When I picture my hometown, there's a bronze spray tan statue of you and a plaque underneath it that threatens to push me down the stairs at our school and it was always the same searing pain but I dreamed that one day I could say all that time you were throwing punches I was building the sky as the blood was gushing but I can't forget the way you made me heal and it wasn't a fair fight or a clean kill each time that Amy stomped across my grave and then she wrote headlines in the local paper laughing at each baby step I take and it was always the same searing pain but I prayed that one day I could say all that time you were throwing punches I was building something and I couldn't wait to show you it was real scream fuck you Amy to the night sky as the blood was gushing but I can't forget the way you made me heal everyone knows that my mother is a saintly woman but she used to say she wished that she were dead I push up the hill your words are still just ringing in my head ringing in my head I wrote a thousand songs that you find uncool I built a legacy that you can't undo but when I count the scarves there's a moment of truth that there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you and maybe you've reframed it and in your mind you never beat my spirit black and blue I don't think you've changed much and so I changed your name and any real defining clues and one day your kid comes home singing a song that only us two is gonna know is about you all that time you were throwing punches it was all for nothing and I doubt it looks so small from way up here scream thank you Amy to the night sky and the stars are stunning because I can't forget the way you made me heal everyone knows that my mother is a saintly woman but she used to say she wished that she were dead so I pushed each boulder up that hill your words were still just ringing in ringing in my head thank you Amy you

故郷を思い浮かべるといつも同じ焼けるような痛みだった。でもいつか、あなたがパンチを放っている間、私は血を流しながら空を築いていたと言える日が来ることを夢見ていた。私の一歩一歩の歩みを笑い、それはいつも同じ焼けるような痛みだった。でもいつか、あなたがパンチを繰り出している間、私は何かを作り上げていたと言える日が来ることを祈っていた。頭の中で鳴り響くだけだ 頭の中で鳴り響くだけだ 君がかっこ悪いと思う曲を1000曲書いた 君が元に戻せない遺産を築いた でもスカーフを数えると真実の瞬間がある 君がいなかったらこ