and I gave myself five years

three years maybe and dated Thanksgiving 1995 and I put it in my

wallet and I kept it there it deteriorated and deteriorated

just before Thanksgiving 1995 I found out that I was going

ten million dollars on think it was Dumb and Dumber

LOSER!

You can spend your whole life imagining ghost

worrying about the pathway to the future but all there will ever be

Is what's happening here

in the decisions we make in this moment

which are based in either love or fear

so many of us choose our path out of fear disguised as practicality what we really want

seems inpossibly outreach

and ridiculous to expect so we never dared to ask the universe for

I'm saying I'm the proof

That you can ask the Universe for it

my father could of been a great comedian but he didn't believe that was possible

for him

so he made it conservative choice instead

he gotta save jobs as an accountant in the and when I was12 years old

he was let go from that safe job

And our family had to do whatever we could to survive

I learned many great lessons from my father

not the least which Is that you can fail at what you don't want

so you might as well take a chance on doing what you love

I will always love you GRANNY! Your love lives on.