Recentlythough, I'vebeenabletoconsistentlytakeactionand I realizeditactuallyhasnothingtodowithwillpowerbecausethere's a waytotrickourbrainintodoingdifficultthingsevenwhenwedon't feellikeit.
Forexample, if I grewupbelieving I wasgiftedorbetterthanmostpeople, thatmakesmefeelspecial.
例えば、自分が他の人より才能があるとか、優れていると信じて育ったなら、それは特別なことだと感じる。
Butif, suddenly, I hadtodosomethingoutsideofmycomfortzone, likeaskout a beautifulwoman, I wouldsubconsciouslyavoiditbecauseif I failed, thatwouldprove I wasn't giftedanditwoulddestroymyego.