It's been a verystrangeday, so I'm goingtotellyouaboutwhathappened, andthen I'llstartthelecture.
So I I gotupthismorningand, uh, startedtoputmydaytogether.
Andthen I triedtosignintomyGmailaccountanditsaidthatithadbeandisabledbecause I violatedthetermsofservicewithGmail, and I thought, Well, I didn't violateanytermsofservicethat I knowofnow.
I setup a newYouTubechannelyesterdaycalledJordanBePetersonclips, andsowemadesometechnicalchanges.
Andso I thoughtmaybeithadsomethingtodowiththat.
And I hadbeenshutoutofGoogleoneothertimeyearsago.
Sowhenyougetshutoutlikethat, there's a littleformyoucanfillout.
Andso I filledouttheformand I saidthat I hadbeenshutoutanduh, that I didn't knowwhy, and I sentitoff.
Andthen I realizedoneofmystaffmemberscalledmeandsaidthatshewaslockedoutoftheYouTubeaccountand I thought, Ohyeah, theYouTubeaccountishookedtotheCI e mailaccount.
Sothatmeantthat I couldn't getaccesstoanyofmyYouTubevideos.
Theywerestillupononline, but I couldn't getaccesstothem.
I couldn't postlastweek's Biblicallectureforfor, forexample, andsothatwasworrisomeandmademesuspicious.
Andthen a boat.
Twohourslater, somethinglikethat.
I gotanemailfromGoogleandtheysaidthattheyhadreviewedmyrequesttobereinstatedandthat I hadviolatedGoogle's termsofagreementortermsofservice, andtheyweren't goingtoturnmyaccountbackon.
And I thought, andtheydidn't saywhy.
Theydidn't sayanything I gotThereisnowarningwhatsoeveraboutanyofthis.
Andso I wrotehimbackand I said, becausetheysaid I could.
I wrotehimbackand I saidThismightnotbe a goodidea, basically, andyoumightwanttothinkaboutit.
Andthen I tweetedtweetedwhathadhappenedright?
I tookscreenshotsand I tweetedand I contacted a wholebunchofjournalistsbecauseitturnsoutthat I know a wholebunchofjournalists.
Andsoandsothenwhathappenedthenwasthat, um I got a callfromtheDailyCallerintheUnitedStates.
I haddoneaninterviewwiththemlastweek, whichisn't postedyet, andtheyinterviewedmeandwithin 20 minutesposteditonline.
Andsotheyhave a fairlybigaudience.
Andsothatwasgood.
AndthensomebodyphonedmefromOttawaand I did a liveradioshowaboutthat, andthatwasgood.
Andthen a numberofotherjournalistscontactme, and I sentthemtheinformation.
Butanotheroneofmystaffandactuallymyson e mailedmeandhesaid, Look, youshouldholdoffbecausemaybethere's still a mistakehereand I thought, Yeah, theremightbeitmightbejust a mistake.
Butthenwhiteintheworlddid.
I e mailedGoogleandtheycontactedmeandtheysaidtheywouldnotreinstateit, andtheydidn't providemewithanyinformation.
So I contactedtheotherjournalistsand I said, Well, youneverknow.
Maybethisisjust a mistake.
Solet's holdoffthen.
Well, I wasabouthalfanhourlater, while I wastryingtogetintomy I usedthisAdWordsaccountthat's lookedlinkedtoGoogle.
I don't runadsonmyvideos, but I needtheAdWordsaccountbecauseithelpsmeaddsomelittlegadgetstothevideosthat I wouldn't otherwisebeableto.
And I was.
I wasplayingwiththat.
Thesystemcamebackonline.
I thought, Well, that's interesting.
Andlotsofpeoplethat e mailedmeandtwitteredmeandsomepeoplewithinGoogleandsomepeopleelsewhere, andtheyweredoingwhatevertheyweregoingtodotohelpmegetallthismaterialbackupandrunning.
Andsosomethingworked.
Mysuspicionsarethatwhatworkedwasthepublicity.
Nowsobutmaybenot.
Youknow, it's veryweirdbeinginthissituation, becausetherehasbeen a numberofrecentepisodeswheretheselargercompaniesFacebook, Google, patrion.
Notthatit's a massivecompany, butit's startingtobecomereasonablysignificant, havedecidedonratherarbitrarygroundstoshutdowntheirusers.
