I grewupinPittsburghpennsylvania, mydadhas a story, hesaysthathewaspoorandhis, hisparents, hisdadcamefromRussiabythenameofpovertysick, hechangedittogoldbloomwhenhecamehereandhehad a luggagein a candystoreinPittsburghwhenhewasveryyoung, toldusthathewantedtoeitherbeanactoror a doctorandhestuckhisheadinthebackof a classatCarnegieTechandsaidtousthathetoldhimselfwhenhedidthat, whateverhesaw, geethat's outofmyleague, whateveryoumeantbythat.
Andhebecame a doctor, I think I caught a bugmaybeorearlyonwhen I gotveryexcitedabouttheaterorsomethingandstartedtodosomethingthatseemedlikeperformingoracting.
I'm sayingthisin a newwayforthefirsttimeandmaybe I, I thatkindofsparkedsomethingandthen I tookpartin a campatChathammusicdaycampbetween 5thand 6thgradeswhen I was 10 ish, thatwasit, Thatwasitbecause I, theyputmeintheleadof a play, I leaptonstageandpeoplelaughedandaftertheshowtheysaid, howdidyoulikethat?
Butfromthattimeon I waslike, I think I'm anactor, I wanttobeanactor.
でもその頃から、自分は役者だと思う、役者になりたいと思っていました。
Andthenbythetimebetweenninthand 10thand 10thand 11thgradescamealong, I wenttoCarnegieMellonUniversityinbetweenthesummers, myheadheadexplodedand I becameobsessedwiththeidea I mustbeanactor.
I thinkevenifit's fallinginloveandputtingyourselfoutthereandmakingyourselfvulnerabletoanimportantrelationshipofonekindoranother, youwillfeeldoubtfulaboutyourself.
Hey, can I, can I, youknow, domypartinthisuhmakesyoufocuslike I sayandprepareandworkanddosomethingthatyouhaven't donebeforeandmakesyoureachfurtherandstarttosingandstarttofly.
Andit's notasif I'm unfamiliarwithrecriminationandselfsecondthinking, becauseafter I shoot a movie I'veseenin a movie, sometimes I gohomeandokay, Okay.
Uhthewholethingwouldhavegonethewholethingwouldhavegoneto H E doublehockeysticks, butsosono, I'm fine, it's allgonesofar.
あー......全部が全部......H E double hockey sticksになっていたかもしれないけど、でも、だから......いや、私は大丈夫だよ、これまで全部が終わったんだから。
Verylucky.
とてもラッキーです。
I mean, sofarlucky, I hope I don't ruinitwithsomething I willcometoregret.
つまり、これまでは幸運だったので、後悔するようなことで台無しにしないようにしたいです。
So I'm beingcarefulwhoinmylifeinspiresmethemost?
そこで私が気をつけているのは、私の人生の中で誰に一番刺激を受けているか?
Well, I'veneverhadmuchesteemforcollectorsofwealthorposition, but I havehad a, anenchantmentwithandaninfatuationand a, uh, andgetinspiredbypeoplewhomakelovelythingsandtofollowtheirowncreativepersonalvoicesandpathsandmakebeautifulthingsandhavesomeelementofhumilityandnonarroganceandperspectiveaboutthemselvesandarehumbled, fleetingplacein a mysteriousuniverse.
Sosomeofthosepeople, youknow, youknow, I'veplayedsomescientistsandthisandthatgot a chancetotalktoNeilDegrasseTysononairdidaninterviewand I findhimterrificallyinspiringrecently, justthisdayorthelastdays I'm kindofin a cycleofanddowntherabbitholeoflisteningtophysicistsofonekindoranotherand I adorethemand I'm inspiredbythem.
I amoftheopinionthatmylifebelongstothewholecommunityandwhile I liveitismyprivilegetodoforitwhatever I can I wanttobethoroughlyusedupwhen I diefortheharder I work, themore I live, I rejoiceinlifeforitsownsake.
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