ThatwasintheveryearlydaysoffthecontroversythatcametoyouwhentheUniversityofTorontosentyousomemilitarylettersthat I thought I'veusedthiswordbeforeinsolentthat I thoughtwereagainstthespiritoftheuniversitythattheyweren't supportingyouneveractuallythreateningyou.
Yes, Andthat's saidtomethatsomebodyisbeyond a particularcontroversy.
Somethingdeeperiswrongherethatuniversitiesare.
Thisuniversityisupsidedown.
Howdidyoureasonthat?
Howdidtheygetthere?
Thattheycouldbesocompletely?
Uh, I'm awareofyourownposition.
Well, I think a lotofitwaswasconfusionum, andandthelackofexperiencewiththissortofthing.
I mean, theUniversityofTorontois a peacefulplaceandratherconservativeuniversity.
Andifyouhaven't ceasedbythenwhilethentheygotothenextstep, whichwouldbesomethingtodowithwhateverapproximationdetermination, theymightbe a document.
YouYes, yes, Andthey'redocumentingallthesteps.
And I toldthepersonwhodeliveredthelettertome, whoistheperson I actuallygotalongwithquitewell, thatitwasfulloferrorsanditwaspoorlyRentonandthattheyshouldtakeitbackandwriteitproperly.
Soandyouknow, I don't knowhowmuchofthatistrue, but I'm willingtogivethem a certainamountofoffbenefitofthedoubt, butit's importanttounderstandthatpeoplecanbecaughtunaware.
Andtheotherthing, too, isthattheyactuallydidme a bitof a favorbecauseoneofthethings I claimedintheYouTubevideothat I madewasthatwhat I wasdoingbymakingthevideowasprobablyillegal.
Yes, I remember.
Theirlawyersbasicallysaidthatitwasprobablyillegal, andsothatalsohelpedestablishmybornoffightingsthatsay s a reasonableinterpreterofthelaw.
Howisitthatintheuniversitywhichhaveevolvedsings, Obviouslyit's theexerciseofthoughttraininginmindandthereforethepowerofexpressionthatcomesas a resultofthosetwothingsthatsaythingswereunderthebannerofreasonandanexercisemind.
That's whatitis.
Sohowcome?
Howcomesitthatuncertainissuesthetransgenderoneis, Well, there's a wholelistofthepoliticallycorrectonesthatsuddenly I don't knowhislanguagebeingbeingbent.
A wordyouneverheardyesterday, eyessomehoworotherprejudiceIfyousayittoday, yes, orevenillegaltouseverymuchliketheideaofdeadnamingwhat, liketheveryone I wasthinkingthattheworlddidn't existtwodaysago.
Butsomeofit's a consequenceofthesetransformationsandincommunicationtechnologythatairsovastthatthey'reactuallyinconceivable.
And I thinkYouTube, bothYouTubeandpodcastsarearegreatexamplesofthatpodcastsevenmorethanyoutwo, becauseYouTubeservesbillionsofpeople, whichisonewallopingnetworkbutpodcastsormaybe 10 timesaspopular.
Soitandthatsallundergroundisinteresting.
Theydon't attractasmuchattention.
Youknow, ourismuch, muchcontroversy.
Um, maybebecausethey'remoresiloedinsomesense.
Butthejournalistsarefighting a losinggame, andand I thinkasyoufight a losinggame, I'veseenthishappenwithcorporations.
Youloseyourbestpeoplefirst, andthenthedeathspiralbegins, and I thinkwe'reseeingexactlythatAndthenthat's exaggeratedbythisproclivitytopolarizationthatalsomightbepartandparcelofthetechnologicalchanges.
Okay, letmesweepbacktothatOtherwerenerve.
I know, because I followyouhowdeepyourrespectandattentiontoAlexanderSolzhenitsynis.
Ifyouhave a hero, obviously, isitnowintheSovietUnion?
Ifso, soldierthattonight's a smallnoteorsomething, hegetstossedoffuntil a bullet, likefornineyearsormore.
Whereifyousaidsomethingyoureallydidpay a priceamworstthing, itnewoverhere, losejob.
Well, youcouldbeholdinfrontofquasijudicial.
I knowthatTribune's aswell, andthenthere's certainlywillingtodothat.
I thinkthehumanrightstribunalsshoulditmighthavebeenandtheyshouldbeobliterated.
Travesty.
There, there, there.
