Well, aboutin 2000 andoneIn a fitofmaniccollectiveinsanity, I decidedtostartseeingif I couldfindSovieteraartifactsonline, mostlythrougheBay.
I hadread a paperbyJamesPennebaker, whoclaimedthatpasteventsstarttobecomehistoricallysignificantabout 15 yearsaftertheaftertherelevantevent.
Andso 2001 was 15 yearsaftertheyfoughtessentiallyafterthefalloftheBerlinWallarecloseenough.
Andso I startedlookingoneBaytoseewhatsortofSovietartifactsmightbeabletofind.
Firstofall, I waskindofcuriousaboutwhatwouldbeavailableforpurchase, and I alsothoughtitwasdeeplyironicthatthemostfreemarketofnewcallplatformseverdevised, whichwouldbeeBaycouldnowbeusedtoscavengecommunisteraartifactsfromRussia.
Youknow, itjustseemedliketobesomeonewhowasraisedduringtheColdWar, thefactthatthatthat I couldbuythingslikeheadsofLeninonevenitwasjusttoocomicaltonottopassup.
Andso I startedbuyingthingsthat I hadsomefamiliaritywithbecauseofwhat I readhistorically.
Andthefirstthing I thoughtwasabout a threebyfivesilkflagthatwasawardedto a factoryformeetingitsfiveyearproductionquarter.
I don't knowwhatyouknowaboutthoseinfamousquotas, butwhatwouldhappenisthattherewereDichtersentdownonhighabouthowmuchfactoriesweresupposedtoproduceandtheimpliedwhatistheimplicationwasproduceorelsebyanymeansnecessary.
Well, youknow, I wouldn't saythat I'm exactlyanexpertinthatregard, huh?
I don't knowhowgenderhowmultiplegendercombatunitsaregoingtowork, butbecause I'm fundamentally a traditionalistinmostways, mostlybecause I'm afraidoftheunintendedconsequencesofradicalchange.
I wouldsaythatit's dangeroustoadjust a systemthat's working, andit's veryhardformetoimagine a situation, especiallycombatsituation, wherethewomenandmencanactuallybetreatedequal.
I don't thinkthatthebroadersocietywouldevenwanttoseethat.
I mean, I supposethereareexceptionstothatsortofthing.
Likelike, um, thesituation, perhapsinIsrael, although I suspecteveninIsraelthatwomentakethemorethelesscombatheavyjobs.
No, I don't knowthat, butmaybe I'm justbeingprejudiced, thatanswer.
Butitjustdoesn't seemtometobe a verywiseidea.
Whatwilltranspeopleshouldserve?
I reallycan't say I don't haveanything.
Anyadviceaboutthat?
I'm justnotinformedenoughtomakeitconclusionboatthat I thinkit's verystrange.
However, I'vetalkedtosomepeopleintheCanadianarmedforcesinrecentmonths.
I dothinkit's verystrangethatthisisthesortofproblemthatourmilitaryisactuallytryingtosolve.
Andtheyhavealltheseextremefragilitiesthatmakeyounervous, I wouldsayandalertandattendedasanadult, butthatalsoexposeyoudirectlytothefactofthepotentialtragedyoflife, whichis, I think, oneofthereasonswhyhavingChildrenmaturesyouin a waythatnothingelsecan.
And, youknow, I imagined I'vewrittenaboutthisinmynewbook, 12 RulesforLifeImaginedthat I couldremovehisvulnerabilitiesonebyonesohecouldn't behurt.
So, youknow, I thought, Well, I couldmaketheminto a robot.
Inthelimitations, I wouldsaylimitationisthepreconditionforbeing, andit's really I wouldliketogetthisrightsothatyoucanfollowitbecauseit's it's oneofthemostusefulthoughts I thinkthathaseveroccurredtome.
Thefirstisthatlimitsare a preconditionforbeingjustlikerulesarepreconditionfor a gamelikeyoucan't play a gamewhereyoucouldmakeanymoveatanytime.
