I justalwayswantedtowritefromwhen I waslike, fouryearsold.
I woulddrivevillageson a napkinandthen I wouldwritestoriesaboutthepeople I imaginelivinginthosevillagesandand I readvoraciouslygrowingup.
And I justthought, I wanttodothis.
I wanttotellstoriesand I justneverwaveredfromthat.
I startedtryingtogetpublishedinhighschoolandmetwithabjectfailure, as I shouldhave.
Butinmytwentiesandthirties I wasreallypersistent.
A lotofmyearlywritingwaseroticamagazines.
Literarymagazineswouldrejectthestoriesandsay, Oh, there's toomuchsexasifpeopledon't havesexintheirlivesSo I justgaveup, andduringthattime, I stillwrote, and I recognizenowthat I justneededtogetsbetteras a writer.
When I startedgraduateschool, I startedworkingon a literarymagazinecalledHankand I becamethecoeditorandstartedwritingontheblockforthemagazine, and I wouldjustsharemyopinionsaboutliteratureandthewritingcommunityandtelevisionandwhateverandsomeonereadingthatblockinvitedmetocontributetoHTMLGiant, whichwas a groupliteraturebloggedthatparlayedintowritingfortherumpus.
Andthefirstessay I wrotethatpeoplereallystartedtopayattentiontowascalledthecarelesslanguageofSexualViolence, which I wroteinresponseto a NewYorkTimesarticleabout a younggirlwhowasgangrapedinCleveland, Texas, andthearticlewasdeeplyconcernedwiththetownandwhatwouldhappentothepoortown?
I wasjustincensedbythat, andinturn, TheNewYorkTimesactuallyrereportedthestoryandcorrectedtheirattitude, whichwasgreat.
Andthatwasthefirsttime I realizedthatmyworkcouldhaveanimpact.
I justkeptwriting, and I'vebeendoingsoeversince.
I wasthefirstblackwomantolead a Marvelcomicin 2017 whichblowsmymindbecauseitwas 2017 and I wasthrilledbytheopportunitytowriteaboutthedormEllaJayandtowriteabouttwoblacklesbianswhofallinloveandtobeabletomakethemstrongwomen, humanwomenwhoareincrediblyinterestingandincrediblypassionateaboutwhattheydoandoneanotherwasjust a thrillinmanyways.
Storytelling, a storytelling.
Andsotherulesaredifferentfromonegenretothenext.
Withcomics, therewas a learningcurvebecause I'veneverdoneitbefore.
Andso I readquite a fewcomics, and I lookedatscriptsfromvariouscomics, bothwithintheBlackPantheruniverseandbeyond.
Anditreallyhelpedmetosortofget a handleonthinkingthroughtelling a storyintermsofpanelandscene, andthenintermsofissueandart, itwas, yeah, a lottolearn, but I enjoyedit.
Andwhen I dosignings, peoplearealwaysclutchingtheircopiesofWorldofWakanda, andit's justawesometoseethatmywordsarebringingpeoplejoyandexpandingtheblackimagination.
It's just a lotoffun.
I thinkthatpeoplehaveverylowexpectationsofblackwomenandwhatwe'recapableof, anditalwaysjustmademeangry, anditjustmademeworkharder, and I'm veryambitious.
Andsoformeitwasfuel.
Think I'veopenedupmoreavenuesforwomenofcolorandblackwomenspecificallytowriteinwaysthatarepersonalandalsointellectual, and I hopetocontinuedoingthatmovingforwardAnytimesomeonewantstobecome a writeroranyotherartist, I stronglyencouragethemtodoso.
Weoftenhearthatit's impossibletomake a livingas a writeroranartist, andyoushouldbemorerealistic.
Butweneedartandweneedliterature, andit's absolutelypossibletomake a livingofthewriter.
Youmayhavetohave a dayjoborthreetodoit, butcreativityisincrediblyimportantanditshouldalwaysbenurtured.
And I thinkitstartswithnurturingitinyourselfbeforeexpectingothersnurturedinyou.
I justalwayswantedtowritefromwhen I waslike, fouryearsold.