I feel like this is like a hostage, a video or something.

I went to the closet because this is Day five at home 67 100 at home with the kids anyway.

So I decided to do this video today because you reach some amazing milestone with the company and just myself, like with my community.

Today we just hit 600,000 on Instagram and TIC Tac has been a whole other world that I'm exploring, which has been really cool.

And obviously my YouTube families is where it all started.

So I decided to go and watch my first ever YouTube video that I made.

I've been getting messages saying How you really feel like I'm coming into my own kind of owning my voice, and I kind of feel it as well.

I feel like I'm becoming a woman that is unapologetic about who she is.

And that's the beauty of, you know, getting older and wiser.

Almost 30.

And I'm just now starting to feel comfortable with myself.

Oh, my God.

My first video was three years ago, and it is come to work with me.

Log.

I started with logs interesting.

I decided to take you with me to work today, just to show you gonna wanted to.

The energy is not there.

Obviously, Jake is here.

Is demanding all kinds of things.

Where now he's just looking at me, trying to figure out what my talking and his coffee so little.

I didn't remember even that he had a stake.

Would like lying on the floor.

He would only drink milk on the floor.

I'll never forget that.

Looks disgusting.

What am I eating and having?

Um actually blue Billy goat male that I made in the croc ball.

Oh, my God.

I used to have time to cook with cross pots.

I obviously shot throughout the day, but it took me, I think, like, three days to edit it.

I had no idea how you could work whatsoever, So obviously I'm movie was a great just way to achieve creating a video file.

They found me.

You found me.

You found I'm just looking at my first ever video that I posted online.

You wanna watch it too?

Do you know that?

I saw you.

Look, we'll call it.

Are you Are you okay?

That was us.

Seen you here?

Yeah.

How's it going?

What is this?

Interesting?

We're going to the studio back.

Dan, I didn't know the copyright music.

What was the shooting?

Oh, my God.

I remember I No, because you weren't there.

This was a shoot for Suzy Shier one there.

I remember how embarrassed I watched to shoot because no one understood why I'm just logging.

Holding.

All three years ago, when home, How old was I?

I remember I would run into the frame but then asked them to stop and run out to put my camera so I can flog and then run back into the frame.

And they were just like Luke and me like, Are you crazy?

Why are you filming yourself?

Little did they know you can hear anything.

Do you hear what I'm saying?

I look so pretty in fresh, Like anything it that look like dancing.

If someone takes a picture of you and they take a picture quickly, they do.

So you start.

There's a camera and you give them different looks.

So the first Oh, yeah, that is what are you gonna put the video and like?

Complain, You know.

How do you know you.

Yes, but how do you get so smart?

So I didn't know My makeup artist was really sweet.

And she showed me your cute in the calls.

Thanks.

My hair is very dark.

I don't like it.

You don't like it?

I like, you know.

Really?

Look, what do you prefer?

Lighter.

I felt lighter.

Does not local.

I would like it.

You don't like the dark, Lando?

Uh, think I'll do a video about the products that I love.

How cute.

In my own home, I think I'm going to do a video about the products that are, like, literally I didn't think it was gonna continue past this video.

Now it's time to go home and cook dinner and put my hair in a bun where sweat pants and get down and dirty with the diapers.

Don't forget, this is that is your G.

Can you believe this?

I can't.

Oh, my God.

Jakey, You know what?

When I when I made this video, do you know how many people were laughing at me?

No.

Yeah.

A lot of people were being like, Why you making YouTube videos?

You have two kids.

This is so silly.

And I didn't listen to them and I kept doing what I thought was the right thing to do.

It's a very good lesson for you because I continue doing it because I really loved it and I kept shooting videos and I became better and better and better.

And now you have lost sky with you.

Anything to I'm not famous.

I just haven't amazing community online, and I get to do what I love every day.