Thechinisverybig. I probablywould'vemadeitsomethingmorelike... I wonderif I canfixthis.
顎がとても大きい。僕だったらもっとこう...。直せるかなあ。
I feelbadforthefuture.
将来が心配だ。
Damn, I drewsohard.
くそー、一生懸命描いたのに。
I can't erase.
消せないんだ。
Damn, such a simplechangeandit's alreadysomuchbetter.
くそっ、こんな簡単な変更で、もうこんなに良くなったんだ。
I realizeandmaybeotherpeoplehavesaidthistoo, butdrawingismoreabouttrainingyourbraintosee, ratherthanactuallytechnicalwithyourhand. I thinkthat's a misconception I had.
Justbad. I wastryingtobetechnicalandgivemyselfnotesso I canimprove. I wantedtobemoreconsistent. I thinkthat's why I keptdoingthis. Butif I hadtoredoit, absolutelynot. Thisiswhere
I should'vemovedontosomethingelse. I should'vejustdrawnanythingelse. Andeventually
他のことに移るべきだった。他のものを描けばよかった。そして結局
I did. I reallywantedtodrawmorecolorbutittakessomuchtimetodothatand I reallyfeltlike I neededmileagemorethananything. Sojustadding a littlebitofcolor, sure.
I think, youknow, thisis a goodtimeformetoaddress a couplethingsfrommylastvideo.
前回のビデオで話したことを2、3取り上げるいい機会だと思うんだ。
Andoneofthemisjust a hugethankstootherYouTubersthatreactedtomyvideo. I thinkthatwassocooltoseeandactuallygetencouragedbyprofessionals. I really, reallyappreciatedthat. Anotherthingwasthatpeoplesaid I hadanartbackground.
Thatwaslike a rumorthatwentaround. And I guess I takethatas a complimentbutno, I donot. I havenotstartedart. Thatwasthewholepointofthisvideo. I wasnotbeingdisingenuous.
Whichwas, I couldn't, likeif I wantedtodrawanimestyle, sorryit's hardtoseehere. Youstartwith a circle, youdraw a middleline, youdrawwheretheeyesaregonnabe, youkindoffigureouthowthechinisgonnabe, thenose, themouth, theear, andthenyouswirlinsomehairreallyquick.
Itfeltliketaking a hundredstepsback, butthat's howyouhavetoimprove, youknow?
100歩後退したような気分だったけど、そうやって上達していくしかないんだ。
Youhavetogetoutofyourcomfortzone.
コンフォートゾーンから出なければならない。
But I thinkeventually, I startedtosortofgetthehangofit, andyoucangetkindofreallyquickly a satisfyingresultwith a highcontrast. I really, reallyenjoyedit. So I didsomemangapanels, andyeah, itfeelslike
Soyeah, thisfeltlike a littlesidequest, but I'm glad I tookit, andyeah, itwasreallyfun.
そう、これはちょっとしたサイドクエストのようなものだった。
Butwhat I shouldhavebeendoingisdrawotherthingsaswell.
でも、僕がやるべきことは他のことも描くことだった。
I didfinditamazing, like, how I couldallof a sudden, eventhough I neverpracticeddrawing a cloud, I coulddraw a cloudbetterthan I evercould. Sothat's cool.
雲を描く練習をしたことがなかったのに、突然、雲を描けるようになったんだ。クールだね。
Okay, I'm done.
よし、終わった。
But I thinksomethingfinallysparkedinme, wherebefore I waslike, okay, I justwanttodrawforthesakeofdrawing.
でも、以前はただ描くために描きたいという感じだったのが、最終的に何かが閃いたんだと思う。
I don't haveanyinterestinanything.
何も興味がないんだ。
I starteddrawingmangapanels.
マンガのコマを描き始めました。
I starteddrawingperspective, and I wantedtounderstandthesethings. Drawinglandscapes. ThisisNihei.
遠近法を描き始めて、こういうことを理解したいと思った。風景を描く。二瓶です。
I lovehisworksomuch.
彼の作品がとても好きなんだ。
Sofinally, finally, after, I don't know, 300 daysofdrawing,
だから、ようやく、ようやく、300日間も描き続けたんだ、
I pickedupanartbook.
私は一冊の画集を手に取った。
I shouldhavedonethisagesago. So I pickedup a coupleartbooks, somemoretechnicalthanothers, but I reallyenjoyedthisone, Taco, because I enjoyedthestyleofit. Obviouslyeveryonehasdifferentpreferences. I thinkifyouweretobe a professionalartist, youprobablywanttopick, like, a humananatomybookandreallystudyit, butforme, it's justsupposedtobefun, and I thinkif I'm havingfun, I willremainconsistent.
