There's a lotmoresaliva, and I'm I'm swallowing a lotmore, but I feellike a lotbetterspeakingwiththemen, although I amabouttochangethebottomone.
So I actuallychangedthe 1st 1 quiteearlyonand I don't think I wassupposedto, butitfits.
I waslike, Woo, Butyeah, I needtochangethebottomoneprobablyeithertomorrow, probablyMonday.
Actually, I justhad a bitof a a bitof a week.
Really.
I thinkthattryingtokeepupwiththeyoungstersonthetripinFrantzhasknockedbothAllieand I forsixcompletelyfallen.
Kindoflikejustoffthewagon.
Really?
I feeltotallylethargic.
I overdidit.
I'm notasyoungas I usedtobe, and I couldn't keepupwiththeyoungsters.
Andthen I'vecomebackand I'vehad a bigsheetand I'vehad a bigdayofmethingsinLondon, thepaneltalk a deal, and I justthinkthatmaybeit's loveittoomuchforthelastfewdayshavebeen a littlebitredundant, really.
Myhusbandboughtme a gingerandlemonteainbedandalso a bowlofgranolawithsoymilk, whichwaslovelyondreamygottreatsaswellaswebothsatandhadtreatsinbedtogether, anditwasjustwonderful.
Tomorrowiswhenwe'reactuallyreallydoingsomething.
Wearegoingwinetastingtomorrow, andthenAnnieand I aregoingtocarriagesfor a meal.
I'vebeentellingmeaboutcarriagesfor a very, verylongtime.
Andobviouslywewentandstayedatthehandofflour, and I definitelythinkthatprobablycarriagesyoufor I wouldsayso, Yeah, We'regoingtheretomorrowaswell.
So a littleValentine's Day, itstartsquiteearly.
ThosewhogotodowninLondonandreadytogofor 11.
30.
ButStormDerekiscoming.
WejusthadStormSierraor I can't rememberthenamecard.
I thinkitwasSierraStormSierraorsomethinglikethat, andthat's wreakedhavoceverywhere.
Apparently, there's gonnabeanotherone.
So I don't knowwhetherwe'reactuallygonnabeabletogetdowntoLondon, butfingerscrossedbecausewe'rereallylookingforwardtoit.
Tonight.
I havemymomcomingover.
She's bringing a lasagnaandwe'rehaving a Valentine's Daymealtogether.
Thethreeofus, I thinkAlexAlexmightpoproundaswell, justtoseethem.
Andthen I'vegotAlex's babyshoweronSunday.
Sothat's reallyexciting.
There's lotslotshappeningthisweekend.
I'vewashedmyhex, actuallyhadn't washedmyhairin a very, verylongtime.
ItneededsomeTLC, decidedmymaskon.
I'm gonnagoupstairsandputsomeoilsiniton.
Dhestyleitup, but I'm satinthesnugatthemoment, watchingthepheasants.
I didn't realizehowmuchnowthat I'm inthisroomor I didn't realizehowmuchthepheasantshangaroundinlikeourgardenbuttotheside.
I thinkit's becausetheyliketheSnowdrops, But I don't knowifyouconsider I seeif I canzemen, I'm oneofthem.
I canseethelittlepresentthere.
Justsattherenotdoingmuch, justchillin.
Butthere's a fewofthemoutthere, but I justcan't seethembecausetheykindofblendin.
Oh, well, there's a vision.
Yeah, I felt a littlebitlike I don't know.
I'vejustfelttired, and I don't have a reasontofeeltired, but I justfeltlikeexhaustedonDhe, justlikemaybeoverdoneit a littlebit.
But I knowthat I feelthetirednessmorethananynormalperson, so I knowthat, Yeah, I justalwaysit's meant I'm like, reallydemotivated, and I'm justnotfeelinglike I was, andit's annoyingmebecause I wasonsuch a rolland I wassoproductive.
And I wassolike, selfmotivated.
Justgetmedown a littlebit, getmedown.
Buthopefully I canhave a littleresetovertheweekendandthenstartnextweekon a highandjustsortofrecuperate.
So I'm gonnadothattodayandthentomorrowforwhenwegolikeoutfor a veryspecialday, I willwaivemyhairtomorrow, soit's alreadystraightreadytogo, Soitshouldbesuperquick.
Thisvideodoesincludeanintegrated, painfulpartnershipwith J H D O C.
I amanambassadorforDHDandohmyGod, Sometimes I haveto, like, checkmyselfbecausethatisthecoolestthing.
Likeif I wastotell 16 yearoldLydiathatshewouldbeanambassadorforGhd, I don't think I don't thinkshebelievedme.
I reallydon't becausehonestly, I'm like I don't knowifyouknow, Butwhen I wasyounger, I tried.
I triedmyhandatmodeling, and I remember I wenttocostingoneson a waysitfor I thinkitwasforrushhairsalons, andtheyactuallyendeduppicking a girlthatlikethegirl.
But I kindoffeellikeunlesstheywereadvertisingextensions, itshouldbesomeonethathas, like, a reallygoodhair.
