It's alwaysbeenthatwayforaslongas I didn't remember, I startedbreakingoutprobablyaroundwhen I was 21 because I discoveredwineandcheese.
I couldnotgetenough.
I wasgoingalmosteverynighttothislittlewineshopthatwassocuteandsuch a vibeandmyskin, I hatedit.
I meanDariusthedevilthatwaslike a bigreasonwhy I startednobeautybecauseit's sohardtofigureoutwhatyourskinneedsandwithno, withourdiagnosticstest, wetakealltheguessworkoutforyou.
So, youknowthatwhatyou'reusingisactuallyrightforyourskin.
Myskinlooksamazing.
It's sonicebecause I feellike I'm finallyat a pointwhere I lovemyskin, myskinlooksthebestit's everlookedwhen I wastryingtofigureoutmyskincareregimen.
I wastryingsomanydifferentbrandsand I realizedbecause I havesuchsensitiveskin, anythingthathas a lotofingredientsjustdoesnotworkwellformeandthere's nothingworsethanbuying a productandbeinglike, okay, thisisgonnabegreatbecauseitdoesthisandthenitdoestheexactopposite.
Sonextthingsince I'm gettingreadytogoout, I don't wanttoputanyserumoroiloranything.
That's purely a nighttimethingformejustbecause I amsooily, I justdo a moisturizerand I'm usingournobeautyumcommondaymoisturizer, theCBDinit.
I don't reallywearthatmuchmakeuponaneverydaybasis, butbeingonsetisjusttheamountofpowderthathastogoonbecause I'm sooily, it's significant.
Andso I endupgettingcloggedporesandbreakingout, okay, sonextafter I moisturizeandstillhavethaton, I usethisthingy, it's calledcomplexcultureanditjustlikereallydeeppuffsyourskin.
Like I lovelymphaticdrainagemassageswhen I didtheFentyshowthemorningof, I waslikeokay, I gottaget a lymphaticdrainagemassagebecauseitreallydoesmake a difference.
I lovetakingtimetodothisbecauseit's justlikethroughoutthedaywearepulledinsomanydifferentdirections, everyoneandit's soimportanttoreallytakecareofyourselfandbeyourownbestfriend, whichMadisonbeer.
Mypartneroncesaidprobably a yearago, I startedgettingreallyinvestedintolike a long, lengthyskincareregimenbecause I wasjustlikehowmuchtimeam I worthtomyself?
I'm worthallthetimethat I needandthat I that I want.
Lastly, I'm goingtomoisturizemylipssothatit's readyforwhen I putonthelook, I'm goingtousetheDiorlipmaximize.
Erwe'regoingtostartmakeupfor a concealer.
I userarebeautyshadowsand I justdabitonkindofaroundmymouthareabecause I feellikethat's always a littlemoreredandthen a littlebetweentheforehead.
Andso I fromherhaveveryyellowundertonesandit's hardsometimes I feelliketofind a colorthatlike, actuallymatchesformebecauseeverythinggoes a littletoopink.
Andthen I takemybaremineralsbarepro, which I lovebecause I havesuchsensitiveskinandtheirstuffisjustsocleananddoesn't makemebreakoutand I justtakeitandblenditout.
I reallylovethisbecauseit's got a greatcoverage, butyoucanstillseetheskinunderneathit.
I hatewhenyoulike, I can't seeskin, butthisisgreatbecause I'm sooilyanditjustkindofsucksitupandkeepsmelookingdewy, butnotgreasy.
Sonext I usebronzerand I justtakeitinhereand I justbringoutmycheekbonesand I doitunderneathmyjawline, godown a littleontomyneck.
Mightaswelljustgrab a littlebitoftheedgeofthebrushandbringitintotheeyes.
Normally I havesomuchmusicplayingwhile I'm doingmymakeupand I'm I'm dancingwhile I doit.
It's justmorefun.
I feellikemygirlfriendrecentlytoldmethatit's like I livemylifeasif I'm in a musical.
No, like, I meanthatyouarenotwrong, you'renotwrongthere.
I usethisbrowgelthat I'm obsessedwith.
ItsbyPatrickTawcalledmajorbrowlaminationgel.
I haveveryunrulybrowsandtheymovearound a lot.
So I needsomethingthat's actuallygoingtoholdthemandthistotallydoesthetrick.
Next.
I'm goingtostartbuildingoutmyeyes.
I'm goingtousethisNarspalette.
It's calleduninhibitedsinceitis a girlsnightout.
I think I'm gonnadolike a berrykindoflook.
I'm gonnatakethiscolor.
I'm justgonnadragitacrossmywholelid.
I starteddoingmymakeupwhen I wasprobably, 6 7 yearsoldbecause I starteddoingtheateratsuchanearlyageAndwhenyou'redoingtheater, it's literallylikethere's not a makeupartistoranything.
Somymomwoulddomymakeupand I justrememberbeingfascinatedbyitandlovingitsomuch.
Sosheactuallyenrolledmeinto a classatMac.
I wasProbably 10 yearsold, theonlychildintheclassnaturally.
But I rememberjustwatchingandfeelingsocooltobesurroundedbyalltheseadultsthatlovedmakeupandlearnedlikehowtohighlightandlikecontourcheekbones.
I remembergoingtotake a smallerbrushandtakethatsamecolorandjustbringitundermyeyes a littlebit, justlikefocusingrightonthecreaseandcornerofmyeyeandjustdraggingitacrossandfocusingthereaswellanddraggingitacross.
I loveddabbingit a littleandthentakingitontomycheeks.
Usedtopullthecolorintogether.
I'm like, it's sogreatwhenyou'reoutbecauseyoujustputsomelipstickonandthentake a littleoffyourlipsandrubitontoyourcheeksandthenyourrosyagain, I'm gonnagobackinwiththispalette.
I'm gonnatakethebrownand I'm justgonnaputitintothecreaseofmy, I justtoreallypopitoutwhen I domymakeupforanevent.
I'm like, I don't need a highermakeupartist.
I'lljustdoit.
I willdo a lotanditwillfeellike I havesomuchmakeuponandthen I'lldothecarpetand I lookatthepicturesand I'm like, itlooksnatural, itlooksnatural, whichiskindoffrustratingand I stillhaven't figuredouthowtonotdothatlookslike a fungoingoutnight.
I'm gonnausethislittlepodbyNarsanditjustlikepopsrarebeautiesliner, perfectstrokesand I justtaketheedgeofitand I placeitdownand I justpullitstraightacrossbigfanof Q tips.
Next, I'm gonnaputonmascara.
I reallyliketheheadonit.
It's like a littlecombforyourlashes.
Mhm.
I remembersittinginmymom's closetwhen I wasprobablyveryyoungandsheusedtobe a salesrepresentativeformaryKayforeveryoneouttherewhodoesn't knowwhatmaryKaywas.
Soshehadthiskitofmakeupinherclosetanditwasallthedifferentfoundations, allthedifferentlipsticksand I wouldjustsitthereandputallthedifferentthingsonmyhandsandonmyface.
I justlovedit.
I hopethatmykidsplaywithmymakeupwhen I'm notlooking.
Okay, sonext I'm goingtotakethisdiamondbombbyFenty, mybareminerals a gunandjustkindofblenditout a littlebitsince I havethislittlepimplebecause I'm humanandweallbreakout.
I takemyfreakbeauty, youareand I justtakeit, seemylittlebeautymark, I'm gonnausethisquestiontoyourlipstickAndlastly, I lovemymasonMargielareplicabythefireplace.