Assumingthatsuch a thingneedstobejustified, thenthefinalthoughtinthatthreepartsyriza's well, maybethere's a waytolivesothatthetragedythat's anintrinsicpartoflimitedbeingbecomesbearableorbecomesevensomethinglikeCelebrateHerbal.
And I guessthatwouldbeQianteaches.
Wishfortheeternalreturnlikehethoughtyoushouldlivesothatifeverymomentthatyoulivedoccurredeternally, thatthatwouldbe a goodthing.
Andsoit's a heroicmotivebeingit's conceivablethat a heroicmotivebeingthatrequirestheadoptionofresponsibilitygivesyourlifesufficientgravitasandwaitandmeaningsothatthetragedyofbeingcanbewithstoodwithoutbecomingcorrupt.
And I wouldcertainlyhopethatthatwouldbethecase.
And I thinkthere's somereasonstoassumethatitmightbe.
So.
Canyoutalkmoreabouttheresurrection?
Thisremains a stumblingblockformanyofyourmoreatheisticfollowerswhohaveotherwiseembracedyourapproachtounderstandingChristianity.
Well, I canonlytalkaboutitsymbolicallytobeginwith, andthat's I think, Northsufficient.
But I hope, as I movedthroughthebiblicalSiri's that I canzeroinonthatmoreandmoreparticularly.
But I meantheideaofdyingandresurrectingGodis a veryoldidea.
It's early, Samand I think, speakingpurelypsychologically.
Thatideaofthedyingandresurrectingsaviorissomethinglike a reflectionofthefactthatinordertoprogresspsychologically, youhavetoletgo, especiallyinthefaceofobstacles.
Youhavetoletgoandletthemdie, andthenyouhavetolet a newpartofyourselfbeborn.
Sobecausewhenyou'rewrong, youhavetoletthepartofyouthat's wrongdieandthen a newpartspringtolife.
Insomesense, it's a newpartthat's partly a unionofyourmindandtheunionoftheinformationthat's containedintheerrorthatyoucommitted.
It's likethebirthinsomesenseof a newspirit, andsoyoucouldsaythatthere's thisideathatyouhavetohavefaithinChristbecauseChrististhewayinthetruthoflifeandnoonecomestothefather, butthroughbutthroughhim.
Whatthatmeanssymbolically, asfaras I cantell, thatisthatyouhavetoembracetheprocessofvolunteerdeathandrebirthinordertocontinuemovingforwardproperlyinyourlife.
Youneed a viewer, anobserver, scientistssortofJerryMander, thatbypositinghypotheticalobserverwhentheytalkaboutcinnamonwherethereisnoactualobservingandsoconsciousnesscouldbejust a Napaphenomena.
Butitcouldalsobesomethingcentraltothenatureofbeingandcertainlymythologicalstoriespresentedthatway, thatthere's there's naturethatwouldbenurturedfrom a scientificperspective.
Youcanshapethingsinanyoldway, butwecancertainlyadvanceinthedirectionofourimaginationandquite a staggeringandcompellingmanner.
Andthenyoumightsay, Well, isthatreallyisistheideathatwehave a consciousnessandthatit's freeinsomeincomprehensiblesenseandthatitplays a roleinconstructingthecosmos.
Isthatreallyandthen I wouldsay, Well, itdependsonwhatyoumeanbyreally, but I wouldalsopointoutthatyouactasifit's realandthatarefunctional.
Andsoweallwalkaroundactingasifeveryoneofusis a divinecentreoflogosbecausewegiveeachothertherespect, um, ofindividualcitizenswhoaresovereignandthatareequalbeforethelaw.
Andthat's and I thinkthat's therightattitudetohavetowardsbeingitself.
It's it's It's anoptimisticattitude, and I thinkithastobepredicatedonfaith, because I don't thinkthatyoucouldnecessaryderivethatconclusionbybylookingattheavailableevidence.
Theavailableevidenceiskindof 50 50 inmanysituations, butBut I cantellyou, ifyoudon't theotherattitudethatbeingisunjustifiablythanthatleadsyoudown a very, verydarkroad.
Andthenyousoonstarttoworkin a waythatmakesthingsfarmoreintolerablethantheyshouldbe.