Yes, we'resettingupthesequasijudicialinquisitionsinallsortsofanideologicallyconstituted, because I readthebiographiesofsomeofthepeoplewhoareappointedtoYeah, andnormalcouldbe a judgeintheirowncalls.
Inthiscontext, itistocausepeoplejudgingthecauses.
Yeah, precisely.
But I I don't knowwhat's happeninginBritishColumbiawiththiscaseiswhat's What's theperson's nameJessicaorJonathan?
I preferJonathan.
I thinkwithJonathan, I thinktheywillhaulusinfrontofthehumanrace.
Yeah, hey, isinsistingthattheywaxisbeing a sintesticles.
He's gothereonthefirstincidentof a worry, andhe's got 16 ofthemundercharge.
And I askedthequestion, Uh, if 16 peopleareofthismindandoneperson's ofthis, whoisthe?
Whichisthemorelikelytobeoff?
Yeah, well, itseemsitseemsirrelevant.
And I mean, it's a consequence.
Youknow, oneofthethings I pointedoutwithBillSee 16 wasthathadcontainedmultipleinternalcontradictions, especiallyinthebackgroundpolicieswhich I hadreadyquite a bitofdetail.
TheywereformulatedinOntario, althoughthefederalgovernmentremovedthelinkontheirwebsitetothosepoliciesafter I pointedoutthefactthatthatlinkexisted, which I thoughtwasunbelievablyunderhandedandstillbelieveso.
And I thoughtthisreallyforthreeyears, everytimeyouthinkthatthere's nopossiblewaythatthiscouldgetmoreabsurdthanonemoreexamplecomesupwhereit's moreabsurd.
And I wouldsaythesituationin B.
C ispreciselythat.
I mean, oneofthewomenthathe's persecutingbecause I thinkheandthisterriblebureaucracyispersecutingwasonimmigrantwoman.
I believeshewasMuslimwhohad a onaestheticsbusinessinherownhome, andas a consequenceofthenegativepublicityforthepublicityandthepressure, sheshutdownherbusiness.
Youknow, people, civilizedpeople, and I meanthatin a civilized, socializedpeoplecannottoleratebeingmobbedbecauseitagain, becausethere's a reasonforthat.
I mean, yourfirstresponse, ifyou'reyourfirstresponse, isgoingtobetoexamineyourownconscienceandseehowyoutransgressed.
It's notreallymuchdifferentpsychologically.
I mean, it's lesser, I suppose, butit's notbad, muchdifferentthen, wakinguponemorningandcomingtoyourdoorandfinding a mobofyourneighborsangrilyeducatedonyourlawn.
Youknow, it's a terribleshockforpeople, anditreallyhurtsthem.
And I yoyo, betweenthosestates, um, what's helpedis, Well, thefirstthingisisthat, youknow, I determinedrightfromthebeginningthat I wasgoingtosaycarefullywhat I believetobetruebecausetherewasn't a saferroutethanthat.
It's interesting, youknow, thatinthefinalanalysis, itwasn't certainthatanythingwouldprotectmebetterthangoingtowriteWell, whetherthatwouldworkornotwasdebatable, buttherewasn't a betteroption.
Yeah, I understandthat.
And I believethat, youknow, I stillbelievethat, um, I thinkthesuccessofwhat I'vedoneisanindicationofthat.
They'vefilled a need, whichalsoissomethingthat's verydifficultformetoreconcilemyselfto, youknow, meaningonEverytime I walkedoutinthestreet, someonestopsme.
Someonestoppedmeonthewayhereandasopposedtomytreatmentatthehandsof a minorityofjournalists, whichisbeingatrocioussupportoccasionandacademicsaswell.
Thetreatment I receivedfrompeopleinpublicissopositivethatit's almostunbearable.
Letmetellyoupersonally, thatrelatestoyou.
I don't mixmyoldstuffwithfamilymembers, butmysisteris a nonpoliticalkindofpersonand a say I don't mixthosethings.
Shecalledme.
She's outofthisworldaltogether.
Shecalledme, but I don't know.
A yearago, youhaveyouseenGeorgeDrJordanpages, youknow, a doctor, lovelystuff.
And I wouldsayin a strangewaytotolerate, because I becomeopeneduptothetroublethatpeoplehavein a waythatfarexceedsevenwhat I experiencedas a clinicalpsychologist.
Youknow, lastyearmywifeand I wentto 160 cities.