I thought, Jesus, maybe I flewoffthehandle, youknow, because I wassortofitwasstressful, man, youknow, because I havelike, 100 and 50,000 emailsinthataccount, like, That's a lotofemails, andit's allmycorrespondenceforthelast 10 years, youknow.
Soit's anarchiveaswellasanongoingemailsystem.
I have a commercialemailsystemthat I justsetupthreeweeksagowith, likesixdifferentemailaddressesnowtotrytoorganizemycorrespondent.
So I wasn't completelyunabletocommunicate.
Mycalendarwasgone, andthat's a bloodydisasterbecause, like, I'vegotthingsscheduledoutforever, and I don't rememberwhattheyare.
I can't evenrememberwhat I'm doingin a daysomuchlessin a month.
But I thoughtmaybe I flewoffthehandleand I wasworriedthat I contactedthejournalisttoosoonandyouknow, butanyways, itallworkedout.
Sothenwhathappened?
Well, justas I wascomingtothislecture, I steppedoutsideandthere's littlepackageoutside.
Luckily, itwasn't a bomb.
There's a There's a packageoutside.
NicelittlepackagesWelook.
Mywifeand I lookedinsideit.
Therewas a coupleofbottlesofwineintherethatwasnice.
Andtherewas a littlenote, andso I'm goingtoreadyouthelittlenotebecauseit's actuallyprettyinteresting.
A friendonTwitterhascontactwithGoogleengineers, shesaid.
Quote.
I spokewithsomefriendsinsideGooglewhoofferedtohelp, and I didgetcontactedbyquite a fewpeopleatGooglewhosaidthattheyhadbeenwatchingmylecturesandsoonandwerehappyaboutwhat I wasdoing.
Anyways.
I spokewithsomefriendsinsideGooglewhoofferedtohelp, buttheysuggesthesetup a backupplan, theteam's airfeelingsignificantpressurefromadvocacygroupsandquote, I haven't leastfourGoogleengineerswhoofferedtospeakuponhisbehalf, buttheyknowtheteamdynamicsand, unfortunately, especiallyYouTubeisan S J W cesspool.
Andsoanyways, I stilldon't reallyunderstandit, right, because I don't knowwhyitgotshutdownand I don't knowifanything, I didgototurnbackon, and I don't knowthereasonsforit, andthat's alsoratherominous.
Itseemstomethatwhen I wasthinkingitthroughandwasthat?
I know I have a fairlyWhatwouldyoucallit?
RespectableYouTubefollowing.
I don't knowifyou'd necessarilycallitrespectable.
It's fairlylargeYouTubefollowing.
AnditseemstomethatitwouldhavebeanappropriateforGoogleiftheyweregoingtoshutdownmyaccounttotellmewhy I wouldthinkandalsomaybelookedmeupmaybe, especiallyafter I e mailedthem.
Andthenmaybenottohaveemailedmebackandsaid, No, we'renotgoingtoreinstateyou, butwe'renotgoingtotellyouanyreasonsthattheydidn't saytheywouldn't tellmanyreasons.
Theyjustdidn't tellmeanyreasons.
Andthenitalsoseemsverystrangetomethatitjustall a suddenwentbackonaftertwohoursandsowell, so I don't knowwhattomakeofthat.
Andso I didn't Youknow, I hatespeakerswhoapologizedtothecrowdbeforetheytalktothem.
Because, youknow, ifyou'respeakingtopeopleandtheyputallthiseffortintocoming, thenyoushouldn't tellthemwhat a sorryanduselesscreatureyouarebeforeyoutalktothem, youknow, andaskfortheirforbearanceandforgiveness.
It's likeit's a littleyou're a littlelateforthat.
But I'm stillgoingtodothat a littlebittodaybecause, youknow, I wantedtospendalldaypreparingthislecture.
I mean, I'veprepared a lotbeforehim, butthatrattledmeup a lot.
Andso I didn't prepare a CZmuchas I couldhaveanywayswillstumbleforwardandseehowitgoes.
I I'm I'm I'm reasonablyfamiliarwiththestoriesnow.
Andsoonwardandupward.
So I'm goingtoreiteratethis.
Youknow, I'velearnedsomething.
I havethisideathatitwouldbe a goodideaforyoungpeopleonBoulderpeople, citizensoftheWest, let's saytolearnmoreabouttheircultureandtheircivilisation, right, becauseit's a greatcivilisationanditsit's taken a lotofworktoputtogether.
