I mean, I mean, eventothisday, I don't think I'veever, everhadsuch a positiveeducationalexperiencethat I didmy 1st 6 yearsbecauseschoolwasanintegralpartofthecommunity.
I rememberthatthirdgradefourthgradeplayswerealwaysconductedintheeveningssothatparentscouldattendanauditoriumthatseatedmaybe 405 100 peoplewithstandingroomonlyforthirdandfourthgradeplay.
And I thinkconfusiononthatpointhascontinuedtoerodeitself.
Thecollectiveselfconfidenceoftheblackcommunitytodayjust a veryconfusion.
Yousee, I foughtagainstthejurysegregation.
Thatiswhensomeoneabsolutelyforbidmetogowith a restaurant.
We'relivingin a givenhousingcomplex.
I wasjustrestrictedbylaw.
I rememberwhen I wasdischargedfromthemilitary, cominghomein 1958 andstandingandinFlorida, onlypersonattheticketwindowandhavethemanstopandwaiton a whiteperson.
Hewaitedon 10 whitepeoplewhile I wasstandingthere.
Inthemeantime, I almostmissedthetrainandcouldn't checkmybags.
That's what I foughtagainsttheindignityofAmerica's apartheidsystem.
Sointegrationwasnever, ah, a issueformeorformanyothers.
Butitwastheissuethat I think, uh, separatedmefromthecivilrightsmovement.
Andifyoumisbehavesquat, youwouldbespankedby a neighbor.
Thenyougotyourmothergothomeorfollowing a home.
Werespecttheirand, Godforbid, a teachershouldeverhavetosendforyourparents.
Andtheyhadtotakeoffwork.
Thatwasit.
Andsoititimposed a kindofdiscipline.
Andagain, itwas a disciplinethathadlittletodowithhowmuchmoneyyouitwas a senseofcomfort, a senseofwellbeing, a senseofonenessbetweentheschoolintheinthecommunity.
Absolutely.
Itreallywaas.
And, uh, theissueofwhitepeoplewasneveritwasneverissuewasneverdiscussedThemostexcitingthinginourcommunitieswhenJoeLouiswasfightingonFridaynightontheradioandvirtuallythewholecommunitycameto a standstillwhilewelistened.
Andsothatwastheonlyrelationshiptowhitesthat I canthinkof.
Theblackcollegesgavekidslikeme a highschooldropoutwhodroppedoutwiththreemonthsaftermy 17thbirthdayandthenwentintothemilitaryandgetintroducedtolearningthere.
AndGodinvolvedas a youngsocialworker, um, atfirstparticipatingwiththelocalcivilrightsorganization.
Andthenwithin a fewmonths, therewas a leadershipvacuum, and I justsortofstepforwardandsay, Well, I'llorganizethenextdemonstrationandthengotinvolvedthatway, eventuallyvolunteeringabout 40 or 50 hours a weekinthemovementwhilemaintaining a jobas a socialworkin a mentalhealthclinic.
Oh, absolutely.
A flamingidealistswhohadthisburningdesireto, ah, tochangethingsprimarilybecauseofmyearlyexperienceassomeonegrowingupintheSouthandDanbeingsortofdroppedinthegrowingupintheNorthandthendroppedintheSouthinthemilitaryfacingRosssegregation.
Ah, I wasverybitterfromthatexperience.
Forthreeyearsaftermydischargeinthemilitary.
I remembermyheartracingeverytimeitredlightwouldflashinmyrearviewmirrorbecause I wasarrestedthreetimesandinprisoninlocaljailsthreetimesbecauseofmyactivismintheSouth.
And I wasalwayscaughtinthemiddlebetweenthekindofgoalsthattheywerepursuing.
And I was a leaderofsuch a groupandthekneesanddesiresoflowincomepeoplewhoweretheonesreallycaughtupintheriotsonwhostartedtheriotsfollowingthedeathofDrKing, andsothattherewasalwaysthisgreatchasmbetweentheneedsoflowincomeblacksand, uh, middleincomeleadership.
Andso I alwaystrytobridgethatgapbywelcomingintotheleadershipandintothoseorganizationstheviewsandopinionsofpeopleinthebarsandthechurchesandinthetrenches.
Andsurprisingly, therewasgreatresistancetothat.
I neverunderstoodituntillaterinlife, butitwasgreatresistancetoincluding, inthedecisionmakingprocess, theviewsandopinionsofthosewhowereuntutored, unlearned.
Soitwasnotonlyanagegap, butitwasalso a class.
Capa's well, wasthisveryinteresting?
I didn't knowthatwasItwasonemorequestiononthistape.
I wantyoutodescribetheseyoungpeoplebecausewehavethesepicturesoftheseyoungpeopleandit's somethingtoseetodayfor a youngperson.
Mostofthepeopleyoudatedweremovementpeople, Um, anditwasItwas a reallycultureofandthosewhoarenotactivistintheatthosetimesand a partofthemovementyoutendednottosocializewith.
Andsoitreallybecame a veryimportantgroupandmanyofmyrelationshipstheyhavebeendefinedinthoseearlyyearsbythecivilrightsmovement.
Youknow, I thinkthat's truethatifyouasksomeonein a leadershippositionwhattheyweredoingatthattime, andthere's sometimedoingsomethingtodaypublictelevisionorwhatevertheamountofpeopleinvolvedinthatmomentatthattimebetween 60 and 65 it's amazingineveryworker.
Yes, KennethClark, inoneofhisearlybooks, DarkGhetto, pointsoutoninterestingphenomena, and I learned a lotfromthrowawaystatementsandyouknowthingsthatpeopledon't focuson.
Therewas a noticeabledeclineincrimescrewschooltruancy, allofthesocialinthenegativesocialindicatorsiswhethertherewas a decline.
It's asifthecivilrightsmovementfilled a moralvacuumforpeopleand a spiritualvacuumthatwhentheywereinvolvedinthemovement, evenfor a temporaryperiodoftimeinsupportof a givenissue, thatitchangedtheirvalues.
Anditchangedas a consequence, theirbehaviorforatleast a periodoftime.