this side of my nose.

今日は火曜日だから、8月6日にまた診察に行くことになっていたんだけど、つい先日の金曜日に、鼻のこちら側に無造作に小さなしこりができたんだ。

I'll put up a picture It's kind of it's a little bit harder to see if you're not looking closely I don't know.

写真を貼っておくよ。よく見ないとちょっとわかりにくいかな。

I guess you yeah, you you can kind of see it see right here See how it goes down and then there's a bump I took a picture of it and I emailed it to my surgeon on Friday and he was like Can you come see me this afternoon?

その写真を撮って、金曜日に執刀医にメールで送ったら、『今日の午後に来てくれないか？

And I said no, I can't I'm working so I organized to go see him today and He felt it and he said okay I was worried it could have been like a piece of sort of slipped cartilage or something that's out of place But after feeling it, he said it actually feels like it's a there's a certain type of stitch Apparently they put these stitches along here that take nine months to dissolve So he said it feels more like that and he thinks that when he put the steroid injection in there and some of the swelling Came down that revealed that lump.

軟骨がずれたか、何かがずれているんじゃないかと心配してたんだけど、触ってみたら、ある種の縫い目のような感じがすると言われたんだ、ステロイド注射をして腫れが引いたときに、そのしこりが見えたんだと思う。

So he thinks that this lump isn't new He thinks that it was probably under the swelling and now that the swellings reduced the lump is visible He has now as of today put me back on antibiotics So he gave me the steroid injection before and put me on antibiotics for a week Told me to keep an eye on it, which I did I did the antibiotics for a week.

だから、このしこりは新しいものではないと考えているようだ。腫れの下にあったのだろう、腫れが引いてしこりが見えるようになったのだろう、と言っている。

The smell went away, but then two days off the antibiotics and the smell came back again So I went back on for another week and now I've been off them for like a week and a half But when I saw him today, he said we got the results back from the don't wipe your messy beak on me mister They got the results back from the swab that they did when I was last there.

臭いは治まったんだけど、抗生物質をやめて2日したら、また臭いが戻ってきた。

Turns out I have a staph infection He thinks that I developed a staph infection when we were in the COVID shutdown So that would have been on March April and then I wasn't able to see him for a couple of months And then he thinks that the staph infection got worse and worse and worse during that time If the COVID shutdown hadn't happened and he'd been able to see me He would have been able to give me antibiotics and an injection back then and I would have been okay But apparently because the staph infection was left so long Unchecked it's spread into my sinuses I was getting really bad headaches and then when I went on the antibiotics the smell went away and the headaches went away Where we're at right now is he said you just kind of have to wait now I don't have to go back and see him until the 2nd of September He wants me to go on these antibiotics for two weeks He wants me to just keep waiting because he said that the steroid injection takes like six weeks to fully work It's been four weeks since he gave it to me and it definitely has taken a lot of the swelling down My friends are noticing, you know, I had some friends over the other day and they were like, oh my god Your nose looks so different.

もしCOVIDのシャットダウンが起こらず、彼と会うことができたなら、抗生物質と注射を打つことができただろう。もしCOVIDのシャットダウンが起こらず、私に会うことができたなら、抗生物質と注射を打つことができただろう。副鼻腔にまで広がってしまったんだ。ひどい頭痛に悩まされていたんだけど、抗生物質を打ったら臭いも頭痛も消えた、この間、友だちを家に呼んだら、"あら、鼻が変わったわね "って言われたよ。

I didn't think that it would change that much but it is a lot smaller here When he when the doctor was feeling it today, he was like there's still a huge amount of swelling here The shape is not even you know, there's little lumps and bumps and everything, but he said I just have to keep waiting That's it for now.

そんなに変わるとは思わなかったけど、だいぶ小さくなっている。今日、先生が触ったときも、まだ腫れが大きいみたいで、形もいびつだし、小さなしこりやぶつぶつもあるけど、今は待つしかないって言われた。

I don't know when I'm gonna film the next update.

次の更新はいつになるか分からない。

I might do it in like Well, it's the 21st now, so I'll probably try and post this in August.

まあ、今は21日だから、8月中に投稿しようかな。

Well guys, it's um August 18th now and it hasn't been such a good time since the last update So I was on really hardcore antibiotics for a couple of weeks and the nose shape I mean it goes up and down and up and down and like it ends up with bumps on it and then they go away and then the next day the bumps come back and then they go away and I mean the thing about the shape like it takes 12 months after this sort of operation for the shape to actually properly form So I can't really make any final decisions on whether I like the shape or not One thing that I do know for certain after the six-month point, which is now It has officially been over six months since my operation.

