I'm justheretotrytostopconversiontherapybecause I wish I haddonemyhomeworkbefore I tookhim, insteadofafter I tookhim, becauseit's a horriblethingandweneedtogetitstopped.
I'd alwaysbeentoldthatbeingLGBTQwasnotrightand I don't thinktherewereanyexceptionstothat.
LGBTQであることは正しくないとずっと言われてきたし、例外はなかったと思う。
I thinkthat, as I grewolder, and I startedtounderstandmyself a lotmoreandmysexuality, itbecamemoreobviousthat I wason a crashcoursewiththesetwoideologies.
Beingmarriedto a Baptistpastorandbeingraisedtheway I was, webelievedexactlywhattheBiblesaidabouthomosexuality, andthat's what I wastaught, and I justdidn't questionitbecause I thinkyoudon't tendtoquestionthingsuntilithitsyourfamilyorsomeonethatyoulove.
Within a week, theystartedtalkingtomeabout, "Ohhe's notfollowingtherules. He's notdoinghishomeworkright. I thinkyouneedtoputhiminthethree-monthprogramandthenyouneedtothinkaboutkeepinghimoutofschoolnextyear."
I don't wantotherparentstohavetogothroughtheguiltthat I'vehadtogothroughfor 14 years.
他の親には14年間の罪悪感をぶちまけてほしくない。
I thinkthegreatestvalueforthisfilmisitsabilitytoshow a road-mapforpeoplewhoarearoundLGBTQyouthtodobetter, andtoactbetter, andtobecomebetterpeoplethroughit.