That's whywhenyouthinkaboutyourgoaloryourvision, youmaybegetampedupandyoumightworkatitfor a weekortwoweeksormaybeeven a month, buteventuallyyouburnoutandyoujustgobacktosquareone.
Andwhenthephysicalworlddoesn't reflectwhatwewantinourminds, itleavesusfrustratedandconfusedandexhaustedanddiscouragedand a wholebunchofotherthingsthatnoonewantstofeel.
I wouldturnoffallthelights, getridofallthedistractions.
私はすべての明かりを消し、すべての雑念を取り除く。
I wouldmakesuremyenvironmentwassilentand I wouldgetinto a veryrelaxedstatealmostwhereeverythingkindofaroundmejustdisappeared.
私は自分の周囲が静かであることを確認し、とてもリラックスした状態に入る。
And I wasreallyabletofocusallofmyenergyonme.
そして、すべてのエネルギーを自分に集中させることができた。
Whatthisgavemetheabilitytodowaslookdeeplyintomysubconscious, intowhy I didcertainthings, what I trulywantedinlife, why I wantedthem, whatwastrulypreventingmefromgettingthere, whatwerethingsthat I mostneededtochangeaboutmycurrentselftobetterreflectwho I wantedtobecome, likethesekindsofthings.
And I wasabletoreallyhyperfixateontheminthiskindofstate.
そのような状態で、私は彼らに過度な執着をすることができた。
What I noticedwaswhenyoureallyisolateyourself, yourmind, andyouputyourselfone-on-onewithyourweaknesses, thethingsthatyoumustchange, thethingsthatyouneedtoimproveoninordertoreflectthepersonthatyou'retryingtobecome, yourapidlytransform, likeyouevolveat a ratethatyoumightnotevenimagineispossible.