Yeah, itwas.
Well, wefigured.
Dowebettermakehaywhilethesunshines?
So, uh, you'restrongermentothe, youknow, bewell, yougetcaughtupandyougetcaughtupininthewaveofevents, youknow, andtheadrenalineitselfsupplieswell, anditwasItwasexcitingandworthwhile.
Andthedemandwasthere, youknow.
Andyes, I enjoyedlecturing, and I usedtheopportunity.
I delivered a differentlectureeverynightandareusedtheopportunitytothink, youknow, andtocommunicate, which, ofcourse, iswhatAndinin a psychologically, in a mannerthat I believedtobepsychologicallyhelpful.
Butitwasalso, I think, and I don't No, exactlywhatthecumulativeeffecthasbigmournme, but I hadnoideathedegreetowhichsotheyweredyingfor a wordofsomanypeoplewant.
Um, youknowwhenthatmightbe a reflectionofmygeneralstateofmind, whichisveryunsettledatthemomentforthereasonsthat I toldyouWell, becauseofoffofeverythingthat's happenedoverthelastfewyears, Buttoget a tasteofthedepthofdespairthatthatcouldbeamelioratedwithwithnotmuchmorethan, youknow, somesomewordsofencouragement, somesomestatementthatyouknowyouas a humanbeingaren't intrinsicallyworthless, worthless, andthatyouhave, ah, spiritworthpreservingandthatthethingsthatyoudoinyourlifethatyoudocorrectlyareimportant.
It's likepeopleareliterallydyingremarkofthat, and I meanthat I meanthat, youknow, honestly, I don't knowhowmanypeoplehavetoldme, andtheseareveryhardthingstohear.
It's beanhundredspeoplecould I mightmeetpeopleaftereachofmylectures.
Andthentheyusuallyhave a goodstorytotellyouknowaboutwhatsortofhelltheyhappentobeinsixmonthsearlierandwhattheydidtopullthemselvesoutandhowthat's broughttheirfamilybacktogetherorhelpedthemadvanceintheircareerorgotthemoutofbetterstopthemfromusingheroinorbeingalcoholiccomingup.
I meanttoaskthis a littleearly, butyou'realreadytellingmewhenyouwhenthisbegan, I wantsome.
Whenyoubeganthiswhenthisbegan, isthisis a experience, andyousetouttotheworldyoustarted.
Youhadmapsofmeaning.
I alsoknowwhatknowingyouthatyouhadspentsomeconsiderabletimedoingactualthinking, whichissomethingpeopledon't doverymuchassuccessivelyyouthoughtandyouthoughtthingsthroughin a waythatthisthesegenerationsofalmostabandoned.
Youknow, whenthisthingthiswasbackwhenYouTubewasstill a developingforce, let's sayandsomethingtobesortofignoredinsomesensebecauseofbecauseofitshumblebeginning, itwas a verysecondtoreplace.
Yes, itwas a verysecondaryplace.
Althoughthatwasstartingtochange, I thought, WhatthehellisthisyoutoWhat?
Whatarewedoinghere?
Andthenitstruckmethatwhilethiswas a Gutenbergrevolutionthatwewereexperiencing, thatthespokenwordwasnowaspermanentandasimmediate, moreimmediatethantheprintedwordatjusticepermanentandwith a muchlargeraudiencebecausemorepeople, asfaras I cantell, canlistenthencanread.
Andevenwithmybook, a tremendouspercentageofmybookshavebeensoldinouraudioform.
SoSo I reallystartedtothinkaboutYouTubeatthatpoint.
And I supposethatwasoneofthethingsthatdroveme, inmyfoolishcuriositytomakethosepoliticalvideosthat I madeinOctober, whichwasthefirsttime I'd evertriedsomethinglikethat.
Andthatwasinsomesense, I wouldn't callit a whim.
Butyouknow, I wokeupatthreeinthemorningbecause I wassoirritatedaboutthisbillandit's it's, it's, it's it's attempttoforce a certaintypeoflanguageusage, and I couldseewhatwasbehindthat.
Quiteclearly, I thought, Well, youknow, thisreallyisannoyingmetodeathandoftenwhat I woulddowhensomethingwasannoyingmetodeathwasgetupandright.
But I thought, Well, I'llmake a YouTubevideoandseewhathappens.
It's like, Well, I certainlysawyoudidYeah, Yeah, nokidding.