Sothatsothat's myanswertothat.
Anytipsonavoidingbooze?
Yeah, that's a reallytoughone.
Well, I wouldsay a coupleofthings.
Thereis a drug.
Ifyou're a bingedrinker, thereis a drugcallednaltrexonethatyoucouldconsider, andyoutakenaltrexoneeveryday.
Itdoesn't reallyhaveanypsychologicaleffectonyou, Butifyou're a mailtrucksoresponder, whatwillhappenisthatitwilldampenyourpositiveresponsetoElko.
Sosomepeoplewhoarealcoholic, manyofthemhave a verypronouncedopiate, anopiateeffectfromalcohol.
I wouldsay, Dothefutureauthorprogram, youknow, becauseitisn't thatyou'retryingtoavoidbooze.
Exactly.
It's thatyou'retryingtorestructureyourwholelife, youknow, becauseifyou're a drinkerthanallyourfriendsaredrinkersandandyou'reusedtodrinkingateverysocialsituationandtheplacesthatyougotosocializeareplacesthatdrinkandlikeit's reallybuiltinas a wholesetofhabits.
And I thinkyoureallyneedtolikeyouneedtothinkthroughthehailthatcanoccur, andyouhavetothinkthroughhowyourlifecouldbevaluablewithoutalcoholsothatyoucouldbemotivatedenoughtototrythemtoregulateit.
And I wouldalsosay, ifyoufailinslip.
Don't breakyourselfandbeatyourselfup.
Juststartquittingagainbecause, youknow, ifyoucouldcutyouralcoholintakedown 75% that's a hellof a lotbetterthanzero.
Andoftenpeoplegoallornothing, justliketheydowhenthey'reputtingcigarettesandyouknowthey'llquitfor a monthandthenhave a cigarette.
Willsay, OhmyGod, now I'm now I'vebrokenthepactandthenthey'llsmokeoldpackingsmokingagain.
Youdon't havetodothat.
Youcouldjustdecidethatyouslippedandthatyou'regonnagetbackonthewagonagainandyouknow, itcouldtake a longtime.
But I dobelievethatyouneed a bettervisionoflife, right?
I wouldalsosayDon't hesitatetotrythenewtracksonIt's It's got a prettydecentclinicalhistoryandit's it's basicallyharmless, so I'velistenedcarefullytoyourcaneenablelecture, butwavesofcontemptforexistenceitselfkeepcoming.
There's a partofmethatrevelsinridingthesewaveswaves, butcan I harnessthemforgoodGod, youguys, youaskedthehardestquestionswavesofcontemptofexistsforexistenceitself.
Keepcoming.
Well, I guesswhat I wouldsayisit's probablytimefor a littlebitofindividualpsychoanalysis.
I don't necessarilymeanthatyouhavetogoandfind a therapist.
I wouldsayyou'regeneralizing, Youknow, yousaywavesofcontemptforexistenceitselfkeepcoming.
But I don't believethat.
That's exactlyright.
And I'm certainlynotaccusingyouofbeingdeceitful.
It's It's morelikelowresolution.
Mysuspicionsare, isthatthere's a setofexperiencesthatyou'vehadthatarecharacteristictoyourownpersonallife, thathavecausedyoutotocauseyousomebitternessandresentmentandthatthosehaven't beenthoughtthroughandusuallythinkingthroughmeans, atleastinsomeparttryingtotakeasmuchresponsibilityforthoseforalteringtheconditionsunderwhichthosethingshappen.
Andsoifyou'vehadexperiencesthathavemadeyoubitterandresentfulorarestillengagedinexperiencesthataredoingthat, thenyouneedtodo a carefulmicroanalysisofwhatthoseareandseeifyoucanseeifyoucanflipyourattitudeinsomematter.
I mightrecommendtryingthepastauthoringprogram, becausewhatthepastauthoringprogramdoesisaskyoutobreakyourlifeupintosixFeetparksandthentoidentifytheemotionallysignificantoccurrencesduringeachofthose e pox.
