And I thoughtitwassupercoolanditwasreally, like a fewmonthsofbackandforth.
But I couldn't this I literallylostsleepoveritbecause I waslike, Oh, myGod, like I think I dowanttodoitandmaybe I don't whatever.
Andsotherejustcame a pointwherewelike, Let's justgointhestudioLet's justlike, singitandjustseehowwefeel.
Andifitfeelsright, wedoit.
Ifwedon't knowpressure, it's allgood.
Andso, yeah, wewentinthestudioandjustkindoflikefigureditoutandthenfilmedthevideo a weekand 1/2 aftertheperformance.
Tonightisreallyjustverykindofsimpleandreallyit's justustwoonstageandjustlike a beautiful, cozylights.
If I wasn't nervous, I feellikeitwouldactuallymaketheperformanceworse.
I thinkwhenyouhavenervesandyouusethemaslike a fuelandas a fire, italwaysmakesmyperformancebetter, Soit's almostlikethatmakesmelessnervous.
I justbreatheand I basicallytellmyselfyouhavenochoice.
Justyougottadoit.
Yougottadoit.
Well, youhavenochoice.
So I'm herewithmyleftJustgettingin.
Thewomanwhogavebirthtome, shemademewithhim.
This'llyear I feel a lotmorelikenointunewithmyself.
Then I then I didlastyear.
Like I justfeellessstresslessselfconsciousandmorejustkindof, like, justkindofwannabemyselftoday, youknowSpeakpresidentandjustenjoymakingwayMyredcarpetoutThankyousomuch.