When did I get these memories

These big ones I can't remember?

Out of what I just can't recall

There's one thing I remember pretty well

Try one more time, a hundred times

All I remember is your face

And yet you yourself, I'm not sure why

But I still can't remember you

The belt line wraps the globe

Going 'round to chase the morning sun

But we don't need to run its rails:

We follow our desire, and chase the night

Try one more time, a thousand times

All I remember is your face

Light rain settles on my eyelids

And I still can't hear that dead, dark voice

Not knowing anything at all

Well, that won't hurt you - will it?

It makes me unable to sleep even still

And if you found out, I bet you'd laugh

When I'd try to count all the simple feelings

I'd find I forgot even the warmth

You shared with me

Goodbye, and we'll never ever meet again

That's just what feeling I get, that's just what I thought

I can't smile wide, I'm stuck, there's nothing I can do

It's like the hole in a donut:

Just like you can't isolate the hole

Proving you were really here

Is something I can never do

Try one more time, a hundred times

All I remember is your face

One more night I sleep,

Body wedged between the blanket and bed

If there really were thoughts that never die

Would that give us relief?

I can't hope on things

That have passed

So just give me something

To fill with

When I'd try to count all of the feelings I lost

I'd find I forgot even the voice

You shared with me

Goodbye, and we'll never

Ever meet again

That's just what feeling I get

That's just what I thought

The tears come pouring out, there's nothing I can do

The hole opened up in my chest

Now it's the only thing that proves you

And yet I'm still so empty

My heart is torn to ribbons

There's nothing I can do

When I'd try to count all the simple feelings

I'd find I forgot

Even the warmth

You shared with me

Goodbye, and we'll never

Ever meet again

In the end, I remembered that little word

Taking my breaths calmly, my eyes opened up

My eyes opened up

My eyes opened up

Your name is -