"You just try to to put it aside and just concentrate on your race..."

"My head and everything was still functioning,

I knew what I had to go and, through dehydration, your body cramps up"

"I kinda told myself: Try to keep running, try to stay upright.

My muscles just didn't respond."

"I knew if I would stop, or sit down that would be the end of it."

"I just was determined to make it through that finish line."

It was quite special because they had a little ceremony beforehand

They had all the flags, and they said,

they announced it's the first women's marathon.

And so, I think that - besides running in the Olympics -

also being part of the first marathon was special.

And you wanted to show that it was the right decision for the Olympic Committee

to let women run the distance,

because there is no scientific evidence that they can't run it

And so many women ran marathons

in just road races around the country

just not in the Olympics

and as the development shows

in the United States a lot of the marathons

or the shorter races on the roads, the percentage of women now

this sometimes bigger than the percentage of men, so it just shows you.

It was a good thing that they decided to do that because

definitely, I think that helped women get involved

into long distance running.

The race for the women it was the first event of the track and field

I remember warming up, still have my sweats on;

just trying to drink a lot of water.

And then the first half

went pretty much according to my plan

I had an idea what I wanted to run at each 5-kilometer mark,

and I looked at the women around me

and some of them I knew from previous races.

I knew I couldn't run with the leaders

I just wasn't that good

but not everybody can win.

And there were a lot of us - you know - that were just

in 10th-15th place and we ran as a group.

After 15 miles or so, the field started to thin out,

you are running a lot just by yourself.

And then I think, maybe at twenty miles

I started to really feel the heat you know

I thought: "It's 6 more miles, you've made 'til here."

"You are not lost. It looks good."

I missed the last water station

I don't know if he was consciously or

sometimes you're so focused,

or you start to focus on your body...

Anyway I just missed it.

And that definitely had an impact for the last few miles

and I distinctly remember

like the last mile I had to slow down

and coming into the tunnel

I really remember that because I thought

"It's a little cooler in there"

And I knew from here on, it's not that far to go.

One of the big problems I had was -

I wish I could have had water more often

especially since I missed that last station

The ruling at that time was that you could only

get the water at these four or five stations that they set up

I just got dehydrated;

and that's why when I got into the stadium

the heat but more intense in there.

And at that point through dehydration, your body cramps up.

That was my main problem

My head and everything was still functioning

I knew where I had to go

I kinda told myself: "Try to keep running, try to stay upright"

And my muscles just didn't respond

It just deteriorated over the last 400 metres.

At that point it was just:

"I'm in the Olympics, I wanna finish this race

because this is my one and only chance."

Because I was already 39 and I knew

in another four years, there would be a very slim chance

to qualify again

If it would have been another race, just another marathon

I would have probably stopped

I think just from the heat in that stadium,

I just started to fall apart.

But I clearly remember the cheering.

The noise it was just incredible. It was so loud!

I didn't expect something like that

That probably kept me going too.

There was a doctor,

he was following me closely and watching me.

Later on, he said - because there was a lot of criticism from the press.

They said they should have stopped me -

He said you - he's familiar with these these things -

he said he was watching me closely,

He said, that as long as I still knew where I was going.

and showed sign of sweating

that it was okay.

I read now or sometime see tapes it's not the first time

and its it's not uncommon in a hot

long race that people have troubles.

I know of a couple of other marathon runners

who had the same problem.

but it happened earlier in the race

And then they just to you know quit

and got a ride or whatever.

With me, just making it that far

I think it's different.

I think every other person would have tried to finish

I was very relieved and I was happy

I got to the finish line.

And then at that point I didn't care if I would be

not feeling good for a week

The main thing was: "I made it!"

And I didn't think I had anything damaged

It was painful!

During that last lap and the first hour in the medical tent

I was in a lot of pain

but then after two hours I was fine

You know, what really surprised me

in a very a nice way

Is all the compassion and

the reaction of

just average people that were watching the Games

And then also of the athletes

I was kind of embarrassed

that I didn't do well

and I thought I didn't deserve all this attention

I really kinda felt guilty and

other athletes they made me feel good

because they were so supportive

and I think that was one of the big memories I have

from the Games.

At the time after the Olympics I would have traded anything for a

10 to 15 place at not having that

what I thought was a spectacle

But now looking back with time,

I can see that

people kind of identify with you

Because they see the struggle

and they see that

if you really set your mind to it you can overcome

a lot of obstacles

It teaches you a lesson too that besides

overcoming obstacles,

You have to get over

some bad experiences

and not dwell on it

and just look forward and

hopefully learn something from it