Yeah, andsohowoftenmustsomebodywho's inthatsortofYouhavenoideahowClose I amtoGoingbackto a darkplaceoryouhavenoideaDon't dohowharditistogettothepointwhereyouguysthinkisstillshittyYes, like I thinkaboutthat a lotliketheideaoftheideaofdoingyourbestortryingisOnethatonly a personknowsandyouknowwhenyou'redoingitandit's sohardWhichiswhat I getfromthatsongwhenyou'redoingyourdamnbestAndit's notgoodenough.
ああ、だから、そういう状態にある人は、どれくらいの頻度で、"You have no idea how Close I am to Going back to a dark place "とか、"You have no idea Don't do how hard it is to get to the point where you guys think still shitty "っていうようなことを言わなきゃいけないんだろうね。そう、そのことについてよく考えるんだ。ベストを尽くすとか、努力するとかって
Yep, anditrarelyisYeahButit's uh, youknowcuzandthenyouit's a veryisolatingfeelingwhich I thinkisFunnybecauseitactuallyisthethingthatbindsallofusWe'realllikedoingourbestandfeelinglikeit's notevenclosetogoodenoughYeah, I hadthisideathatthefirstversewouldbeaboutsomeonewhoisin a sortof a lifecrisisandHasjustbeentryingandfailingandtryingandfailingintheirrelationshipHasbeenyouknowmessingthingsupwithpeopletheylovehasbeenlettingeveryonedownandkindofhasdriventothisoverlookthiscliffandIt's justinthecargoing I couldlike I coulddowhatever I wantinthismomentanditcouldaffecteverythingforeverButthispersonbacksupanddriveshomeand I lovethattheideathatnotdrivingoffthecliffisanactoftryingYeah, whichisalmosttheultimateactoftrying.
Yeah, andthenthesecondverseisaboutYouknowsomeonewhofeltliketheyhad a lotofpotentialintheirlife I think I thinkthereare a lotofmechanismsforusinourschooldaysinhighschoolorcollegetoexcelandtobepattedonthebackforsomethingandthen I think a lotofpeoplegetoutofschoolandTherearelessTherearelessabilitiesforthemtogetgoldstarsYeahandthenyouhavetomakeallthesedecisionsandyouhavetopaveyourownwayandthere's nosetclasscourseyoucantakeandthere's and I think a lotofpeoplefeelreallysweptupinthatandso I wasthinkingaboutthispersonwhoisreallylostinlifeandthenstartsdrinkingandEverysecondistryingnottoyeah I Beenhaving a hardtimeadjusting I hadtheshiniestwheelsnowthey'rerusting I didn't knowifyou'd careif I cameback.
I have a lotofregretsaboutthatPutthecarofftheroadtothelookoutCouldhavefollowedmyfearsallthewaydown, andmaybe I don't quiteknowwhattosayBut I'm hereinyourdoorway.
私は後悔している。展望台への道から車を降りたことを。
I justwantedyoutoknowThisismetrying I JustwantedyoutoknowifthisismetryYouTheytoldmeallofmycageswerementalso I gotwastedlikeallmyPotentialandmywordsyoutokillwhen I'm mad I have a lotofregretsaboutthat I wassoaheadofthecurvethecurvebecame a spherefellbehindallmyclassmates, and I endedupherePouringoutmyheartto a stranger, but I didn't pourthewhiskey.
I justwantedyoutoknowThisismetrying I JustwantedyoutoknowthatthisismetryAtleast I'm tryingYouAndit's hardtobeat a partywhen I feellikeanoldIt's hardtobeanywherethesedaysandall I wantisyouyourflashbackand a filmreelontheonescreeninmytown I Justwantedyoutoknowthatthisismetry I JustwantedyoutoknowthatthisismetryAtleast I'm trying