I had a reallybrilliantcoachthathelpedmekindofsourcemyinclinationstowardherandkindofthewaysthatweweresimilarwerewhat I wantedtofocusonversusthethingsthatmadeusdissimilar.
Thethingsthat I felttiedtoherwithwerereallypalpabletome, so I justsortofkindofthoughtif I couldfocusonthosethingsanddistractpeoplefromthethingsthatwerenotthesameandthenkindofforgetallofthatandtaketheride, whichwasprettysurrealandnotveryfactual.
I wassoobsessedwithJoan, andthemovieitselfwassuch a kindof, just a dropletinsuch a largerlifethat I didfeellikeanimmensepressuretokindofgetallofitin, eventhoughitwasjust a glimpseinsortoftheformativeyearsoflike, reallyjustthebandthatmadeherwanttobein a bandfortherestofherlife, whichis a prettyrevolutionarythingfor a girlatthattimetowanttodo.
Shewasanactivistin a timewherehergovernmentreallyhadvillainizedhertotheextentthatshewaslike a dangerousreject.
彼女は、政府が彼女を危険な拒絶者のように悪者扱いしていた時代の活動家だった。
Theendofherlifeistragicallycutshort.
彼女の人生の終わりは、悲劇的に短く断ち切られた。
She's anactressthat I thinkwaslikeverypresentandhonestandwantedtoworkforthekindofsimilarreasonsthat I do, whichisyouwanttogetclosertopeopleandyourselfversustellotherpeople's storiesandkindofbe a puppetor a mouthpiece.
彼女はとても存在感があり、正直で、私と同じような理由で仕事をしたいと思った女優だと思う。
But I hadtofillin a lotoftheblanks.
しかし、私は多くの空白を埋めなければならなかった。
Soactually, itwas a personalendeavormoresothanitwasgettingherright.
I feelobviouslylike, youknow, thatfestivalwasdesignedforpeoplelikeme.
あの映画祭は、明らかに私のような人間のために作られたような気がする。
I lovethatplace.
私はあの場所が大好きだ。
Thetwomoviesthat I'm therewiththisyeararecalledLoveLiesBleedingbyanEnglishdirector, actuallyabout a reallyparticularsliceoftheUSof A, kindofanoddimaginingofan 80s feverdreaminwhich I thinkRosewaskindofencouragedtotell a strongfemalestory.