Youknow, likeoneoftheadvantagesofdevelopingwhat I regardas a mythologicalcenteredviewofthecosmosisthatyouunderstandthatthereasonthere's there's nothingpersonalaboutthefactthatterriblethingshappentoyouunlessyou'redirectlycausallyinvolved.
Asitsays, I believeintheOldTestamentrainsonthejustandtheunjustalike, andyouknowthereare.
And I wouldsaythatjustbecauseit's thebeststrategydoesn't evennecessarilymeanthatit's alwaysgoingtoworklikethisisnooptimisticscenariolike a dragonfightisnooptimisticscenario.
Contemptis a particularlydestructiveforce, anditwouldbeusefulforyoutotrytothinkaboutyoucanusefantasytodothisislikeOkay, ifyouletthatcontemptmanifestitselffullyandlike a dreamor a daydream, andyouletitgoon a rampagelikeWhat?
Canyouhazard a guesswhereEuropeisclampingdownonspeech, criticalofIslamwhenIslamiscausinglotsofproblemswithrape, gangs, terrorismandgenerallybeing a menace?
Why?
Well, I supposeiftherewas, um, let's sayif I wasgoingtoopposethatstatement, I wouldsay, Well, perhapsit's a propagandisticOh, whatwouldyoucallit?
I guesspartoftheproblemis, isthatatleast a swfaras I cantell, thenewshasbecomesufficientlyunreliablebecauseit's sopolarizedthatwecan't reallytellwhat's goingon.
I mean, I thinkthereasonthatEuropeisclampingdownonspeechcriticalofIslamispartlythesamereasonthattheentireWesternworldisclampingdownonspeech.
I suspecttosomedegreethatit's a consequenceofwomenbecominginvolvedinthepoliticalsystem, whichissomethingthatwe'veneverexperiencedbefore.
Womenaremoreagreeablebynaturethanmanandvariablepeoplearearecompassionatetowardsthosetheysee a suffering, andthatseemstoincludeanyminority, especiallywhenyoucombinethatwiththekindofneoMarxistdoctorthatclaimsthatanyonewhohasanadvantageswipedit.
And I thinkintheIslamicsituationyougetrielconflicttherebecauseit's obviouslythecasethatmanyIslamicpracticesarenotcommensuratewithpostmodernneoMarxistfeminism.
Let's say, buttheyseemtoget a freepass, and I guessthat's becausetheideathatallculturesareequaltrumpstherequirementforhumanrightsforwomen.
Andmaybetheotherthingthat's evendarkeristhatthere's a fairbitofrevolutionaryfervorinthemoreradicalendoftheleftpoliticalspectrum.
I wouldn't say I understandanythingaboutIslam, eventhewhitebread, a fairbitaboutit.
It's verydifficulttoputyourselfinside a differentbeliefsystem.
I'm somewhatapprehensiveaboutIslambecauseitlookstomelikeit's a totalizingsystemaswellas a religion, andit's a totalizingsystembecauseeverythinghastocomeunderitspurview, includinglawandeverythingthatgoesalongwiththat, there's noseparationbetweenchurchandstateandso I don't seehowthat's commensuratewiththeWesternmomentofexistence.
And I don't thinkpeoplewanttohavethatconversationbecausetheywanttosay, Well, noeveryonediverseastheyareandimportantasthediversityisapparentlysuchthateveryonehastoberepresentedequally.
Thediversityisreallyofanythingaboutanythingfundamental, andwecanallgetalongwithout a problem.
Um, I'm afraidthatthat's extraordinarilynaive.
Andthen I supposethere's alsoanelementofsomethinglikeWesternguilt, I guess, perhaps, forwhathasbeendescribedasourimperialistpast.
Um, me.
There's been a verylongtermassaultononthese.
Whatwouldyoucallmoral?
OnthemoralityoftheWest?
We'reoftenviewedastherapersandpillagersoftheworld, andthatsortofgoesalongwiththeenvironmentalist e thoughts.
Andso I thinkwedohave a fairbitofguiltaboutthat, whetherit's warrantedornot.
I mean, historyis a bloodynightmare, anditdoesn't matterwhereyoulook.
