If I can be your friend once again, I won't ask for more

友達に戻れたら これ以上はもう望まないさ

If you don't care, I won't care either

君がそれでいいなら 僕だってそれで構わないさ

I'm a liar and this is a love song of "contrary words" I spat out

嘘つきの僕が吐いた はんたいことばの愛のうた

『A Born Coward』

『天ノ弱』

Music & Lyrics : 164 / Vocal : GUMI

Music & Lyrics : 164 / Vocal : GUMI

Illustration : Torigoe Takumi

Illustration : 鳥越タクミ

It was fine weather with a shower of rain in this area today

今日はこっちの地方は どしゃぶりの晴天でした

I was bored for being unbusy and I fully enjoyed myself all day long yesterday

昨日もずっと暇で 一日満喫してました

I haven't even thought about you

別に君のことなんて 考えてなんかいないさ

Ah, but, to tell the truth, I may have thought about you a bit, I'm just saying

いやでもちょっと本当は 考えてたかもなんて

My head goes around like a merry-go-round

メリーゴーランドみたいに回る

It already turned to mush

僕の頭ん中はもうグルグルさ

You gave me love so much that it seems to overflow from my hands

この両手から零れそうなほど

Where shall I throw it away?

君に貰った愛はどこに捨てよう？

Something like a finite expendable item is

限りのある消耗品なんて僕は

What I don't need

要らないよ

Shall I tell you what I've been thinking for a long time?

僕がずっと前から思ってる事を話そうか

Without even seeing hide nor hair, only words can be seen

姿は見えないのに 言葉だけ見えちゃってるんだ

When there's something I don't know, that's driving me crazy

僕が知らないことがあるだけで気が狂いそうだ

Whether the suspended feeling is beautiful or dirty

ぶら下がった感情が 綺麗なのか 汚いのか

I still don't know that and can't find the place to throw it away

僕にはまだわからず 捨てる宛てもないんだ

I'm gonna wait till I can see what's the IMPLICATION of the IMPLICATION of the words

言葉の裏の裏が見えるまで待つからさ

What's wrong with waiting?

待つくらいならいいじゃないか

You're going ahead and I stopped going

進む君 と 止まった僕の

How can I fill the gap between you and me that cannot be shrunk?

縮まらない隙を何で埋めよう？

As I can't still put that into words honestly

まだ素直に言葉に出来ない僕は

I'm a born coward

天性の弱虫さ

My love for you seems to overflow from my hands

この両手から零れそうなほど

To whom shall I give it over?

君に渡す愛を誰に譲ろう？

You know, I can't find someone else to give it to

そんなんどこにも宛てがあるわけないだろ

I'm gonna wait more

まだ 待つよ

Not yet?

もういいかい

Translation : Blacksaingrain