ThenumberofpatientswerestillinLondon, admittingtheequivalentof a reallybighospitaleverysingledaywhilsthavinghighernumbersofstaffonfrontlinestaffwhoareoffsickorisolatingortestedpositivethemselves.
Thepersonalprotectiveequipmentthatwewerewearingwaasfromourperspectivenotquiteenoughonby a numberofourfriendsandcolleagueswereinthesamesituationandandthey'vealsotestedpositiveoverthelastfewweeks.
So I meanthattomeis a kindofkindof a mentaltorture.
つまり、私にとってそれは一種の精神的な拷問なんです。
OK, proposal, a lotofpeoplethatfinditverytough.
OK、提案、多くの人がそれを非常に厳しいと感じています。
Oneofmyfriendssaid.
友人の一人が言っていました。
Youknow, hewasjusthelpingsomeonecolleaguehaving a panicattacktheotherdaythatpeoplehavingnightmaresaboutitreallyhardthingaboutbeingstuck a hospitalforfivehours.
You'rehearingyourcolleaguesinthecontrolroomaskingforambulancestobeavailabletogetyoutootheremergenciesandtopeoplethatneedyourhelpandyoucan't gothereconstantlyin a situationwheretheyknowthey'renotdoingthebestfortheirpatientsorthey'retryingtheirbest.