I'll understand if you don't want me to --

Shut up.

♪ This isn't goodbye ♪

♪ Just until next time ♪

♪ Forever on our minds ♪

I forgive you.

♪ And even though we cry ♪

[ Chuckles ]

♪ It's a beautiful life ♪

You're my best friend at this place,

and if I don't have you, I'm done for.

Same.

♪ I wonder if it hurts or not ♪

[ Sighs ]

[ Groans ]

I told Meredith Grey I loved her.

You did. I heard.

She didn't say it back, did she?

No. [ Chuckles ]

But you will find someone. I promise.

Yeah, it's easy for you to say.

You get to make out with that every night.

Yeah. But it took me my whole life to find him.

And, also, for what it's worth,

I am amazing, but I am no Meredith Grey.

[ Chuckles ] Word.

[ Laughter ]

♪ Oh, whoa, oh, oh ♪

Meredith: Knowing you're alone in the O.R.

can make you the best.

♪ Beautiful life ♪

But that attitude can ruin your personal life.

[ Knock on door ]

[ Knocking on door ]

Alright, I-I'm coming.

[ Sighs ]

Hey. I turned off my phone for a reason.

Okay, hey, hey, hey.

Elliott Calhoun's heart started beating again.

[ Sighs ]

Yeah. You did that.

You saved him.

Oh, God. Thank you. Thank you, um...

Thank you for telling me. I needed to hear that.

Hey, c-can I -- could we, um, talk?

Yeah.

[ Sighs ] Look, I blew it, I think.

I think I made a big mistake with Meredith.

I asked her to take time.

I don't know. I...

I meant some of what I said.

I-I-I wanted her to see me.

I wanted to know she respected me.

But I think asking her to take time

might've had the opposite effect.

You hurt someone

who's had more than enough hurt for a lifetime.

I know. And I don't know how to undo it.

[ Footsteps approaching ]

Dr. Margaret Pierce?

Yeah?

You've been served.

That's why depression, fatigue, and burnout

are so common in our profession.

I'm being sued for wrongful death.

[ Sighs ]

Who's Sabrina Webber?

♪

My cousin.

[ Breathes deeply ]

[ Knock on door, door opens ]

But if you're going to make a life of this,

you need to learn to rely on others whenever possible.

Get in here.

♪

[ Sighs ]

I had a miscarriage once.

I never felt so lonely.

♪

♪

Well, did -- did you bring me the doughnuts? Did you bring -- [ Laughter ] 00:03:38.635,00:00:00.000 it's okay to let your friends put you back together.