Well, see, thethingis, youknow, youyou'vegotyou'vegotaholdofsomething.
Andthey'realsothatthisis a circlebacktoeventothebeginning.
They'rewrappedupincertainideasaboutthingstheywrappedupin a certainorientationtowardschangeinpolitics, thatthere's only a certaincertaincertainquartersthattheywillwalkdown.
It's anawfulphilosophy, theideaofidentitypolitics, whichcarriestwogreataxiomsthat I couldonlycommunicatewithyouifyou'reonthesamedriveas I amandyou'reteachingmeinparticular.
Youknow, thevariouswordsamusinghereispartofyourproject, a kindofrestorationor a reminderthatcertaincertainmarkersarefundamentalandcannotbemoved.
Well, thatis, thatistheproject.
I mean, when I wrotemyfirstbook, whichtookmeabout 15 yearstowrite, and I spentreally I spentallmytime, exceptwhen I waswritingscientificpapersandwhen I wassocializing, which I did a fairbitofthinkingaboutthatbook.
I mean, itwasreallyobsessivethinkingchronicfromthetime I wokeupuntilthetime I wenttobed.
Unless I wasengagedinsomeotheractivitythatwouldshutdownmymind, I wastryingtounderstandwhethertherewerewaswhatahfoundationofstoneunderneaththePresumptionsofWesterncivilization.
OrAnditwasreally a postmodernbook, mapsofmeeting, which I didn't understandbecauseatthetimebeingunfamiliarwiththatlexicon.
Let's saytherewastheterribleColdWarraging.
And, youknow, itwasn't obviousthatitwasn't merely a matterofopinion.
Butyouknow, youhavetostartthinkingabouttheworldin a harshandsophisticatedwaitedtwotonoticethatflaw.
I I wantedtoanalyzethatsystemandtheNazisystemto a lesserdegree, butbutalsothatandtheWesternsystemtoseeiftherewassomethingatthebottomthatwasrocklike.
Thatwasn't merelyarbitrary, and I believethatwhat I discoveredlet's sayorthoughtthroughwasthatwegotsomethingsintheWestfundamentallycorrect, andandthey'rethey'recorrectforbiologicalreasons, whichisveryimportantbecausewe'vebeenalonearoundverylongtime.
Ifyoutrainthemindsandthereis a balanceandthere's anopportunitytoseetheworldasitreallyis, youhavetobelieveinthemindinorderto d'oh!
Youknowwhatkeepgoesbacktoexactlywhatwewerediscussingisthat, youknow, oneofthethings I pointedouttomyaudienceis, isthatthereisn't a debateaboutwhoshouldspeakoncampuses.
There's a debateaboutwhetherfreespeechexists.
That's a wholedifferentdebate.
I knowpeopledon't understandthedifferenceintheseverityofthosetwodebates.
Like, if I don't wantyoutotalk, I stillmightbelievethatpeoplecantalk.
Youknow, youknowallyourtravels, thespeeches I knowmuchofitgetssmallPeteintothepolitics, politicsbecausethat's theworldwe'rein.
Doyougetmuchchanceisintheleadfollowedyouaround.
Theywouldn't last.
Yougetmuchchancetoexpandonthebeautiesoftheculturalthingofpoetryandmusicandthingsofthisnature, theothersideoftheacademicandthethingsthatsometimestheysingtothehumans I d'oh d'oh!
I mean, that's oneofthereasonsthatthat I wassomotivatedtocontinuethelecturesbecauseweactuallyputtogether a sequenceoftours.
It's and I thinkthisispartlybecause I'd beensensitizedsomuch, tootothecatastrophesofexistenceinsortofthecollectiveandthepersonalsensesthatwhen I gooutsideandeverythingworksandthere's allthesepeopleofdifferentcolorsandcreedsandreligionswalkingdownthestreetandsopeacefulandthelightsgoonregularlyandthepowerisalwaysworkingandeverything, technologicalis 100% reliableandthere's noriotsinthestreet, andtheprobabilitythatyou'regoingtomeetwith a untimelyandpainfuldeathatthehandsofsomeoneelse's almostnilandthatweliveforsuch a longtime.
Allofthistome, is a completeIt's a completemiracle.
Ittrulyis.
And I remindpeopleoftheunlikelihoodofthatconstantlyinthelecturesandaskedthemtobegratefulforthefactthat I mean, youthinkyoulook 100 yearsago, 1919 in 1919.