Name: 私が東京を離れた理由 (Why I Left Tokyo)
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T11:01:49.000Z
Duration: 10 min 15 s

so today is the day I explain what the hell I'm doing in Bangkok why the hell

こんにちは！あゆみテレサです。お久しぶりです！

現在進行形

do I have black hair and why I'm staying here for so long it's been three months

はい、ご覧のとおり黒髪になりました

過去形

since I came here and I definitely owe you guys a explanation so without

今日私がなぜバンコクにいるのか

further ado this is my story to why I'm here so this is what happened

なぜ黒髪に染めたのか、 そしてなぜこんなに長期で滞在してるのか説明します

I was you know living a normal life in Tokyo and then my Thai agency found me

もうバンコクに来てから３ヶ月がたったのに みんなにちゃんと説明できてなかったから

through my mother agency in Tokyo and they were looking for Japanese models to

一体どう言う状況なのか説明するね

bring to Thailand for modeling and I did a Skype meeting type of audition thing

東京で普通に生活してたらある日 タイのモデル事務所から

with my Thai agency going into the Skype meeting I didn't really think of

私の日本の所属事務所に 日本人モデルを探してるって連絡があって

anything I was like cool like I've always wanted to go to Thailand like why

タイで活動できるモデルを決めるための スカイプ　オーディションを受けることになって

not at the time I still had pink hair and you know I went into the casting

オーディションは特に何も期待せずに受けた

thinking oh I'm never gonna get this because I have pink hair you know and

とにかくタイはずっと来てみたかった国だったから 受けてみようってぐらいの気持ちだった

I'm not like that tall and I had no idea what like the beauty standards were in

その時はまだピンクヘアだったし

Thailand what kind of jobs they were we're kind

こんな髪色だし受かるわけない

of you know what the model industry was like in Thailand at all so I really

背もそんなに高くないし、 タイの美的感覚や

didn't know what to expect but like I was like well they're not gonna take a

タイではどんなモデルのお仕事があるのかとか

pink haired girl for sure you know what I mean and then I went

業界についても何も知らなかったし

into the Skype meeting they asked me if I can dye my hair either brown or black

とにかくピンクヘアのモデルは 取らないだろうなって

and I didn't really think too much I was just like yeah sure of course I'll dye

my hair dark but in my head I was like oh I hope I don't actually have to die

スカイプ面接の時に 髪の毛を茶色か黒に染められますかって聞かれたから

interesting story during that time I was actually going through a breakup with my

