But I'm like, I'm realizing that I'm at a point in my life where right now I'm just a single girl living a good life, you know, I'm having a good time in life and I can, it's okay to pay a lot of rent if I'm at this point in my life and I'm just like a girl living in the city doing my thing, working hard, hardly working, getting, getting what I need then I could just have this time in my life where I pay a lot of rent, I can do it, it is possible and it's like one day I'll meet someone and then we'll split rent somewhere or I'll be like hey it's too expensive, I'm going to move even further out of Tokyo but I'm like right now I could just do it, I could live that young girl in a big city fantasy and have a really cool place even though I do, I do love this place here, it is really cool, but I'm ready for really cool stuff, you know like the hot toilet seat, I love hot toilet seats.
でも、今、私は人生のある地点にいるんだと気付いたの。今、私はただの独身女性で、いい人生を送っていて、人生においていい時間を過ごしている。だから、家賃をたくさん払ってもいいんだわ。もし私が人生のある地点にいるのなら、都会に住んで自分のことをやって、一生懸命働いて、ほとんど働かずに、必要なものを得ている女の子のようだわ。だったら、私の人生の中で、たくさんの家賃を払う時期だってあってもいい。いつか誰かと出会って、どこかで家賃を分け合うとか、高すぎるから東京からもっと遠くに引っ越すとか、でも今ならできるかもしれな