But I don't thinkthatwereallyknow.
I mean, I know a fairbitaboutit, although I wouldn't considermyselfnearlyaseducatedas a personshouldbe.
But I'm nottoobadlyeducated.
AndBut I tellyou, goingthroughthesebiblicallectures, versebyversejustmakesmeevenmoreawareofhowunbelievablyignorant I am.
No, andpartlyfor 22 reasonslikeoneisbecause I'vebeenusingthisBiblehubdotcomplace, and I think I toldyoulastweek, but I wantedtoreiterateit, causeit's important.
It's sointerestingthewaythatthey'vesetitup, becauseyoucouldgothroughthebiblicalstoriesversebyverse, andthenforeachfirstThere's a holesmallfontpageofcommentaryfrommultiplesources.
Andsoyouknow, notonlyistheBiblehybridhyperlinkedinthewaythat I discussedinthefirstlecturewithalltheversusreferringtonotalltheotherversusbutlotsofthem.
Soit's it's it's unbelievablycentralandcoretext, andit's sointerestingtoread a bookwhereeverysentencehasbeencommentedonwhatreallyinvolumes.
Andthenjusttoget a senseofthatvolumeofmaterial, youknowhowmuchpowerbrainpowerthere's beenputintothisandandtoalsounderstandhowbloody, ignorant, like I'm soignorantaboutthis.
There's allthiswork, anditseemsthatwe'veleftittodecayinthedust, andit's a bigmistake, man.
It's a bigmistakebecausethepeoplewhowerewritingthesecommentarieslike, youknow, a lotofit's fromthe 14thand 15thand 16thcentury.
Butifyoureadallthecommentariessidebyside, youknowyouget a prettygoodblastofwisdomcomingatyouandlikethethingaboutwisdomis, itstopsyoufromrunningfacefirstintowalls.
Youknow, oneofthethingsthat I'verealizedthat I wanttoreturntotonightbecause I'vebeenthinking a lotaboutthisideaoftheArk.
Youknow, I think I mentionedtoyoulastweekthat I'd figuredoutthatthereisthisideathatNoahwasperfectinhisgenerations, andthatmeantthathehassaidhisfamilyinorderwasn't justhim.
Ifyou'vegot 10 or 15 peoplesupportingyouin a tightnetwork, youknow, andandyourinterrelationshipswiththemarepristine, andyoucantellthemthetruthandtheycantellthetruthbacktoyou.
Andyouknow, oneofthethingsthatyoudowithyourideal, let's say, isyouestablish a contractwithyoualsoestablishedlike a socialcontractwithotherpeople, right, thatthat's whatkeepssocietyorganized.
Andsothere's thisideathatemergesintheAbrahamstoriesof a sacredcontract, andthathasthesamefunctionastheArkandwhatitdoesbecausewhathappensinAbrahamWillSeymourthistodayisthatheyouknowGodtellshimtogoforwardintotheworld, andwe'vetalkedaboutthatlastweek, andhedoesthattheencounters, famineandtheencounterstyranny, andheencounterspowerfulpeoplewhowanttotakefromhim.
Whatishis?
I mean, Godsendsaboutintheworld, butit's notlikehehasaneasyrideofit.
Itisn't easyatall.
It's a hardasitcanbe.
Butthere's thisconsistentemphasisinthetext, and I thinkit's somethingreallyworthattendingtothatifyoumaintainyourcontract, whichandthathas, thathastodowithhonestyandtrustandtruthandallofthosethings.
Ifyoumaintainyourcontract, thenyouhave a goodpossibility, thebestpossiblepossibilityofmakingyourwaythroughthecatastropheinthechaos.
And I don't wanttobenaiveaboutthis.
Youknow, when I readYoungand I startedtounderstandtheideaoftheheroarchetype, youknowtheideathatthehumanbeingis a is a force, a logosforcethatcanstandupagainstchaosandcatastropheandtragedyandevilandprevail.
I neverdidthinkthatthatmeantthatifyoudidstanduponDhe, tellthetruththatyouwouldnecessarilyprevail, right?
It's notit's not.
It's not a magictrick.
It's yourbestbet.
That's thething, youdon't have a betteroption.
Andsoandthat's whatthat's whatthat I seetheideasemerginginintheAbrahamic, Texas, likepeoplearefiguringthisout.