特に深く考えずに 「はい、染めれます！」って答えちゃってw

ex-boyfriend it was kind of like a stressful time because I had to find a

もちろん頭の中では、 染めなくていいようになりますように！ って思ってたけどねw

new apartment because we had been living together and you know I wasn't able to

実はちょうどこの時期が元彼と別れた時だったから

move out as soon as I wanted to because I had already planned this like two-week

trip to the US and you know it's a lot of work finding the new apartment in

一緒に住んでたから一人暮らし用の 新しい物件を早く見つけなきゃいけなかったんだけど

Tokyo so it was taking a wild takes you know cost a lot of money to move out and

家族とアメリカに２週間ぐらい行く予定がだいぶ前から決まってたからすぐには引っ越せなくて

you know get rid of things and sell things and just everything so I was

東京でマンションを借りるのって 結構大変な作業じゃない？

really really stressed at that time and during my trip in the u.s. I was just

like worried about what am I gonna do when I go back to Tokyo I have to find a

もの捨てたり売ったりしなきゃいけなっかったから

new apartment like maybe I'll move in with lauda my best friend for a little

旅行中もずっと どうしよう、どうしようって

bit or whatever you know and during that trip my manager messages me and he's

東京に帰ったらすぐに前の家を 出なきゃいけなかったから

like hey so you're confirmed for Thailand now they want you to come and

親友のラウラと少しの間一緒に住もうかなとか いろいろ悩んでたら

I'm like what I so so I'm actually going there for three months he's like yeah

ちょうどその時にマネージャーから

and I'm like awesome who who gets to go to fly to Thailand to model for three

タイ決まったよ！って連絡がきて

months that's like a vacation you know what I mean solved all my problems

え！？じゃあ３ヶ月タイですか！？って聞いたら そうだよ！って言うから

instantly like I didn't have to find a new apartment in Tokyo I just all I had

え、タイにモデルで３ヶ月行けるとか

to do was find a storage unit pack all my things and fly here so that's what I

もはやバカンスじゃん！ってw これで全ての悩みが解消されたの

did my life here is amazing I've met so many

東京での物件探しをしなくて良くなったから

amazing people here I've made so many new friends and I think moving to

あとはトランクルームに家の荷物を入れて タイに来るだけ！

Thailand was like the best decision ever um number one I don't like being cold

って言うわけで来ました！ タイでの生活は毎日すごく充実してて楽しいです

and I really really hate winter because it's really cold and I it's just summer

素敵な人たちとたくさん出会えて 新しい友達もたくさんできたし

everyday here I love it all so I I'm doing really well with work I'm getting

タイに来て大正解だったと思う！

a lot of jobs and I really like that as well it's interesting because here they

まず、私寒い冬が大嫌いなんだけど

really really appreciate like the whole Asian Beauty type of model look like the

タイでは毎日真夏日和だから最高！w

whole curry and like k-beauty Japanese looking girls like we get a lot of jobs

それにお仕事もすごく順調でいい感じなの。

and I am really grateful for that because in Japan they don't appreciate

面白いのがこっちではアジア系の顔が人気だから

Asian beauty as much I'm sure a lot of you already know this but a majority of

特に韓国人だったり日本人風のモデルは仕事が結構多くて

the jobs will go to Caucasian models or half Caucasian models or like white

すごくありがたい。みんなも知ってると思うけど

passing models you know what I mean so me like when I had a black hair in Japan

日本ではアジアンビューティー系のモデルよりも

I didn't get jobs at all and the second I dyed it blonde like I got so many jobs

白人系もしくはハーフモデルの方が需要が高いから

it's so interesting how like the more Western you look the more jobs you'd get

日本で黒髪だった時は ほとんど仕事がなくて、

in Japan so I'm a little bit nervous about what will happen when I go back to

金髪にした瞬間急に仕事が増えたの

Japan with my black hair my original plan was to dye it back blonde but it's

日本では見た目が西洋よりであるほど仕事が増えるから不思議だよね

just way too damaged at this point and I just don't think I can dye it back and I

だから日本に帰ってからの仕事の行方が少し心配なの

actually really like my dark hair I'm really enjoying it like I didn't think I

元々は帰国したら金髪に戻す予定だったんだけど

would like it at first but I'm really enjoying having dark hair it feels nice

もう髪の毛が痛みすぎて無理だと思う、、、

to look the way I'm supposed to look naturally so I really like it I was

それに意外と黒髪も気に入ってるんだよね

actually supposed to after three months which was the end of

最初はこんなに気に入る思わなかったけど

January but I kind of decided to extend my stay so I'm here for another three

ありのままのナチュラルな自分の姿でいられるのっていいよね！

months my mom's like scared that I'm never moving back to Japan and I'm like

本当は３ヶ月経った1月末の帰国を予定してたんだけど

the plan is the plan is to move back after three months okay that's the plan

滞在を延長することになって　笑　もう３ヶ月延長することになったから、

like I met so many people here who were like I'd be like what brought you to

ママが一生帰国しないんじゃないかって心配してるw

Thailand and they'd be like oh I was only gonna stay for a month and I'm like

まあ、とにかく３ヶ月で帰る予定だから！予定ね！笑

so how long have you been here and they're like 12 years I was like three

こっちにの友達になんでタイに住んでるか聞くとね

years I'm like damn I can kind of see myself being in their position because I

みんな「元々は１ヶ月しかいない予定だったの」って言うから

really like my life here but at the same time I really really miss a lot of

じゃあこっち来てどれぐらい経つの？って聞いたら、「１２年」とか「３年」って

things about Japan and I really miss my friends and I really miss my family so I

言うからさwww　タイでの生活はすごく充実してるし正直私もそうなっちゃいそうw

really don't know what's gonna happen of course I have to go back to Tokyo I know

でもそれと同時に日本がすごく恋しいし

I do I have to but I kind of want to but don't want to at the same time also it's

友達や家族にすごく会いたいから

a good time I move back because from like around May June the rainy season

どうなるかな。もちろんいつかは帰らなきゃよねー

starts here and apparently rainy season in Bangkok is not cute so it's perfect

帰りたいけ帰りたくない。矛盾w

like running away from the winter go back like when it's spring in Tokyo you

でも5月はこっちの雨季が始まる時期だし

know awesome and i'm learning thai now it's so fun like i love learning new

帰国するにはちょうどいいタイミングかも

languages like oh it's so fun i learn like oh my god i'm too like shy to speak

冬から逃げて春のあったかい時期に東京戻る！最高！

it but like okay okay okay okay okay somebody cap chu Ayumi cap and gown even

あとね今タイ語を覚えてて、新しい言語を学ぶって　すごく楽しい！

you can DT night ha that's like hello I'm a you me I'm Japanese

あーでも喋るの恥ずかしいなー笑

nice to meet you in Thai yes I learned how to speak Thai like I know how to

今のが　『こんにちは。あゆみです！　日本人です。よろしくお願いします！」

like okay I know little words okay like knock is like kawaii

cute soy is like beautiful throw my eyes go straight quoi is right sy is left for

あとはね、ナラークは可愛いでしょ

like taxis meet my a little bit I learned a lot of swear words - oh and I

スオイは綺麗で、トロンバイがまっすぐ、クワが右、サイが左

know how to count no song some see ha Hawk jet that cow

タクシーとかで良く使う。あとはニッノイが少し　　それから悪い言葉もたくさん覚えたw

see and then zero is soon and then 100 is a toy learning time I'm having so

much fun learning Thai it's really exciting and like I made a lot of Thai

本当にタイ語の勉強が楽しいの！

friends too so like when they're having a conversation and when you could like

タイ人の友達がたくさんできたからみんながタイ語で喋ってる時に

understand some words it's really excited like I understood that you know

少しずつわかるようになるのが楽しい！

it's so exciting anyways I know you guys can tell I'm

って言う感じですごく楽しんでるのは伝わったかなw

really excited about learning the language but yeah I mean let me know if

もしタイでの生活だったりタイ語を友達に教わる動画とか

you guys want to see videos like me learning Thai or my life in Thailand

タイでの生活でいいこと悪いこととか

like pros and the cons living here what I like just like about Thailand I don't

何かリクエストがあればコメントで教えてください！

know just laughs comment if you have any ideas for my videos but anyways um just

そんな感じで今日は近況報告の動画でした！私は毎日ハッピーなのでみんなも幸せでありますように♡

wanted to update you guys on my life and I'm very happy so I hope you guys are

行く前に チャンネル登録忘れずにね！

happy too don't forget to subscribe to my channel

また次の動画で会いましょう！

before you go and yeah I will see you guys in my next video