Naturally, I think I'vegotbad, but I wasjust a bitlike, youknow, whenyou'relikethisheartin, soit's socooltobe a partofanindustrythat, like, aslongasyou'refollowingtherightpeoplechampions, peoplethataretellingyouhowtheygettheirhairtolookgoodonitsnaturalhead, they'renotlikeshowingyouitstyledwithextension.
That's likepeoplesayingthisreallydidhelpmyhair.
Butanyway, I justthoughtthat's reallycool, butyes.
So I'm gonnatrymybest.
And I'm dryingmyhairlikerolleduphappilyunderneathmydressingtable.
Itcomesinfourdifferentcolorways, so I willshowyouthemwhenitcomestomyhead.
I gotsuchthickhair, holdswatersomuchthateverylittlehelpsintermsofgettingmyselfreadyinthemorningbecause I couldeasilyspendoveranhourdoingmyhair.
I havebeenmakingitmymissiontogetmyhairprocesscutdowntoanabsoluteminimumonThisissoquickanditmakesmyhairsosmooth.
Now I don't havetheshiniesthairatthebestoftimes.
Itis, saidThio, improvedtheshineofyourhairby 30%.
It's superlightandsuperfast, andwiththisitgivesmelike a realsortoflikeprecision.
Lastright.
I'm notreallylike a bigblowdryperson, but I doalwaystrytoblowdrymyhairasmuchaspossibleintothestyletoreallygetlike, rootliftontoalsocloseupthecuticlesofmyhead.
Ithas a uniqueAarghprecisewillproceedEasttechnology, whichissaidtoenablemoreprecisestyling, whichmeansthatyourhairisgoingtolooksmoothaspossibleas a headright.
Onthewhole, it's a lotquieter, whichformeisperfectbecauseourbedroomisbelowmydressingroomon.
Obviously, I'm a nerdearlymorningperson, andmyhusbandmaybeinsomuchsowhen I'm blowdryingmyhair, I don't wannabewakingupthewholehouse.
Italsohasthecoolshotbuttononthefrontwhichmeans I canquicklyblastsandcalltheirmyhead's reallyholdmystyle.
Calloway's fastWell, I'm goingtogetmyheaddryandthatismyheadjustlastdriedwiththenewHeliosNow a lotofrootvolumegoingon I'm gonnarunovermyheadwhentheGHTlied I thinkthe I eatthisjusttokindofsmooththingsoverAndistylemyhairsuperquickAndthen I get a littlebitsomethingonmyfaceNothingmajor.
Justget a littlebit C c serum, I thinkAndthen I'llbereadyAndthatismereadyondayresetsand I'm gonnatryandbeproductivefortherestoftheday.
Hairlookinglovely.
Ondapoppedonsome C C serumfrombyTerry I'vegot a littlebitofLauraBassiconcealer.
I justwentforlike, oh, and a littlebittheCharlotteTillgreenglowwantthinking.
Butthat's mesetHarrisdone.
But I thought I'd showyoutheothercolorwaysquicklyoffthenewghdHelios.
Itwasverydifficulttodecideandchoosewhichone I wasgoingtouse, buttheyhavethisgorgeousNavycodeonewhichwhen I hadtheoldcushionsinmyroom, thiswouldhavegoneperfectly.
Wasyourstress, Lee, It's Alexwantstolooklike, youknow, I putthatstoryofbeinganaddict, honking, and I waslike, outofthefourofus, I wastheonlyonethatwasn't pregnant.
Tonight I gotloads.
MessagefrompeoplebeinglikeCarrie.
Pregnant.
Carrie.
Carrie.
Anyway, right, I will.
Yeah.
Oh, Thanks, babe.
Goodmorning, everyone.
Itisthebeginning.
StormDennis.
Rightnow, outsideitismiserable.
I'm goingoverwhat I didyesterdaywiththeGHTplatinumplusStyler.
MysonLaurent, like a classiccutdressormyIsabelMuranoon.
I think I'm gonnagototheObamaranonandjustwearsomebootswithit.
Yeah, I thinkthat's what I'm gonnadoforthiseveningon, thenonmyface, eventhough I probablylookreallyorangebecause I'm doingmymakeupinheadinNotnaturallight, but I'm notwearingfoundation.
I'vejustgot a littlebitofyourconcealerononValtteriCCserumsomeLauraMercier, MissKaraontranslucentpowderondheonmylips I amwearingtheChristianLabuttaRougeLibertemattelip I'vedubbeditonsothatit's notsoharshlythroughouttheday.
I letyoujustgolikethis, anditgivesyoulipsmoreof a flushofredso I don't havetoworryaboutif I, like, managedtosmudgemyredlipstickacrossmyface.
Itmeansthatit's like a bitmoreof a naturalflush, butstillthattypicalclassicRuutel.
Beautifulcolor.
Thisislike a littlehalf.
Butthen, asasthedaygoeson, andaswegetintonighttime, I canmakeitmoreintenseIf I wantto, SoYeah, it's good.