So, atleastthat's what I wastryingtofocuson. I pickedupbooksaboutperspective, because I wanttolearn, and I wanttounderstandthis, and I thinkfinallythatclickedinme. Itwentfrommejustwantingtosketchwhatever, tono, I actuallywanttounderstandthesethingsso I candrawthembetter. And I wish
I hadsketchedsomuch, and I still, I itfeelsembarrassingtoadmitthis, but, like, everyonewassoamazedbymyhundredone, that I feltlike, okay, well, myyearonehastobereallygood, right? Like, but, progressisn't a straightline, like,
I think I wasbeingtoohardonmyself, where I wasgettingcloseto a year, and I'm like, I don't, I don't haveanythingtoshowforit. I, uh, drew a fullbodyone, and I'm, like, comparingittomy 80 dayone, and I'm like, the 80 dayoneisstillbetter!
ButyoucangettheEnergyTubrightaway, butit's a limitedtimeonly.
しかし、エナジー・タブは期間限定だが、すぐに手に入れることができる。
A lotofpeoplehaverequestedforthereturnoftheYUSUSlash. It's delicious, I lovedrinkingitin G Fuel. It's a greatwaytosupportthechannel. I really, reallyappreciateit.
Cominginclutchlastminute! Supersatisfyingtodrawwith a penonaniPad.
土壇場でクラッチイン!iPadでペンを使って描くことに超満足。
Butobviouslyitwaswaydifferent, soagainitwaslike a lastminutelearningcurveofmenotunderstandingtheprogramandyadayadayada. Solet's gothroughthelastthing I drew, whichwasontheiPad.
So I startedoffjustsketchingand I wasstilltooscaredtodrawbodies.
だから最初はスケッチだけで、体を描くのはまだ怖くてできなかった。
I drewthis, which I thoughtwasgoingtobeamazing, and I endedupreallyhatingit. I thinkthecolorsarefun, but I didn't knowhowtodrawhair. I atleasttriedtodrawlike a fullbody, but I wassoscaredofgettingitwrongthat I think I justmadeitlookweird.
So I practiceddrawinghair, butit's justlikenothinginterestingaboutit.
それで髪を描く練習をしたんだけど、まるで面白くないんだ。
Thisisjusttotryitout. Andthen I thoughtokay, I'm gonnareally f***ingwowyouguys. I startedthelinework. I triedmybesttodrawtheactual f***inghands. Thisisgonnabesogood. Andthisistheendresult. And
I genuinelyhatelookingatit. I'velookedatitsomuch, itjustpissesmeoff. Evennow, I don't
純粋に見るのが嫌なんだ。見すぎて、腹が立つんだ。今でも
I don't wanteven... Inmyheaditwasgonnabesomuchmore, youknow? Andthenyoulookatitandyou'relike, ohcool. Thatwasit, huh? I desperatelytriedtodrawsomethingelse, because I don't know, like
Still, I didn't likeit. And I wasgettingsoclosetothedeadline. I think
それでも、私は気に入らなかった。締め切りも迫っていたしね。僕は思うんだ。
I havelike 20 daysleftuntilthisvideo. I drew a fullbodywithperspective, and
このビデオまであと20日ほどある。パースで全身を描いてみた
I thoughtitcameoutprettygood. I wasokaywiththisone, but I stillfeltlike I coulddomore.
かなりいいものができたと思う。今回の出来はまあまあだけど、まだもっとできるような気がした。
So I sketchedfor a coupledaysand I toldmyself I'm gonnagiveonelasteffort. I havetoreallylikeittoactuallysketchit. Andthisisthelastthing I drew. I finishedityesterday, and I think I'm finallyhappywithit.
I genuinelycannotthankyouguysenoughforalltheloveandsupportinthese, withmakingthesevideos
このような動画を作ってくれた皆さんの愛とサポートには、本当に感謝してもしきれません。
Itwassuch a massiveencouragementformetoactuallycontinuedoingthis. I'm thekindofpersonthatlovetotrydifferentthings. I trynewthingsallthetimeand I reallyenjoydoingthat, buteveryoncein a while I findsomethingthat I reallyreallyreallylove, and I willcontinuedoingnomatterwhat, and I thinkartmightjustbeoneofthosethingsforme
Like I said, I lovetodosomanydifferentthings. Usuallyif I trysomething, peoplearelike, ohyeah, that's cool, wellwatchmedoit a hundredtimesbetter, andit's justkindoflike, ohyeah, I'm justbeginner. Butwithmedrawing, itwasgenuinelyjusteveryonebeingencouragingand I thinkthatthatwasjustamazing, and I reallyappreciatethat. Soyes, thankyoueveryone. I'llseeyouguysinthenextone
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