likethefirsttimethat I waslike I couldrunawaytoMexico.
初めてメキシコに逃げようかと思ったくらいです。
Theseearringsaresoexpensive.
このイヤリングはとても高価なものです。
Theyhaveactualrealdiamondsinthem.
実際に本物のダイヤモンドが入っているんですよ。
And I foundthatjustlikesothrillingthisdressthatyoucanbarelyseebecause I'm wearingthis I'm temptedtocallit a shawlbutthegagisthatit's mymom's weddingveilbutunderneaththatis a Betseyjohnsondress.
Umanditwasverymuch a situationofliketherewas a rackofreallythreethingsbutthefactthatthiswas a perfectlyniceblackdressthatsomebodywantedtoletmeborrowwasextraordinarytome.
Uhtherewas a dressthatwasbeingcustommadeformeanditwasgettingshippedinfromyouknowItalyorFranceoroneofthefancycountriesbutitcameanditlookedlikesomebodyhaddied, toiletpaperblueandjustlikewrappeditaround a basicdressform.
SoitwaskindofElieSaabtotherescuebecause I knewthatthiswassuchanoverwhelming, amazingmomentand I justwantedtofeelveryclassicandtimelesslookingatthisdressandthemakeupandstuff.
Wherebytheendofthemovie, I'm kindofliketherockstarofcollegiate a cappella.
映画の終わりには、私は大学アカペラのロックスターのような存在になっているんです。
I don't knowhowmanytimes I'm goingtohave a rockstarvibeinmylife.
ロックスターのような雰囲気は、人生で何度目かわからない。
It's notreally a thing I exude.
あまり醸し出されるものではありませんね。
Solet's goforthereallyBejeweledcrazydressifnotnowwhenOhGod, I lovedthisdressisbeingthatdressanditwaslikerightinthelanewhere I waslike, I canjustpullthisoffthatlength.
I lovemymakeup, I lovehow I feelandlikebeingreallykindofinyourbody.
私は自分の化粧が好きで、自分の気持ちが好きで、本当に自分の体の中にいるような感じが好きです。
I waslike, istheresomebody I canmakeoutwithtonight?
今夜、誰かイチャイチャできる人いないかなーって。
I justfeelgreat.
ただ、気分は最高です。
I feltlikesuch a badassinthisdressandintothewoods.
このドレスを着て、森に入ると、とてもワルい気分になりました。
I'm playingCinderellaand I assumed I probablywouldhaveendedupin a veryCinderellakindofballgownand I love, I lovedthat I endedupinthisveryslickcoolwiththisleatherdetailaroundthewaist.
I'm atdeath's doorinthisphoto, I totallyforgotaboutthat.
この写真では死の間際にいるんだ、すっかり忘れていたよ。
I couldn't participatein a conversation, evenifitwasinmywheelhouse, I couldnothearanything.
自分の趣味の話でも、会話に参加できない、何も聞こえない。
I kepthavingtotryto, like, daintilyexcusemyselftojustlikeblowmynoseinthebathroom.
私は、トイレで鼻をかむために、何度も何度も言い訳をしなければなりませんでした。
Itwas a strangenight, like, because I'm goinglike, whydon't I remembermoreaboutthisnight?
不思議な夜でした。なぜ、この夜のことをもっと覚えていないんだろう?
Ohright, because I wascompletelyunderwater.
そうか、完全に水没していたからか。
I thinkthiswaslike a vintageGuccithing, weweretryingtofindsomething, becausenowbythetimethatit's pitchperfectthree, weknowthatit's thissuccessfulfranchiseandpeopleactuallythinkofitaskindof a rockandrollpremier.
I think I wasintroducingBenPlattthatyearinitsmewmewand I lovethatmumuthingwherethey'realwaysplayingwithhowseriouslythey'retakingthedesign, and I thinkthoseareCartierearrings, and I lovedthoseearringsbecauseatthetime I waswatchingRupaul's dragraceandSashavelourorwaswearingearringsumjustlikethat a lot.
Andso I waslike, oh, I'm soinlovewithSashavelour, I wanttoweartheseearringsandweirdlythatnighteverybodywasaskingmeaboutmylookandlike I did a bunchofinterviewsand I gave a shoutouttothedragqueenwhoinspiredthatchoicetoeveryoutletthat I talkedtoandnobodyranitand I waslike, thisisreallybizarre.
Soyeah, I justwantedtosay, I lovethoseearringsandshoutouttoher, Thiswasralphandrussoand I rememberfeelinglikesohappyaboutthisplayfulexplosionoffeathersandglitter.
And I wassurprisedbyhowstructureditwasand a littlebitpunishing.
そして、その構成に驚き、ちょっと罰当たりな感じもしました。
I willneverfullyunderstandwhy, but I gotinvitedtotheGrammys, whichislikethecraziest, mostlovelythingtomeandthereallysevereponytailandthecorseteddressfeelslike, okay, thisissortofwhat I amsupposedtogothroughtoearnmyplaceonthisstagebecausewhyam I allowedtobeherewhenyou'redoing a showthat's likeaboutLoveandit's calledLoveLifeandtofind a dresswiththismassivepinktrain, youcan't helpbutfeellike, wellifnotnow, when I see I knew I wasgoingtooverusethisphrase.
I wasonthisredcarpet, mainlyas a producer, technically I wasinthesecondseasonofLoveLife, but I wasinliketwoorthreescenes, so I dorememberthinkinglike, oh, as a producer, am I supposedtojustwear a blacksuit?