After 30 years of believing every literal chapter and verse, believing in His goodness, in His omniscience, in His sovereignty, in His plan, wanting to fulfill my destiny in God's will for His kingdom, not for my benefit, not for my gain, seeking out after Him, having daily prayer time, going to church, being a leader, studying the Bible, calling my faith my greatest asset, sharing the gospel, praying for others, giving my tithes, giving my offerings, and relying on God, not just as some supernatural supreme being, but as my personal Savior and the author of my life, and for about three years at the end of that,
文字どおりの章句をすべて信じ、神のいつくしみを信じ、神の全知を信じ、神の主権を信じ、神の計画を信じ、神の王国のために、私の利益のためではなく、私の利益のためでもなく、神の御心のままに自分の運命を全うしたいと願い、神の後を追い求め、毎日祈りの時間を持ち、教会に通い、リーダーとなり、聖書を学び、自分の信仰を最大の財産と呼び、福音を伝え、他の人々に祈り、什分の一をささげ、献金をささげ、超自然的な存在としてではなく、神に頼って30年が過ぎた、指導者になること、聖書を学ぶこと、自分の信仰を最大の財産と呼ぶこと、福音