Andthoseadventuresareusuallythetypicalkindofadventure, whichis a riftinthestructureofthestoryandexposureto a kindofchaos, a noveltyandthen a reconstitutionoftheofthemotivebeingsothat's classic, classicstory, right?
Andhesaid, LordGod, wherebyshall I knowthat I shallinheritit?
Andthenhedoesthissacrifice.
Takemeaneffort.
AhHefferofthreeyearsoldand a shegoatand a rabbit, a turtledoveand a youngpigeon.
AndthenGodcomesdown.
AndwhileAbrahamgoesinto a trance, that's whatitappearstobeinthestory, um, andhas a greatterror.
Andthengo, itappearstohim, and I'lljustreviewthiscommentaryagain.
ThisisfromJosephBenson, andwhenthesunwasgoingdown, that's aboutthetimewhenyouwashupfortheeveningandhe's he's he's prayingandwaitingtowardsevening a deepsleepfelluponAbraham, not a commonsleepthroughwearinessorcarelessness, but a divineecstasythatbeingwhollytakenofffromthingssensible, hemightbewhollytakenupwiththecontemplationofthings.
Yeah, well, I thinkthat's righttolike, youknow, oneoftheexperiences I'vehadinmylifefairlycommonlyin a varietyofdifferentways.
Thisisespeciallytruewhen I waspaying a lotofattentiontomydreams, which I didforabout 15 years, I guesssomethinglikethatnowandthen I wouldfeellike I learnedsomethingsandhadsortofconsolidatedthem.
Andthenbefore I wenttosleep, I think, Okay, I'm readytolearnsomethingelse.
It's likeand I didn't saythatwithouttrepidation, andusuallybecauseusuallywhenyoulearnsomething, youknowit's notthatpleasantbecauseheusuallylearnedsomethingaboutwhyyou'rewrong.
Andthedeeperthethingthatyoulearn, themoreyoulearnaboutwhyyou'rewrongandthere's a deaththat's associatedwiththatbecausethenyouhavetoletthatpartofyouthat's wrongdie.
Andthat's that's right.
That's thesacrifice, right?
Andsoyouhavetomake a sacrifice.
Youhavetobewillingtomake a sacrificebeforeyou'regoingtolearnsomethingandtheandperhapsyou'rewhatyou'lllearnisinproportiontoyourwillingnesstomake a sacrifice.
And I reallydobelievethat I dobelievethataswellbecause I alsothinkthatifyoucommittosomethingthatmeansthatyoudon't do a bunchofotherthings, right?
And I thinkthatthat's alsonot a naiveoror a naivewayofthinkingor a foolishwayofthinking.
I myexperiencesbeingthatthat's thecase.
AndsoDrtheDream.
I mean, I dothinkthatwelearnedintrepidationandthatmostofthetime, ififyouhavetobelaidlowbefore, thenewrevelationcanmakeitselfmanifest, and I thinkthat's alsowhathappenstopeopleoftenandpsychedelicexperienceswhentheyhave a badtripistheydon't getthroughthebadpartofit.
There's somuchmessintheirlivesthatthealteredstateofconsciousnessmakesmanifestthatit's like a littletripthroughhellandbutthemessissocompleteandcomprehensiveandallpervadingthatthere's nowaytheycangetthroughitnow.
Youknow, I oftentalktopeoplewhoaretryingtomake a difficultlifedecision, andtheythey'reweighingoutcostsandthebenefitsofmakingthelifedecision, youknow, andoneofthethings I alwaystalktothemaboutis, wait a second.
That's anincompleteanalysis.
Youhavetoweighoutthebenefitsandthecostsofdoingthis, andyouhavetoweighoutthecostsandbenefitsofnotdoingthat, notdoingit, andthat's notthesameasthezerothatyouassumethatyou'restartingwithright, becausetonotmake a decision, italsohas a cost.
Andsometimesthecostofnotmaking a decisionisfarworsethanthecostofmaking a decision, evenifthedecisionisrisky.
Andsooneofthethingsyoucanderivefromthatandthisisveryuseful, I think, isthatthisisalso, I think, whyit's sousefultocontemplateyourmortality.
That's a baddeal, becausemaybeifyou'regoingtosuffer, youcouldatleastdosomethingnobleandgloriousanduprightandpowerfulandhonorableandadmirableandhelpfulanddifficulty.
Youknow, that's justsomuchbetter.
