Name: Everything I'm Scared Of [CC] (Everything I'm Scared Of [CC])
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T10:52:21.000Z
Duration: 13 min 19 s
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Hello lovely people! Hi! We are currently in Rome yay! Because it is my

and also that means the fifth  year anniversary of our engagement

You are such a romantic. I know, what more romantic than Rome.

Ah... Romance.. Is that where  is from? The word romance?

I feel like they're gonna be comments now going now my city is

actually the city of romance. They all stem from latin.

actually be video all about our wonderful travels in Rome but here is a

little video an interim video if you will about fear

Didn't it? Because interestingly as a couple

We're married if you're only just tuning in

Claudia is definitely I would say more of the fearful one, yeah don't

don't even remind that she can't watch horror movies

we can't even watch things that have minor peril. Yeah but like weirdly I put

that down to the fact I've got an active imagination. True. But so do you.

You can somehow compartmentalize fiction from reality whereas I'm like oh my gosh that

like alien creature is gonna be in my bathroom.

isn't it Jesse? Jesse come with me, come with me!

in a new city in a new country and a new apartment

um we've rented an apartment we're not in a hotel. Yeah there's like I got a bit

freaked out on the first night when it started getting dark be fair we were

watching a Netflix program which was about some serial stalker. "You"

Yeah, they're all so there's a lot of artwork on the walls

which as Claudia pointed out have eyes. Every like I was like everyone in

here is looking at me and also there's like dismembered like lots of like those

heads and torsos and legs. It's modern art. Well there's a mixture of modern

and old it's actually very nice for an apartment. It's wonderful

you'll see more on the Rome video, but  the point is slightly terrifying I've just

realized that there is a fish with a gaping mouth

You just have to have tunnel  vision in this place.

especially at nighttime. As we were saying normally Claudia is the one I

would regard as the scared one but since the start of and I'm generally

Unless I jump on on you. and then you will not stop screaming. Oh yeah.

I have a really strong startle reflex I can't control that at all if you

surprise me I scream like you are literally murdering me and I can't stop

screaming for at least five minutes. Whereas I don't really jump even if I

like stubbed my toe I don't like go and scream

Ok anyway. It's when someone else doing it.

Talking about fear again. Anyway, the point is generally aside from the jumpy thing

I'm fine and then 2020 hit the new decade and Wow am I just afraid of

everything, like I have a low-level fear constantly now. Oh. I know sad it is

Why? I don't know but I'd like it to stop

I feel really blue. I think it's January generally I take me quite like

I generally quite like January, it's my birthday month.

I've always felt like that in January. Like a low

level idea of like fear because it's like you've got like anticipation for

the year ahead like you know whether it be exams that year or you know for

basically like seven years of my life I had exams every May, every May or June so

every time January came round I was like 'oh my god'

That's a really terrible idea when you think about it.

Their brains are just trying to grow they're just trying to

find out who they are and we're like no we're gonna put you through some stress.

And then even if there isn't exams there's you know what you want to

achieve in that yeah you have what New Year's resolutions you're like putting

pressure on yourself. I think that's it I think that's my that's my issue I have

to make quite a big like work decision that I can't tell you about but the

point is in making it I know that I'm saying yes to some things but no to

other things and that I'm stopping some things and leaping in the

hope that these other things come to fruition

so and that's it's scary. Am I making the right decision? Who knows! how can I know?

We're both the type of people who wish we had spoilers on life that would be

great. I would love to know the day that I die

I could live every day to the full. Also I'd be less scared

crossing the road because I know I wasn't gonna die that day. Unless you

knew that day you were gonna die you didn't have the like... know the how?

The facts of how or when exactly. That's fine it's just one day I'm gonna be scared

not leave your house? Well I've seen "Final destination" okay it's not a where

Doesn't matter were you go, death will find you.

I don't like horror films! I know,  it's alright, I'm sorry I mentioned it.

But yeah I just..I think it's a fear of failure.

Yeah, basically that's everyone's fear. Isn't it?

It's never really smacked me in the face   like this before. I think it's just because the

first year of a new decade and it's supposed to be amazing and I have all

these amazing plans as you saw in my 2020 goals and wishes video there are

things big things that I really want to achieve and do this year

workwise, life wise. Well I mean what would your own advice be to yourself if

someone else was telling you this what would you say?

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