And I wouldsayatleasttheWesthasbroughtadvantagesalongwithitsdisadvantages, and I thinkthatourattitudetowardsindividualityisfundamentallycorrectandabsolutelyvital.
And I wouldalsosaythattheonlycountriesintheworldthatareessentiallyworthlivingininanyrealsensearetheonesthatarepredicatedontheJudeoChristiantraditionandmanifestedinWestern, theWesternbodyoflaws.
And I guessthat's alsowhyit's ofparticularimportanceforpeopletotrytoacthonestly, becauseifyoudon't acthonestlyandthenyoustarttodoubtyourownintegrityandthenwhenpeoplecomeafteryou, you'regonnabeweak, andthat's a prettybadidea.
Ifyoureachfor a girltotouchthem, they'llflinchandmaybeslapyouandthereoversensitivetosmallslights.
Andtheydon't havemuchof a senseofhumor, um, andagreeablenessthatsubdividesintocompassionandpoliteness, andtheliberaltypesaremorecompassionate, andtheconservativetypesofmorepolitepolitenessseemstobesomethinglikeactinginaccordancewiththesocialnormsgoverninginterpersonalinteraction.
Whereiscompassion?
Seemstobetheproclivitytosidewiththeweakestparty.
Somethinglikethat.
And I thinkit's theprimarymaternaldimensionbecauseperhapsalongwithhigherlevelsofnegativeemotion, becauseit's obviouslythecasethatwhenyou'redealingwithChildren, especiallyinfants, thatyoushouldtakethesideoftheweakerpartyprettymuch, nomatterwhat, thelogicalargumentisright, becauseaninfantwho's cryingisalwaysright, especiallyifit's under a yearold.
That's orderliness, whichitseemstobeassociatedwithdisgust, sensitivityandis a goodpredictorofconservativebeliefandindustriousness, whichissomethinglikethewell, it's whatitsaysexactly.
It's theproclivitytoengageineffortfulworktowards a definedgoalin a reliablematter, andit's thesecondbestpredictoroflongtermlifesuccess.
After I Q andthenthefinalthingit'llupset, assessesopennesstoexperience, whichismoreorlesshavecreativityinhalfinterestinideas.
Andsoifyoutakethetest, you'llget a boat.
It's about a 10 pagereport, andit's quitedetailed, andittellsyouwhereyoufiton a percentagebasisandwhatyourstrengthsandweaknessesaregoingtobeas a consequenceof, we'regonnaproduce a couplesversionsothattwoofyoucantakeit.
Andthenyou'llget a reportthattellsyouhowyoursimilaranddifferentandwhereyou'relikelytohavedisagreementsandagreementswhereit's goingtobedifficulttonegotiatetheconsensus, notbewhereyourwhitewidelydifferentfromoneanother.
Well, I gavesomeadvice a littleearlieraboutquittingalcohol, youknow, and I wouldsayitisn't thatyou'retryingtoquitporn.
It's nottherightwaytothinkaboutit.
Therightwaytothinkaboutitisthatyou'retryingtofigureouthowtohave a betterlife.
AndsoyouhavetofigureoutWell, I wouldsay, Dothefutureauthoringprogramandkeepyourpornaddictioninmindandthinksointhefirstpartofthefutureprogram, itasksyou a bunchofquestionsaboutwhatyourlifecouldbelikein 3 to 5 yearsifyoutookcareofyourself, likeyouorsomeonethatyoucaredfor.
Andthat's partduetoUniversityofWhiletheUniversityofTorontohasn't setuptheuniversitytomakethat a straightforwardthingyet, theaccreditationproblemis a bigone.
Willyoubeestablishinganonlineuniversity?
Well, youknow, thatdepends.
Itdependsmyhealthisbeingunevenfor a substantialamountoftime.
Andwhenit's downasitisrightnow, I'm probablyonly 5% asproductiveas I amwhenit's what I'm functioningatfullbore.
I seemtohavedeveloped a seriesofordiscovered a seriesoffoodsensitivitiesthat I sharedwithmydaughter, andit's very, uh, reactiontoeatingtheroomthingisextremelyvicious, basicallyflattensmealfor a month.