さて、みんな、鼻の形が上下して、でこぼこができては消え、また次の日にはでこぼこができては消え......。鼻の形については、この種の手術の後、形がきちんと形成されるまで12ヶ月かかる。ヶ月の時点で、手術から6カ月が過ぎた。

My breathing is worse now than it was before the operation I really can't believe that it hasn't got better by this point, you know, ever since the start I've been saying I can't breathe through my left nostril and I've been thinking it would go away and I've been Patiently patiently waiting for it to go away.

呼吸は手術前より悪くなっている。ここまで良くなっていないなんて、本当に信じられないよ。最初からずっと、左の鼻の穴から息ができないと言い続けてきたし、治るだろうと思って、治るのを辛抱強く待っていたんだ。

It hasn't gone away Listen to this if I block my left nostril listen to me breathing through my right good Nice functioning like a nose listen to the left Not good If I block it and start breathing and then if I put a little bit of tension here watch the difference So Anyway today in one hour I'm going to see my surgeon again as I've mentioned to you in the past when I've gone and told him I can't breathe through He's put the camera up and he said I can't see any problem There's no problem.

左の鼻の穴をふさいで、右の鼻で呼吸しているところを聞いてみてください。右は鼻のようにうまく機能しています。

So I took a picture and I put it on a website called real self it's a website where verified doctors can come and you know respond to people's questions and So far after posting my picture and saying it's been six months.

そこで写真を撮って、real selfというウェブサイトに載せたんだ。それは、検証済みの医師が来て、人々の質問に答えるウェブサイトなんだ。

I can't breathe There's been two doctors responding saying looks like you need a revision operation Anyway today, I'm gonna be seeing my surgeon and saying to him.

息ができない。2人の医師が、再手術が必要なようだと返事をしてきた。

I'm fairly sure I need a revision in fact, I'm going to insist I need a revision because after this point How can how can I go?

実際、私は修正が必要だと確信している。

For an operation to fix my breathing and then fix the shape and then come out with everything worse You know, like the breathing is ten times worse the shape from the front.

呼吸を治すために手術をして、体型を治したのに、出てきたときにはすべてが悪化していた。

I mean, it's it's Not so great at the moment.

つまり、今のところあまり良くないんだ。

I mean, I guess the shape from the side is fine But like from the front, I don't even know whether that's ever gonna change from this point or not.

横から見た形はいいんだろうけど、正面から見た形は、これから変わるのかどうかもわからない。

Everything is It's getting really really hard and really draining by this point and I'm honestly looking back and thinking I wish I'd never done anything Yes, my breathing was bad before but it was nowhere near as bad as this and I mean I can't afford to pay for another operation.

呼吸は以前から悪かったけど、これほどひどくはなかった。

So if he's not willing to Do the revision surgery to fix the breathing?

では、もし彼が呼吸を治すための再手術をする気がないのなら？

I'm just gonna have to live with this like it's been six months so far and I can't breathe It's really really stressful and I mean also obviously the shape thing Kind of upsetting me to like have a look you can see before and after from the front I mean I need to give that one time, but I'm not feeling so good about the way that it looks from the front and I'm just distraught about the breathing when I say distraught.

もう6ヶ月になるけど、息ができないんだ。ストレスがたまるし、体型のことも気になるし、ビフォーアフターを正面から見るのはちょっと......。

I mean like quite literally distraught I actually woke up in the middle of the night last week not being able to breathe I was going to vlog, you know and say like guys I'm having a really hard time and I couldn't even get the words out.

先週は夜中に目が覚めて、息ができなくて......ブログに書こうと思っていたんだけど、言葉が出てこなかったんだ。

I just like I just sat there just sobbing I was so upset to think I paid so much money and I went through such a major operation and I've come out and I can't breathe at all Through my left nostril and the likelihood is I will probably have to have a second operation to fix it And it was so hard for me to summon up the courage to even have one operation And now I'm you know haunted by the thought that I'll probably have to have a second one And I was just like just crying and crying and crying So anyway, I will go to the doctor now see what he says and I will report back afterwards and let you know All right, guys, I'm back from the doctor and it's not the best news.

大金を払って、大がかりな手術をしたのに、左の鼻の穴からまったく息ができなくて、それを治すには2回目の手術を受けなければならないかもしれない、とにかく、これから医者に行って、何を言われるか見てくるから、その後にまた報告して、みんなに知らせるよ。

I have to have a second operation Yeah It's really upsetting.

2度目の手術を受けなければならない。

It took me years to summon up the courage to have the first operation Took me years and years and years and I had really hoped it would just be a one-and-done kind of thing You know, I hoped that they would take me and fix my breathing.

