Name: 1年間の休職 (Taking a Year Off)
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T10:32:51.000Z
Duration: 3 min 43 s
Description: VoiceTubeの動画で発音を聞きながら英語表現を覚えよう！学べる英語：

I don't mean that, like the wireless in this house is unreliable.

I mean, I wish it were more unreliable because I don't like the way I'm using the Internet.

Or more to the point, I don't like the way the Internet is using me.

So I spent something like 20 hours a week on Facebook Credit Instagram, Twitter.

And most of that time I'm scrolling, swiping, clicking, scanning, skimming.

My attention has become extremely fractured, and I feel this constant pull toward checking, refreshing and refreshing, as if something truly fresh is just over the horizon.

I also don't like the way passively ingesting information on the Internet makes me feel, but on the other hand, I can't stop doing it.

Hank, he said on Twitter a few days ago that you loved Coca Cola but wish it didn't exist.

Like, I really believe that my attention is all I have, and I'm very uncomfortable with the way that social Internet companies have hacked my brain to capture that attention and monetize it.

None of which is to say that Facebook credit instagram Twitter are like capital B bad or whatever.

I just think my brain is unusually susceptible to being hacked, not least because I have a mental health disorder that predisposes me toward repetitive checking and circular thought.

In fact, I think lots of people are able to use Facebook, reddit, instagram Twitter in ways that are productive and fulfilling, and that those platforms connect us to each other and allow more people to have a voice in public discourse.

Also, for whatever reason, I don't have a terrible relationship with other social media platforms like here on YouTube, for instance, I'm able to be fairly intentional about what I watch and participate in the community in ways that make me happy.

So, yeah, I'm not trying to say that your Internet isn't working or that the Internet isn't working on Lee, that my Internet isn't working.

First, I don't have, like the willpower to resist the allure of Facebook credit instagram Twitter and secondly, the corporations that run the Social Internet are not incentivized to provide me with information that is accurate or helpful.

They are incentivized to provide me with information that will hold my attention and keep me on their platform while I ingest advertising.

And in my case, the information that holds my attention Best is that which shocks and or appalls and or fascinates me like a horrifying story breaks and I keep refreshing and refreshing looking for new facts but fax take time to establish and I can't wait.

So instead I skim through speculation and guesswork and hot takes.

All of which fills me without nourishing me.

The social Internet companies air happy because they've received in monetized many hours of my attention.

And more to the point, I don't think my life is better.

Longtime viewers of Log Brothers will know that this is something I've struggled with for a while.

I started my podcast, the Anthropocene reviewed in an attempt to pay more sustained and careful attention.

I post much less frequently than I used to on Facebook credit Instagram Twitter.

But I still spend huge swaths of time there and all my attempts to go on an information, diet or dumb down my phone have failed.

I'm gonna block Facebook credit instagram Twitter from my Web browsers and I'm gonna find a way to truly dumb down my phone.

So I literally cannot access these platforms that are occupying so much of my attention.

And perhaps most radically, I'm gonna get my news from something called newspapers.

And during this year, I'm not gonna ask someone to post on my behalf.

I just want to see how it feels not to be in those places.

I'm gonna start next month when the project for awesome ends.

But here on YouTube, things will be pretty much the same still of long.

I'm actually hosting Maur crash course next year, which would be fun, so I'll still be around.

In fact, hopefully, with my attention less fractured, I'll be more present in the places that matter the most to me.

I'm so fortunate that this community continues to be a really lovely and fulfilling place for me to hang out.

I just you know won't be in some of the other places I'd be interested to hear from any of you who have tried a version of this Or if you have any tips for me, I look forward, as always, to continuing the conversation and comments.