It's funny, man. People want to know how I'm always motivated. It's the unseen work. I'm out running at 2 o'clock in the morning, 1 o'clock in the morning, in the gym, long sessions by myself. You, that's real. How I'm able to just extract dopamine, the good dopamine whenever I want. Man, I've trained 99% of my life alone. No one had me on that. I did all of the work alone. And while I'm still hard on myself, I know what I did. So whenever times get bad for doing all this, who's going to carry the bones to love? That's real. I hate that people know me for that guy. Because that guy is not every fucking day. Like when they see me, they want that energy. That's not me every day. I can extract it immediately when I need you. Because when you train alone, and I lived alone for so many years in this misery, and you're able to get out by yourself. I can take myself to such a level of real, real passion and purpose. And like, the feeling I get is something I can't even explain by myself. I don't need anyone. That's why, that's why people come to me to motivate them. No one can motivate me. I have a resume full of fucking motivation. That whenever I'm down, like, Oh, hang on. Oh, you know, you know the truth. You know that you, you know, the darkness of the fucking dungeons and the fucking demons that fly, you know. And then from there, it's like, okay, you were there, you know, there was no one there to pick up the rucksack to pick up the boat, to pick up the log, to go in there. It was you. It was you. There was no path to fucking back at 300 and at 275 or 250 and 220. No, that was you. So those things that come out of me, that extract from me in the darkness, people are looking for that path back. Where is it? Oh, I don't need it. Because what I've done is in the fucking unseen work, I built Frankenstein. So whenever shit gets nasty, David Goggins goes, we had nobody anyway, motherfucker. So see how I'm talking to myself right now? That's me. That shit fires me the fuck up. That shit makes me fucking nuts. We had nobody anyway, motherfucker. Look around you.
面白いもんだよ。みんな、僕がどうやっていつもやる気を出しているのか知りたがるんだ。目に見えない仕事さ。夜中の2時や1時に走ったり、ジムで1人で長時間セッションしたり。それが現実だ。いつでも好きなときに、ドーパミン、良いドーパミンを抽出できるんだ。僕は人生の99%を1人でトレーニングしてきた。誰からも相手にされなかった。すべての仕事を一人でやってきた。自分にはまだ厳しいが、自分が何をしたかはわかっている。だから、これだけのことをやっても悪い時はいつでも、誰が愛するために骨を運ぶんだ?それが現実だ。僕は、そん