最初の手術を受ける勇気を奮い起こすのに何年もかかった。

Give me a nice shape It'd be done, but you know nothing in life is so easy He listened to me, you know doing the blocking the nose and the wheezing breathing and all that sort of thing and he said okay, you have a collapsed external nasal valve Apparently so, you know my breathing problems before were caused by the very weak cartilage that I had So they put you know grafts in here to strengthen the nasal Walls so that way when I breathed in it didn't suck together but in strengthening that now the inside skin is Loose and floppy because apparently I'm just a jiggly floppy person all over my entire body and you know Even my nostrils can't be tight I have skin in here that now when I breathe in even though the outside is nice and taut and doesn't pinch in The inside is pinching in so that's why when I do this You don't see it collapsing from externally but on the inside the skin is pinching together So he said what he has to do is give me another septoplasty So it's not a it's not a revision rhinoplasty surgery.

鼻を詰まらせたり、喘鳴を伴う呼吸をしたり、そんな私の話を聞いて、外鼻弁がつぶれているようだ、と言ってくれた、以前の私の呼吸の問題は、軟骨が非常に弱かったことが原因だった。だから、鼻の壁を強化するために、ここに移植をしたんだ。鼻の穴だって、外側はピンと張っているのに、息を吸うと内側の皮膚はピンと張っている。

So my health insurance is covering it I don't have to pay him anything He's doing it all for free Which is great because I was thinking like oh my god Like I used all my life savings to pay for this first operation and like I can't afford a second one I'm booked in for October the 6th for the second operation.

私の健康保険が適用されるから、彼にお金を払う必要はないんだ。

So he's going to give me a Septoplasty left-side septoplasty He's going to shave the septum on the left side to widen it It should be done in such a way that then when I breathe in even if the skin is floppy and pinches together It should still leave enough room for the air to flow through He's going to check the alar rim graft.

左側の中隔を削って広げるのです。そうすれば、息を吸ったときに皮膚がペタペタとはりついたとしても、空気が通る十分なスペースができるはずです。

So on my tip, dr If you'd like to just analyze my tip just here Obviously, it's a very small thing.

明らかに、それはとても小さなことだ。

I don't expect you guys to be able to see it But do you see there's a big point just here like quite a sharp point and then just here is sort of a secondary point I'll put a picture up so you can see and I'll just point some arrows toward it so you can see what I'm talking about but apparently this lump just here is caused by the Graft that he put in the alar rim graft, which was to strengthen the nostrils and stop them from collapsing Apparently that graft is maybe twisted or maybe it's too sharp and because I've got very thin skin It's actually sticking out through the skin.

このしこりは、鼻の穴を補強し、潰れるのを防ぐために耳介に入れた移植片が原因らしいんだ、鼻孔を補強し、鼻孔が潰れないようにするためのものなんだけど、その移植片がねじれたり、鋭くなりすぎたりして、皮膚がとても薄いから、皮膚から突き出てしまっているみたいなんだ。

彼は、人々は厚い皮膚を持つだろうと言った。

So for example Like Lebanese people he said when he operates on the Lebanese noses They've got quite thick skin so he can put grafts into their skin And even if they're not the right shape, it doesn't show through because their skin is thicker But because I've got very very thin skin it any graft that he puts in Shows through the skin.

例えば、レバノン人の鼻を手術するとき、レバノン人の皮膚はとても厚いから、皮膚に移植片を入れることができるんだ。

So he said it's probably like a pointy piece of the graft That's just poking through so he's gonna have to take that graft out Cut it a little bit to make it less pointy and then put it back in He's also going to check my right side osteotomy.

移植片のとがった部分が突き刺さってるんだと思うから、移植片を取り出して、とがった部分が少なくなるように少しカットして、また移植片を入れることになる。

Can you see how there's like a lump here?

ここにしこりのようなものがあるのがわかるだろうか？

It's a very small lump But he said he's got to check this because he said that could either be swelling or something could be out of place So he's gonna check that and he's also gonna check my turbinates because they reduced my turbinates Which are like located in three spots one, two, three There's all this massive amount of swelling still in this area that he said shouldn't be there right now So he's gonna have to check on my turbinates and make sure that that spot is healing then Then he said I might even need a third operation in February next year 12 full months from the first operation Because he said there's some things you just can't do for a full year You need the nose to heal for a full 12 months before you can operate on some things But the breathing problems and all that because it's been over six months now He said that he he can go in and fix that.

とても小さなしこりなんだけど、腫れか何かがずれている可能性があるから、これをチェックするように言われた、今はないはずのこの部分にまだ大量の腫れがあるから、タービンをチェックして、その場所が治っていることを確認する必要がある。でも、呼吸の問題とかは、もう半年以上経ってるから、手術して治せるって言われたよ。

So It's halfway through August now coming to the end of August.

8月も半ばを過ぎ、もう8月が終わろうとしている。

So I'll have all of September and then on the 6th of October I will have my second operation.

だから、9月いっぱい手術を受けて、10月6日に2回目の手術を受ける。

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