Andmaybethat's goodenoughsothatyouthink a, youknow, a littlesuffering.
It's basicallyworthit.
Atleastit's a wayforward.
Youknow, atleastit's a wayforward.
AndhesaiduntoAbram, knowof a suretythatthyseedshallbe a strangerinthelandthatisnottheirs, andshe'llservethosepeopleandnailflickedthemfor 400 years.
God, he's hedginghisbetshere a lot, right, hesays.
Davidwillgoout, youknow, intotheworld.
Andthenheconfrontshimwith a famine, andheconfrontshimwith a charityandwithpowerfulpeoplewhowantstotakehiswife.
Andthenheloseshisnephewandwhohas a fightwithmanyhastogofight a war.
Andnowyouknowhe's reconstitutingthiscovenant.
Godsays, Yeah, you'regonnahaveYeah, a nationisgoingtocomefromyou, butthey'regonnabeslavestotyrantsforlike 400 yearsisit's likehe's notthegreatsalesmen.
Exactly.
ButButthethingaboutitisthatthethingthat I likeaboutitisthatit's realistic, Youknow, yououghttothink, too.
Butyouknow, ifthey'regonnasellyousomething, I don't knowifthisisthewaytodoit.
Youknow, becauseunlessyou're a salesmanwho's sophisticatedbeyondbeliefbecauseyou'd thinkthatifitwasjust a matterofcontrollingthemasses, let's saywhichisonesay, Marxistinterpretationofreligionororprovidingpeoplewith a primitivedefenseagainstdeathanxiety, whichisessentiallytheFreudianinterpretationthatyoukindofmakethedealsthatGodcutwithAbraham a littlemoreonthepositiveandpolishedside, insteadofmakingthem a realisticofferconstantlyliketheyarethatthat's alsothatthat's partofthereason.
I thinkitisreasonabletotreattheBibleasliterature.
It's it's morethanliterature.
It's somethingotherthanliterature.
Butyoucantreatitasliterature.
And I thinkthereasonthatyoucantreatitasliterature's becausethecharactersthey'reallcomplex, includingthecharacterofofGodhimself, iscomplexandsophisticated.
I'm afraid I don't rememberwhichone, unfortunately, but I wasinthisamazingroom, youknow, IthadallthesepricelesspaintingsfromthefromthelateRenaissancehanginginit.
Realartistsarecontendingwithunknownright, andthey'repossessedbytheyhave a personalitytrait.
Openthisthatmakesthemdothat.
Theycan't evenhelpit.
And I'vehadlotsofcreativepeopleinmyclinicalpractice.
So I cantellyoutheworstthingforcreativepeopleistonotbecreativebecausetheyjustdie, anditbecauseit's it's it's It's likemaybeyou're a treewith a fewmajorbranches, youknowthat's yourpersonality.
Youknow, ifyou'reconscientious, manandyou'reunemployed, you'rejustgonnaeatyourselfupbecauseyouhavetohave a dutyandyouhavetocarry a loadbecauseyoujustcan't standitotherwiseandopenpeoplehavetobecreative.
Theyhavetobebecauseotherwisetheydie.
Theydon't haveanyvitality.
Andsothey'recursedwiththenecessityofputting a footoutintotheunknownandmakingsenseofit.
Andthenthey'realsocursedwithnecessityoftryingtomake a livingwhilethey'redoingthat, whichtheycan't becauseyoucan't.
Youthinkaboutwhat's happenedinEuropeoverthelast 1000 years, say 2000 years, amazing, unbelievablecollaborationtomakethingssobeautifulthattheirtheirjawdropping.
Buttheideathatartistheconservativesreallyhave a problemwiththisinparticular, becauseconservativepeopletendtowanttobethatcreative, andit's a mysteriousMrbytemperament.
It's a mysterytomebecausetheyshouldbeconcernedwitheconomicdevelopmentandbeauteoussounbelievablycrucialtoeconomicdevelopmentandjustyellsoutofyou, youknow, Soanyway, sothat's whatartistsaredoing.
Andsooneofthethings I wouldsayisby a damnpieceofart, youknow, findonethatreallyspeakstoyouandandbuy a pieceofartbecauseyouinvitethatintoyourlifeandit's it's a lookoutifyoudoit.
Ifit's a realpieceofart, becauseyou'llalsoget a youknow, a littleintroductiontotheartists, andthenthatwillseepintoyourlife.