Goodlittleone.
Theirhairisjustliterallylittlewaves.
Nothingtodo t t actuallydon't have a lotoftimeeither.
Andi, I'm gonnasaythisnowbecause I feellikeit's justsilly, but I'm notgonnastoptouchingmyhair.
Okay?
I knowonDhe.
Ifthatannoysyouandrubsyouupthewrongway, all I cansaytoyouis, don't watchlike I don't knowwhatelsetodo.
I can't changeforyou, okay?
I can't justlikeyouwouldn't changein a relationship.
I'm notgoingtochangeforyou.
I cannotadaptwho I amforyou.
And I havetobequitelikesternwiththesethingsbecauseit's notsomethingthat I dotoannoyyou.
Andit's notsomethingthat I doonpurpose.
It's subconscious.
Andso, yes, I'm sureit's irritating, and I'm surethatitrubsyouthewrongway.
Butthere's nothing I candoaboutthat.
I'm notconsciouslydoingit, so I can't.
There's nothing I cando.
Okay, there's nothing I cando.
Somaybesetyourexpectationsofwatching a realpersonhowuncooperativeLeeplannedandeditedandcontrolledcontentoutontheInternet.
WatchTV.
Theydefinitelywon't touchtheirhairasmuchas I doonTV, somaybeyou'rebettersuitedto a televisionaudiencethanyouare a YouTubeaudiencewhereit's very, verymuchjust a normalpersonlistingintheirbracesontouchingthehead.
Yeah, sohopefullywecanputthehairtouchingthingstorest, becausesometimes I doit.
I don't doitall.
Sometimes I doallthetime, andsometimes I justdon't know I'm doingit.
Andsopleasedon't thinkthatit's anattackonyou.
It's not.
It's justmaybeingme, talkingasifthereis a roomfullofpeoplewhenthereisactuallyjustme, Tobyyourcamera, whichislikedisorientatedinitself, becauseit's verydifficulttohave a conversationwithyourselfasifsomeoneistalkingbacktoyou.
Sowiththatinmind, I amdressed.
I'm readytogotomyfriend's babyshower.
Ifyoudon't know.
Twoofmyfriendsarebothpregnant.
Sametimewithin a weekofeachotheronDDEhaveonebabyshowerthisweekend, and I haveanotherbigshownextweekendonDhe.
I remembergoingthioherhousewhen I waslikeatuniversityand I didnotlivethelife I livenow.
Andi I haveneverbeensoinspired.
Sorry.
It's probablyreallybumpythem.
I haveneverbeensoinspiredbysomeone's life.
Thenwhen I wenttoherhouselikeshejustOhwowonherparentsjustsofabulousaswellonthere, likepeoplethatyoucanhangoutwithlikewegoandhave, likewe'vehaddinnerswiththemattheirhouseandlike, playedgamesandstuff, andthey'rejustreallycoolparents.
Andsoit's reallynice, like, hangoutwiththemandstuff, Butthisisgonnabe a lotmorepeoplethere.
Andi, I don't knowif I'llblockmuchwhen I'm there, becauseobviouslythey'rejustAlex's friendsandthey'reprobablynotgonnawanttobeinmyvideo.
Butanyway, makeupwise.
Today I'vecaughtthebushybrowsonstillnofoundation.
I'vegotLauraMercierconcealeron I'veGotmyClarePoeLipBalm, which I'm literallyjustobsessedwithcancer, wearingitsocomfortableandsoeasytoknow I'm findingwithwearinglikelipsix.
Youknow, I alwayswearmybiteeveryone, likehalfwaythroughtheday, I'm likethisjustdoesn't lookasgoodasitdidthismorning, and I findthatwitheverylipstick, itjustkindoflooksworn, and I havetoreapplyit.
Butwithlipbalms, I neverfindthat.
I findthatmylipskindoflookpresentableallday.
Sorrythat I'm lookingaboutlookingatmyself, but I'm talkingaboutmyself.
Soit's reallyhardnottolookatmyself.
I havethebias, HarryCCCRamon.
I havebyTerry C.
C.
Powder.
I'm alsousing a FentyBeautyfacemist, which I reallyquitelike.
I'veusedalloftheeyeBreen I braineyebrowqueenproductsonmybrows.
I don't knowwhetheritwasthelightingorwhether I wasjust a littlebitextrapuffythatday, butguys I haven't hadmylipson, I knowthatthereisalways a speculation, and I shouldprobablyjustgetoveritnow.
But I havenothadmylipsdone.
Okay, Haven't I feellike I'vehadthatconfirmedtoyousomanytimes?
And I haven't I'd tellyounowbecause I realized I couldnotgetawaywithit, but I haven't reallyhaven't hadmylips.
But I'm goingtoshowyouthatwhen I gethome, becauseit's just a dreamandit's reallymadethatroomnotfeelsoyouknow, I mean, whatelse I havetotellyouactuallyreallytiredtoday.
What a verytightandit's miserable.
So I havetotellyouthat I'm atthatpointnowwhere I'm readyfor.