I can't thinkproperly, and I can't organizemyactions.
Andso I wouldreallyverymuchliketopursuethisideaofanonlineuniversity, and I'vetalkedtomanypeopleaboutit, butit's a verycomplexproject, andto a largedegreeit's goingtobedependentonthestateofmyhealth.
When I'm healthy.
I coulddo a verylargenumberofthingssimultaneously, and I'm veryenthusiasticaboutthat, veryefficient.
That's actuallyveryterrifyingthought, so I'd lovetodoit, youknow, and I wouldalsosay I'm startingittosomedegreebecause I believethesebiblicallecturesarecrucialtotheestablishmentofsomethinglikeanonlinehumanity's university.
Because I believethat, likeourcultureismadeupofstrataofstories, thatthatmightbe a goodwayofthinkingabout, like, higherlevelsofstories.
Andinordertounderstandourculture, I thinkyouhavetohave a grounding.
YouhavetobegroundedinanunderstandingoftheBible, and I'm tryingtomakethatas a religiousinsomesenseaspossible, notnecessarilybecause I believethatan a religiousapproachtotheBibleisthemostappropriate, butbecause I wanttoinvestigateitwiththeleastamountofmetaphysicalbaggagepossible.
And I'm hopinginthatwaytohelppeoplestabilizetheiridentities, toilluminatetheideaofthedevelopmentofthedivineindividual, which I thinkisWesterncultures, gloriouscontributiontohumancivilizationandthethingthatliftedusalloutofslaveryandandandpenYuriandSerfdomandandallofthosesubordinaterollsintothesocietyofrelativelyfreeandautonomousindividualsthatwearetoday.
Wecan't letthatgo.
And I thinkitwillgounlesswehavesomethingverystrongmetaphysicallyatthebottom.
I thinkwe'reweakwithoutitbecausewefractionateandeverybodybelieves 1000 differentthings.
Butinanycase, youknow, therewas a protestagainstthefactthatwell, thebulkofthecatastropheseemedtofallonthepoor, whichisofcourse, alwaysthecase.
ButtheresultorganizationwhatsoeveronthesideoftheWallStreetoccupyWallStreetprotesterstheybelievedsuch a widevarietyofthingsthattheywereunabletotoorganizethemselvesinanyeffectivemanner.
Andbasically, asfaras I cantell, alltheydidwasgooutandindicatethattheyweredispleased.
Butthat's not a veryeffectivestrategy, becauseifyou'redispleasedandevenifyou'redispleasedfor a reasonand a validreason, youstillneedtohavesomesenseofwhatitwouldbethatwouldrectifythat.
Soanyway, sopartofthereason I'm doingthebiblicallectures, which I thinkareperhapsthemostimportantthing I'm doingand I hopetocontinuebecauseofthatisbecause I wanttodowhatever I cantogivethosestories.
So I guess I'm goingtobecontributingtotheonlineuniversityinthatmatter.
I'm goingtotrytheother, but I can't promiseanythingforthereasonsthat I alreadyindicatedwewerethinkingofonetactic.
I don't knowwhatyouguysthinkaboutthis, but I wasthinking a veryinterestingfirstcoursemightbelike a fivehourintroductiontothehistoryofthecosmos.
Andso I wastalkingwithmybrotherinlawwhowouldbewillingtofundsomeofthisalongwithmeandmaybewithsomecrowdfundingwe'd liketohost a competition, youknow, soandthecompetitionwouldbeforthebestfivehoursummaryofthehistoryofthecosmosfromtheBigBangtothepresent.
Andwewouldlayitwideopenforpeoplewithregardstowhatsortoftechnologytheywantedtouse, whetheritwasanimationorlectureorreadingsorwhatever, andtooffer, like a $10,000 1stprizeand a $5000 2ndprizein a $3000 3rdprize, somethinglikethat.
Andthenmaybegetpeopletovoteonwhich, um, youknowwhichproductionwasofthehighestqualityandbecausewhatshouldhappenwiththeonlineuniversity, I think, isthatweshouldsetup a wayoffundingcreativecontentproducersinsteadofmaybefocusingontheconten